I can't get a grip,
But I can't let go.
There wasn't anything to hold onto though.
(Lolbit)
The room spun and spun around as the dizziness settled in. Despite being a dancer, I was not built for that much spinning. From the other side of the room, Yendo noticed me and smirked. "Still practicing are you?" He implied. I swear he was much more comfortable around people he'd known for a long time. "Yep. I will be on that stage, someday. Somehow. Somewhere." I announced, ever since Yendo and I had met I'd been practicing my dancing. I had never been on an actual stage, and when I did I was going to blow people away. I knew that.
Taking my starting position again, I began the routine I'd made for myself. It was hard learning to dance on my own, but thanks to the small amount of dancing I saw my mum do when I was little, I had learnt. It was also really nice to have Eggs bringing in dancing books for me to borrow now. Eggs had also given me a screen in my room, and I could access digital videos and music from there. Well, Yendo and I shared the screen, but Yendo didn't have much he wanted to do on it.
I was halfway through the dancing routine by now, and Yendo was nodding and giving me a thumbs up. I finished the routine and he clapped happily, a wide smile on his face. " I swear the day you make it big, No-one else will know what they were hit with." He said, and I smile. I actually blush a bit at the compliment. He's really nice and friendly with me.
"Thanks. That's really nice of you to say!" I acknowledge. Just then we here a knock on the door to our rooms. "Be there in a sec" I said, moving to open the door. Yendo followed behind me, a little more silent then he was a few minutes ago. When we open the door, we're greeted with some very. Happy. People.
(Bonbon.)
Why? I mean, just why? No-one said this would happen! No-one told me a heart was so fragile! No-one said emotions could just suddenly turn on you! No-one told me that the person you were there for could suddenly throw you out! I had done so much! I thought….I thought….I honestly don't know what I was thinking.
I was so stupid. I'm worthless. She's stupid pretty and I'm pretty stupid.
WHY EVEN CARE?
WHY SHOULD I CARE WHEN ALL I AM TO YOU IS NOTHING? HMM?
TELL. ME. WHY.
(Bonnet.)
His eyes were perfect. His fur was soft, and his kisses tasted like butterscotch. I adored him. He adored me. We're happy. Why did I get the feeling someone was suffering because of me? I mean, there was Bonbon… But we were nothing more than friends. So, if we're friends, why isn't he talking to me?
I don't understand, I'm just in love with him. It doesn't matter to Bonbon, right? I mean, he doesn't care. He shouldn't. Not if he doesn't feel that way. I mean, I sure don't. Bonbon's just like a….good friend. I could never see him that way.
He runs his hands through my hair, kissing me on the head again as I lazily place my delicate head on his shoulder. I sure hope he takes my heart and doesn't break it. His soft light orange fur, his bright and vibrant green eyes, his strong and deep voice, everything about him was perfect. "C'mon, Bonnet. Will you show me around this place?" He enquired, and I happily obliged. So, I walked him around the place. He was only new, and I was already in love. This was love at first sight.
(Electrobab.)
"Bonbon, we can tell something's wrong. Come on out, pleeeeease?" We beg again. "Yeah! Come play with us Bon! It's not fun without you!" Biddybab says. "Go away….." He groaned from the other side of the locked door. Something is definitely wrong. "We should get Funtime Freddy and Funtime Foxy." Biddybab whispered in my ears. Nodding, we ran off to get them together.
Something was wrong. If anyone could get through to him, it would be Funtime Freddy. They were like brothers, those two.
