Second chapter hope you enjoyed the first chapter.
(Emma's POV)
I wasn't a usual cutter, it was my first time ever cutting and I was sure that that's all it was, my first time cutting and it wouldn't turn in to anything more than that. As I was thinking about what I did somebody knocked on the door.
"Yes, come in!" I shouted as I stuffed the blade in my drawer and wrapped a shirt around my arm.
Broseph stuck his head in. "I was just wondering if you're ok," he said.
I couldn't help it as a smile came to my face. It felt good to know that at least one boy cared about me.
"Yeah I'm fine, it just a lot has happened," the smile was still on my face.
"Oh that's good, you just seemed really out of it while we were surfing," I smiled he actually looked concerned.
And then just as we were about to leave to go to the DR I saw him look down and notice the blood dripping from the shirt wrapped around my wrist.
"Brah what's wrong?" he asked me, his eyes wide.
Just then Lo walked into the room and I can totally understand why she might think that I was doing something to betray her because to be honest I would think that to because he was holding my arm but it was only to examine the damage that was done.
"Emma I thought you were supposed to be my friend! She screamed.
"I am and it's not what it looks like," I said as I saw her face getting redder and redder.
"Look I don't know what you think we were doing but we weren't doing anything and I can't believe that you would get mad at her when you can clearly see that she's bleeding. Did you ever think to ask what was wrong? Broseph spoke up.
I was shocked. Broseph actually looked mad and he NEVER got mad. As for Lo she looked like she was going to cry.
"Come on Emma lets go I'm sure that you don't want to be around someone who doesn't care about you and doesn't respect you," he said as I took his hand and we did leaving a staring Lo behind.
The next day
I felt horrible. I felt depressed and like someone had used me as a punching bag. To make matters worse I had gotten my job in the DR back and had to see Kelly EVERY day. Ty had also decided to be a good little boyfriend and meet her at the DR during her breaks and after she was done with work. And as if it couldn't get any worse it seemed like by taking Broseph's hand it was like I had lost all of her respect. Nobody liked her except for Reef anymore. Fin couldn't even stand her. ANYWAY after work we all decided to go surfing again. The difference was today I was walking down to the beach with Broseph and Fin and we were laughing at the way that Lo glared and the way that she flirted. Just as we were about to go into the water Lo walked up to me.
"You know because of the weather the waves are going to be fierce today," she said and her eyes seemed to sparkle with mischief.
"Yeah so what I can handle big waves just as well as you can," I shot back.
I was a little nervous. Lo had been the one that suggested going surfing and the ocean was really wild today because of yesterday's storm and it looked like something was going to happen.
"I hope you drown," she said.
3o minutes later I knew something was wrong. I saw a HUGE wave coming toward me but with my surfboard I knew that I wouldn't be able to make it back to shore on time. As I turned around I saw all my friends making their way to the shore and I knew that this was way too dangerous. But as I tried to get unattached from my surfboard I looked down and noticed that the know had superglue on it so I couldn't unknot it. And then the wave was there and I felt everything go dark.
