Loathe.


Rinoa made a face. Quistis wanted to be just like Selphie. Selphie, Selphie Selphie. Everyone just loves Selphie. Yeah, well I love her like I love a kick to the crotch. Rinoa leaned up against the wall, waiting for Squall to get out of the infermary. She was just to happy. To cheerful. What the hell does she know about love? She's a flighty, dense irratating little whore who deserves to be shot. I hate her. No..I loathe her.
"Squall." Rinoa stood and walked over to him. Placing an arm around his arm, she escorted him. To him, she was like an insect, and no repellant would work. She smiled and tried to give hima kiss. He turned his head and continued walking. She looked hurt.
"Rin, you shouldn't...hang on me like that." Squall said in a hushed tone. She backed off. "It's not like we're dating, Rin, understand."
She hated that word. Understand. Why did he treat her like a stupid child? He didn't treat Selphie like she was a child. Even IF she acted like one. Oh no, when she was in the room, Squall's eyes lightened. She saw it. Loathe. I want to kill her. I will. One of these days it will be 'Selphie, wish to take a walk with me?' 'Okay, Rinoa. Where to?' 'How about the Fire Cavern-'
"Rinoa? You okay?" Squall interrupted her thoughts. Mentally, she cursed him out. But physically, she looked up. She smiled.
"Course." They walked together to the Quad, the daylight fading. Of course, when they got there, Squall quickley dumped her and rushed over to Selphie. Out of character, if you ask me. Well of course, everyone wants to be with HER. It's always about HER. SHE's pretty. SHE's funny. SHE's cute. I hate her. I want her to die. Why does she deserve Squall's attention. Why don't I?! Huh? I would kill her, just to have him. I would kill her, to have her everything. To be his everything. I just want to kill her. I'm not crazy like Quistis is. Oh no. I'll plan and plot and discover her weakness. And use it against her. I will destroy her very soul. Maybe not kill her, so much as destroy her life.

Rinoa kept a log:

Monday:
Tripped Selphie, embarresed her.

Tuesday:
Tore up her ten page report on chocobos, made her fail

Wednesday:
Shredded her favorited dress: Angelo, bad dog!

Thursday:
Destroyed the set on the Quad

Friday:
In a cell next to Quistis, because they found out it was me

Saturday:
I wish Selphie was here; Quisty is driving me crazy with her chanting 'booyaka'.