It's you I value
Chapter 2
Loving you all at once
There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question
It hadn't even rained to express the dark mood of the shop. Instead it was a clear day that the shop's inhabitants were just to stressed to notice. . Thoughts only on their bedridden friend.
Doumeki sat in all his lost blood as it slowly gathered in itself. He was exhausted to say the least. But he was relieved as well. The young girl who was the root of Watanuki's affections perched herself by him with a coy smile. The stoic archer could care less where she wanted to be, but it was still partly her fault and he wanted someone to blame since Watanuki wouldn't.
Infact he really just had to leave as quickly as possible to avoid unnecessary pain because something in him just didn't want to move. Against his better judgment he just sat looking like a bloody corpse from a horror movie. The way the events had played was better off like that. He really should leave. The impact would make itself known soon anyway. The consequence as he once had put it. Recently.
And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
"Just pretend you don't know about the food k? I know how much Watanuki-kun means to you." How bitterly funny that she was using the last of her dignity to still use his name. His brow tensed with his eyes closed as he scowled unpleasantly. She smiled teasingly from the way he could her poor suppressed snort before she disappeared swiftly when she knew she couldn't handle it. She broke down somewhere for all he knew.
"I never should have fell for you Watanuki..." he thought to himself pathetically. What could the seer have done to make him so special to the archer? He didn't know about the attractiveness and all-considering that he so called loved a guy. He didn't want to find a lover based on looks for all he cared.
Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Watanuki was the last thing many people would have considered his close friend. Because he didn't know why himself. He was just a boy.
One boy who's plagued by spirits and demons and suffers.
Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out
He figured he would go on and strongly admit the reasons why.
And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
He was glad that everything he did annoyed \watanuki to no end. That some times he never wanted to show his gratitude. He preferred it that way. That way he would never want to save him if that were the case.
But that he was. Why he so willingly became His hero, best friend, and his secret admirer so far. He didn't want that to escalate to anything it shouldn't be. It shouldn't be any more romantic than need be.
Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come
Why had he crossed Watanuki's dangerous path of life? His pain? It was that rainy day.
And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes...
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
There's no such thing as denying it now.
He was the opposite of what Doumeki was seen as.
Expressive, honest, kind, moderately polite, and reluctantly Doumeki had thought. Extremely selfless. Skilled. Put himself into everything he did. Once again; attractive in some strange way.
He realized once again; more realization. Watanuki was giving him a head rush of vocabulary recently!
Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it, maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come
It donned on him that it was very odd that he was attracted to Watanuki was haha male. Meaning he was a homosexual, but it was Watanuki no doubt.
Worst about Watanuki was that he was lonely. Internally, and would possibly die like that and nobody would know or care. Watanuki would pass on as those restless spirits and demons that he sees.
What he had hated more about Watanuki the most of all - The latter hadn't cared about his own safety when he was no longer lonely. He hadn't even tried anymore to keep himself from death. Everybody cared now-
Oh, will not come
-No.
Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you had her, maybe you lost her to another
To another
That's why Doumeki himself was soaked head top toe in his own blood. In a wish granter's shop keeping himself sane by counting Watanuki's breathes. To prevent situations like these from happening.
His and hers. Our efforts.
No matter how much he was madly in love with him now- he wouldn't forgive him if that were to happen.
She died for them. For their happiness but everything she thought him would go to waste then. Her death meant something and it had went ignored. The same thing would not be repeated with this boy. Not ever. She took everything with a straight face. So he would as well.
"I..." The boy's weak voice broke through the intense silence. It overwhelmed him but he kept under control.
A N: WOOT! I am so happy fro completing this aftyera long time! Guaranteed that this is a once in a lifetime update so until then my dears! All at once by the fray. Actually as I promised on my profile. Now reduced spoilers and my ideas!!
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
-Yuki
