Chapter 2:
I woke up to the smell of bacon, eggs and coffee. I rolled over to find the other side of the bed empty and cold. I got up and walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.
"God I look like shit," I said out loud. I had make up all down my face and my eyes where beat red. I sighed and washed my face hoping it would help. It really didn't. I sighed again and brushed my hair and teeth till after I tried to eat.
I walked out of the room and into the hallway to find the nursery door pad locked. I stood there for a minute. Finely I turned and walked down the hallway and into the kitchen. Jacob was pouring the coffee as I walked in.
"Good morning Beautiful," he smiled at me and handed me the cup of coffee. I took it and sat down, then looked at him. "Jake, why is the nursery door pad locked?" He sighed and walked over to me. "I didn't think it was healthy of ether of us to go in and look at it right now. I mean look at what happened to you last night after you went in there."
Jake reached out for me and I pulled away. I looked at him, "Look I'm sorry about last night but I really don't think you needed to go and pad lock our son's room. You make me feel like you don't even care that he's gone."
I was crying at this point. I covered my face with my hands. "Ness… I'm-"
My head jumped up "Don't you dare say you're sorry. I don't need any more apologies. I get them enough for my family I really don't need on from you to."
I got up and walked away from him. I went outside on the back deck and sat on the stairs. Jacob followed me out side which made me more upset. He sat next to me. "Nessie, I know you're grieving right now. And I understand that you mad about the baby's room but you need to understand is not good for you to look at the room right now. I know you blame your self for our son's death but it's not your fault." He looked at me and saw I was trying not to cry.
"But you also need to know that im grieving too and I need you to stand by me just like I need to stand by you. You can't keep pushing us all way." He stared to cry. "I feel like im losing you too…"
I looked at him and felt so bad. "Look what im doing to my husband. He never cries. I need to try and get through this for him and myself." I pulled him close to me. "I'm sorry for every thing love" I kissed his cheek. He looked up at me "I know sweetheart, I under stand why." We kissed each other and smiled.
Then we heard the smoke alarm go off and he jumped up "shit the food." He ran in the house and I followed him. Jake grabbed the pan of eggs and put it in the sink under the water.
I laughed "Never will learn how to cook without burning the food will you Jake?" I giggled again and he turned and looked at me with a smile. "Well at least the food is fully done, unlike your chicken. It's always still clucking at us when you cook."
"Oh really, Jacob black?" I started walking over to him, grabbing the thing of eggs.
"Oh yes, renesmee Cullen-black" picking up the hoes from the sink.
"You said you loved my cooking" I smiled getting a bit closer to him.
"I lied to make you feel better" he smiled. That was it. I threw an egg and hit him in the face and laughed. "Anything else to say about my cooking Mr. Black?"
He looked at me and smiled "No just this" and sprayed me with the water. I screamed and he laughed. I turned and looked at him "Oh, its on wolfy." He smiled "Bring it vamp."
I threw eggs while he sprayed water. We laughed more then we had in weeks. I threw the last egg and he laughed. "No more eggs, huh? I still have water."
That's when I went for the fridge, but he caught me. I screamed and laughed. He started to tickle me and I screamed and laughed harder. "Ok, ok I give. You win."
He put me down and I faced him smiling. "I will always win ness. When will you ever realize that?" I giggled "I let you win." He grinned down at me, brushing the hair out of my face. I smiled "I love you my Jacob." He blushed "I love you too nessie." He leaned down and kissed me deeply.
I smiled and wrapped my arms and around his neck and kissed him back. He wrapped his arms around my waist and lifted me up and set me on the counter and kissed me deeper. I wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled him closer. I pulled back slightly and smiled "You got egg on my face."
He smiled and started to kiss down my neck. I moaned slightly and I felt him smile. He kept kissing my neck. I felt his hand start to go up my shirt and moaned again. Just as his hand reached my breast, there was and knock at the door. We both sighed.
I kissed him again, then jumped off the counter. I walked to the door and opened it. It was Quil, Claire and Embry (jakes friends / wolf pack)
"Good morning renesmee" Claire smiled. I smiled back "good morning Claire." "Quil, Embry," I nodded at them "come on in."
