A/N: I wrote this story while listening to Susan Boyle - In the bleak midwinter. It may soon be summer, but I'm a winter kind of guy so it doesn't really bother me. It may bother you, but listen to it once and I promise you that next winter it will be a favourite.
Disclaimers: i don't own the original movies/books or the characters only the plot.
- This story is mainly focused on the relationship between two men so if you're not into that sort of thing, this is defiantly not for you my friend.
Parings: Spencer Reid x Derek Morgan
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Like I'm Gonna Lose You (2)
As Reid slowly chewed another piece of the pancake, he couldn't help but glance at the male before him; who was reading a local newspaper. He tried to see from which location the paper was taken but alas the older man was sitting to far away.
He had now nearly finished his slice of pancake, it took everything in his power to eat it; hoping that by complying with Nicolas wishes he would save himself sometime, he had a feeling that those increased touches meant that his time was running out.
He was startled out of his thoughts when Nicolas started to move. The unsub was checking his clock from time to time with an impassioned frown on his face. It was around 2 o'clock and he wondered what that meant for the older man.
''Are you finished my sweet?'' Nicolas asked as he noticed the empty plate. Reid nodded his head slowly, wondering what was to come next.
''Good, good. Let's go and.. rest for awhile.'' Nicolas leered suggestively. Reid felt like he was dying inside, knowing far to well that it didn't mean anything innocent.
Nicolas helped the very tense doctor out of the chair with some struggle, it took around 7 minutes and 43 seconds to get up to the bedroom and Spencer fiddled with his hair nervously. The only thought going through his head was that he was going to be brutally raped. He felt tear well up but refused to let them fall. But as Nicolas started to unbutton his shirt he was just about to die.
''Shh, love what's the matter?'' Nicolas coo'ed. Spencer was sobbing softly as the older man started to fiddle with the pants he had been loaned. He didn't want it, not now, not this way and especially not with him.
Instead of pestering for answers the unsub continued undressing him. Around 5 minutes later Reid was fully naked on the bed, hands cuffed to the headboard. Reid was squeezing his eyes shut, tears of fear and shame running down his cheeks. Nicolas was still fully dressed as he watched the beauty on the bed sob. His cock was fully erect, throbbing to be let out of it's prison.
Spencer wasn't fully aware of anything around him except the unsub. He heard buttons fall to the floor and assumed that Nicolas was loosing his control. One thing that had been significantly horrific about the victims of said unsub was the vaginal and anal openings tares. He didn't know if it was because they struggled or if Nicolas was a very .. rough man, staking his claim in the most brutal way.
One thing Reid knew though.. was that he didn't want to find out.
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They were half way to the address that held Reid prisoned, Morgan had been going way over the speeding limit to reach his boy in time. If it was one thing the team knew was that the gorgeous genius was very intimidated by touch, especially the intimate kind.
Morgan was seeing red the more he thought about the unsub touching his pretty boy against his will, well touching him in general. It was 02.15 p.m and Morgan was praying to god that Spencer was okay. It had been 72 hours already, 2 days longer then any of the other victims; knowing that Reid was alive assured them that he hadn't been sexually harassed yet. But Spencer had said that he was running out of time, making Morgan speed even more; It meant that Reid couldn't stall him anymore then he already had.
Morgan slammed down the breaks as they reached the house. It was a 2 hours ride from the BAU facility, far to long for Morgans liking; and far to close for them to have missed.
The team was all ready out of the cars, Hotch signalled them to stay put as he went up to the door, knocking.
Nicolas, who had just started on his pants; looking wantonly down at the sobbing beaut on the bed, had to stop as he heard the door knock. He contemplated to just ignore it but decided to just deal with it now rather then later, Spencer wasn't going anywhere.
''I'll be right back my sweet.'' Nicolas coo'ed as he buttoned his pants, ignoring is torn shirt. But as he opened the door he panicked.
''Mr. Green we're here to arrest you of the murders by the hand of 'Lucifer', you have the right to remain silent..'' Hotch hated the pseudo-name but noticed how the pupils of the unsub dilated in pleasure hearing it.
Spencer had heard Hotch voice, sobbing in relief before shouting as loud as he could.
''HELP ME! I'M HERE, HEEEELP!'' Before hearing curses and shots being ranged. His heart was beating uncomfortably as he heard someone running up the stares. He prayed to the non-existent god for it to be anyone but Nicolas Green.
The door slammed open and Spencer couldn't stop a smile from reaching his bruised face.
''Morgan..'' Spencer whispered through his sniffles, relief flooding through him.
''Oh pretty boy look at you, I'll get you out of those cuffs okay?'' He softly said as he caressed the sobbing boys face. His body was tense, he was holding himself back, refraining from running down stairs to beat the crap out of the unsub. His baby boy was lying on a bed, cuffed to the headboard; naked.
