*sighs* Finally I got this story back *big smile* ..
I know it's the short one and nothing much plots here but I wanted to finish it already, like soon o; ..
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So, hope you guys like it and so sorry about the mistakes or bad grammar, I've tried, really..
Hemm..
Okay here we go ..
Disclaimer : I do not own Big Time Rush nor Unbreakable' song.
Kendall's POV
Chapter 2 : This Love Is Unbreakable
Swept away on a wave of emotion
Over caught in the eye of the storm
And whenever you smile
I can hardly believe that you're mine
Believe that you're mine
"Kenny..." someone whispered my name softly trying to wake me up from my dreamland.
That voice was so beautiful, I tried to open my eyes up but I was too lazy for to do it. I just feel so alright to sleep with this comfort things, well it wasn't pillow but I just like to sleep here with this things and the air feel so fresh to me, I love this smell, but it couldn't be long because someone shake me a little then I felt a soft kisses flying around my forehead, cheek ended up in my lips.
I whimpered still with my eyes closed, moved my body to another position but slowly opened my eyes, peeked the view of out side and little bit confused about what I've found.
"Hey sleepyhead," he giggled a little as kissing my head.
I was blinking for a while and found it was already dark.
"James.." I turned my head to all directions then pulled my body up in sitting position by James's help. I don't want James to help me all the time but I couldn't help it, I just...
"What time is it?" I asked while trying to unite my soul to back to mine after had long sleep like the whole day.
"It's 7 pm... I've tried to wake you up like a thousand times but you seemed like enjoying your sleep," James smiled at me showing his shined face. It was so beautiful and I loved it.
I smiled back at him softly then I felt a wind too strong going through my body so I felt like shaking a little and wrapped my arms.
James realized it then came over to me, blanketed me, taking his hand over my shoulder and hug me tight. It feels so good; his warm body, his smell everything that he does it just feels so right to me even without any words he already knew what I need.
I don't want to seeing so weak like this, like worthless guy or else but what do I do? A half of part of me says that I have to act to be strong to anyone, especially for James not so weak like this but the other part of me says that what could I do with this condition? I can't take care of myself and I just feel so right be beside of James, my love.
He all that I have.
I'm so sure that he's mine.
I am so selfish, Am I ?
All of those minds were filling my head like all of the whole days and I hate it. I want it just go away leave me alone here piece with my time left. Those emotions feel so wrong to me. Sometimes, I just want to cry without any reasons and I know it makes me so stupid, but once again what could I do, the dying man?
Everything hurts; physic or emotion.
"James.." I whispered while closing my eyes to escape those thoughts away.
"Yeah sweetheart.." James answered so softly then turned his face to mine. Take a closer one to my face, looking at my closed eyes.
I could feel his warmy breath. I sighed.
"This place is so beautiful," I said still with my closed eyes.
"I know.." he looked forward and smiled.
I opened my eyes and found his smile. Oh, God, how much I've already said this that I love his smile because I feel so safe with it.
He looked at me then kissing my lips, connecting his soft lips to mine. I was nothing but just motionless, he kissing me deeper and deeper but still he was so gently with it, he grabbed my face, closing his eyes and about that time I just followed him to close my eyes and kissing him back. The wind just like waving at us, it wasn't cool as before it was chilly enough to this tonight. The stars like watching us even filling this night with their beautiful lights and the moon just like smiling at us, I love this place so much like ever. We were going good so far, we had our sex things but he wasn't seem like all he needed was my body but he loves me like all of me, I just can feel it.
We stopped, taking back our breaths back, putting our foreheads together with our closed eyes. I was about to cry, I tried to hide my face at him but he felt it then he opened his eyes and whispers to me, "Kenny, I love you.."
I opened my eyes slowly to finding James's hazel eyes. I looked at his deepest eyes, the truth love. My mouth was trembling, "I love you too, James. So much.."
We kept silence for any seconds, letting those atmospheres that night get in into our feelings.
"Do you want to marry me, Kenny?" James said it too low but he did say it so confidence that never get away his eyes on mine.
I speechless, my jaw dropped. It was never happening...
So ?
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Oh yeah if you don't mind please read my another stories 'Like We Used To' and 'Memories of You, Kendall Donald Knight' because it will mean a lot to me if you read it ..
And yeah I know James wants Kendall to be his husband even he knows that Kendall's dying.
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