I do not own Naruto or its affiliated characters. This is a work of fiction and I will warn you of graphic scenes and gore as well as sexual scenes if you do not like such scenes refrain from reading any farther and move along. Now with that over with on with the story. This is in the readers perspective and you are a man. The characters in this story are over 18.

*Your pov*
As the weeks passed and time wore on Shikamaru and I grew even closer. Now that we shared an apartment and saw each other more often it made me love the lazy brilliant minded male all the more. Though slowly he began being brought in all the time for counseling and discussions for planning. I saw less and less of him. Evenings he would return tired. We would talk and eat then cuddle on the couch not speaking. He usually fell asleep and I lay there watching him and wishing we could do something to fix the opening growing in my chest.
I rose and tucked a blanket around him going to bed myself and falling asleep quickly. I needed to be up early for a mission. I woke early like I was supposed to and got up leaving after a quick shower. I didn't wake the male on the couch and I left with out a note or anything. I left on the mission and when I got back it was late and the sun had set. I stumbled in the door exhaustion had creeped even into my eyes. I had been running all day. Not to mention the brief battle with snakes in the forbidden forest on the edge of fire nation.
I stumbled into the kitchen and sat down at the table. I breathed out slowly. Then tears started falling. The day and everything between or lack there of Shikamaru and I was breaking down. I didn't hear him enter but suddenly Shikamaru pulled me into his arms and I continued to cry.
"What has happened to us Shika? We were so close now I barely see you and I miss you and then missions," I broke off as a sob left me. He let out a soft sigh.
"We both have become so busy that we forgot that we need each other too. You are still my sunset and sunrise. I can't tell you how much I missed waking to you beside me this morning," he said softly. I slowly turned to look at him. He looked sad and his eyes were downcast. I twisted and pressed my lips to his gently. He seemed surprised but kissed back gently. Slowly our tender kiss turned passionate and I rose from the chair him pressing me back and lifting me onto the table.
I moaned as he slid his hands up my back and we kissed longer. After around fifteen minutes of our tongues battling fiercely. He pulled away slightly but I pulled him back.
"Don't go," I panted. He looked me over slowly.
"Are you sure?" he asked moving back against me.
"Yes I want you now," I gasped softly as I tugged him into another kiss. His hands gently moved to tug me closer before releasing my vest and pushing it over my shoulders and off. I raised up into the touch feeling my skin burning for his touch and his shadows coiled around me stripping us both as we kissed and touched each other. His shadows were already crawling over my skin searching out sensitive spots as Shikamaru's hands gently roamed my skin. I whined softly and panted as we parted for a second. His eyes ran over my body committing it to memory.
"I can't leave you I love you to much to ever leave 'Name' I need you," he said softly as our eyes met.
"I know I need you too my horizon," I said softly and he raised his eyebrow before lunging into another kiss and his hands devoured my body as we progressed in our passionate embrace. Throughout the house the only thing that could be heard was his grunts and my gasping breaths until he pressed into me. My back arched as his large member filled me. His arms locking around me to keep me up. I ran my hands up and released the tie in his hair and it fell in long waves down around his shoulders and back. He smiled and slowly lowered me onto my back before gripping my thighs and gently beginning to move. Small cries left my lips as he moved in and out until he hit a place that made me let out a scream of pleasure. He smirked and angled his hips to hit that spot every time.
I was in a whole new world of pleasure and it was hard to stop the frantic cries leaving me. Shikamaru though didn't seem to mind them. We had purposefully avoided sexual contact so that we would have a better and more loving relationship. Plus I was to scared. Though now I could only scream as I came with a howl my spine arching off the table and then collapsing as sheer bliss filled me.
He let out a deep throaty grunt as he came, then leaned against me panting. For ten minutes we stayed there then we both came to life slowly moving. Me to sit up and him to pick me up. He carried me to our bathroom and gently cleaned me up.
"Thank you," I whispered softly. His touch was so gentle and he kissed me softly before pulling away.
"You needn't thank me. We both needed it as much as the other. I love you and I am sorry that we have been so tugged apart. I will schedule everything I do to coincide with when you are gone on missions so that we can be free at the same times to be together more often," he said softly regret in his tone. I smiled.
"I can do the same. Life happens we just need to try and make things for us work," I said kissing him before he carried me to the bed.
"Well for the next few days you won't be going anywhere," he said with a smile. I blinked confused then I felt the small pain in my lower back.
"Shit!" I cursed as he chuckled.