''Are you hurt?'' Morgan finally got out after freeing Reid's hands. His pretty boy slowly sat up on the bed, massaging his wrist before looking at Morgan, hiding himself as good as he could.
''Mhmm, I don't think anything is broken but I'm sure that majority of my body is blue, or will be in a few hours..'' Reid sighed, feeling exhausted. Morgan couldn't hold back his own tears of relief as he hugged the thin body to his own. Spencer had been shocked by the sudden contact, but hugged him back, desperate for the contact; sobbing softly once more.
''I was so scared Morgan, so scared..'' Spencer sniffled, and Morgans arm held him even closer as if he was afraid he would disappear if he didn't.
''I know pretty boy, but you've been so strong; so strong. I'm so proud of you, you're safe now..'' And so Morgan went on, mumbling soft words of reassurance until the ambulants arrived, taking him to the hospital with Morgan accompany the whole way.
JJ and Emily had called Garcia as soon as they'd seen Reid alive, sobbing out how they had gotten there in time and that he was okay. Rossi and Hotch and taken care of the unsub, making sure that he was in one of the cars, cuffed and maybe with a broken bone or two. Luckily no one had been hurt by any bullets so their only concern now was to get the hell out of here and to the hospital where their genius was being patched up.
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Morgan was massaging his neck outside of Spencer's room. The doctor had asked him to wait outside while they examined Reid. Morgan was still feeling an odd after glow from the adrenalin his body had been pumping for the last 4 hours, making him tired.
''Mr. Morgan? It's okay for you to come inside now.'' The doctor kindly told him as he left. Spencer was lying in a hospital bed, staring out the window with a forlorn expression. Morgan slowly sat down on the chair by the bed, not wanting to startled him.
''Pretty boy?'' He softly asked and smiled as Spencer turned his face towards him.
''Hm?'' Spencer asked curiously, he'd felt a strange airy feeling after the pain medication had started to take affect.
''You okay?'' Morgan asked as he saw the young doctors dilated pupils and short sentences.
''Yeah, well considering.'' Spencer answered with a smile of his own. He was glad that Derek was here, that he had been the one who once again came to his rescue even though the previous weeks had been rough.
Morgan chuckled softly, as he caressed the back of the genius hand with his thumb. Morgan felt his heart flutter the moment Spencer smiled at him. The young doctor had always been close to him from the moment they started to bond so many years ago, but now he didn't know wether or not he'd ruined it.
''I'm sorry.'' He apologised, looking down at their connected hands as he continued the cares.
''Hm? Why?'' Spencer asked, staring strangely at his best friend, the man he secretly loved with all his heart.
''If.. If I hadn't been such an arsehole towards you, and the rest of the team, you wouldn't have left that they.. you wouldn't have had to endure this.. I- I said so many thin-'' He was cut off by a chuckling sound, making him turn his head up.
''I forgive you Morgan, but my kidnapping wasn't your fault. I knew I shouldn't have wandered off but at that moment I- I was just so angry at myself..'' Spencer explained. Morgan looked at him as he was insane before protesting.
''At yourself? I was the one you should be angry with Spence!'' Morgan explained as if it was obvious, expecting the young doctor to realise it and punch him in the face.
''I was, but I felt like it was my.. weirdness that drove you to be annoyed with me, to start realising that I was just to much of a fre-'' Spence was cut of by warm lips being pressed against his own. Before he could respond the lips removed themselves.
''Don't say that Spencer, everything about you is amazing and the fact that you don't see it makes me sad.'' Morgan explained, still inches away from the young doctors face.
''Y-You, I-I .. K-K-Kissed, w-w-we K-Kissed!'' Spencer responded, as he touched his lips, still lingering with warmth.
Morgan chuckled as he moved back to his seat, staring sheepishly at the genius.
''Sorry, I just.. Spence I care for you and I know that I'm not generally the relationship kind of guy but.. you're the only one I can picture a future with..'' Morgan started, feeling his nerves increase at the dumbfounded look Spencer was sporting.
''Calm down, I'm not here to force my feelings on you.'' Morgan chuckle, feeling a bit down. He was about to say something else but didn't as he watched the tears trail down the doctors cheeks.
''Pretty boy, speak to me.'' Derek begged as he reached out, taking a hold of both of the genius hands.
''Y-You mean it?'' Spencer asked with a sob, but Derek relaxed as he saw the smile his pretty boy was sharing with him.
''Yeah, I mean it pretty boy.''
''I-I like you too.'' Spencer said as he sniffled, feeling ridiculous as sobbed in happiness. Derek chuckled embracing the tearful mess on the bed.
They were okay and at the moment that was all that mattered.
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A/N: Next chapter is probably the last of this story and it's date time! Where should they go?
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- Michael
Word count: 1 992
