A/N Ch.2 is here!
Some people think Riku is a stuck up little fucker with no morals. Some think he's a sexy beast, and some, just a friend.
But they don't know how he's suffered, no one does, apart from him, Roxas and Axel.
It all happened a couple of summers ago, him and Axel were best friends, doing the stuff average teenage boys would do. One day, they had to take Taylor with them, Riku's little brother.
"Shut up Taylor you're giving me enough grief with your arguing!" Riku moaned.
Axel just laughed, he was used to it.
"I hate you wiku! You're the worst brother ever!" Taylor wailed in exasperation.
"Stop Taylor, theres a road here!, Hold Axel's hand!" Riku shouted.
Axel was about to but it was too late, Taylor was already standing in the middle of the road, not knowing the fate that was in store for him. A car, a Range Rover monster, hitting a 7 year old kid.
Taylor was...like all little kids. His brother and him fought at times. But don't all siblings? He had greeny eyes like Riku's and the same silver hair with blue streaks in like Zexions.
He loved his brothers, dearly, as they did him.
When he had been run over, the car didn't stop, it just drove on at 180 mph.
And so Riku's denial led him to believe it was Axel's fault that Taylor had died, it was no ones fault but Riku's guilt made him think the inevitible. Zexion later heard the news, started cutting his wrists and y'know being emo. His parents divorced because they couldn't take it. He found out he was gay, only Roxas knew that. Basically, Riku's life was shit, until he met Sora.
The night after he had seen Riku on the bus, Axel lay in bed, guilt filling his heart.
Riku had made him too believe it was his fault. Axel never forgot the regret. It was always sitting at the back of his mind, rotting but never disappearing.
But that boy he had seen on the bust that day, Roxas. He wanted him. Axel was lustful, very. He's go through anything to get him, anything. Even Riku's hatred.
Those cerulean eyes, the fact that he liked blondes and that silky voice, he wanted him.
The next day, Axel saw Kairi in History.
"Shit, Kairi's not gonna stop talking to me" Axel thought
"HEY AXIE!" Kairi screamed.
"Hi" Axel said blankly, Kairi was the last thing he needed on a rainy tuesday morning.
"So axel, what was up with riki? I mean he's not even in your P.E group or lessons so how'd he know your name Axel? Huh?"
Axel couldn't take the peppiness anymore, he was too busy calculating a plan to get Roxas.
"Piss OFF Kairi!" Axel yelled
"Axel! Geez i'll just go talk to Sora." She looked around and saw him talking to Riku, well seducing.
"Aw shit they're getting all gay again" Kairi sighed and left.
"Ok, I'll, i'll just seduce him, yeah...him and his sexiness and his eyes and, and hair growl you're in love Axel" Axel grieved to himself.
He approached Roxas at break, he was putting stuff into his locker, his usual routine of sorting out everything for every lesson, Roxas was just plain fussy.
"Hey Roxas" Axel's husky voice said as he snaked his arm around Roxas shoulders.
"A..Axel?" Roxas murmured. He looked at that hair, those sparkling jade eyes, it's true Axel was beautiful.
"Hey Roxie, how was your lesson? Mine was great sex.ed, and guess who i was thinking about?" Axel breathed into his face.
"You sick little bastard. Look Axel, I know all about your little secret, so don't even try becoming friends with me you little bitch!"
At that Axel just stared into him. No one had ever resisted him before.
He was so used to getting what he wanted.
"You know about..my secret?" Axel knew what it was.
At that Roxas just gave him a blank face and stormed off.
On the bus, Roxas didn't speak to anyone, he just thought about those eyes, Roxas had to admit that he did think Axel was gorgeous, but he couldn't even talk to him, because this guy, in his and Riku's eyes, killed someone.
Riku had his own problems to deal with too, he needed to tell Sora he was falling for him before it gets worse, Roxas said so himself.
"If you don't tell him soon he's gonna get a complex, and man Sora is naive so just be careful what you say, he's confused enough being gay." Roxas said when he was giving Riku a pep talk.
Ok this was it, Riku would tell him the truth.
"S..Sora? I really need to speak to you. Badly" Riku explained.
"Riku! Why do you look so... pale?"
"Sora, Ithinkimgayandiloveyou!" Riku blurted out.
"Riku I can't really..understand you, um could you repeat that?" Sora questioned.
"...I think...i'm...gay and i love..." Riku stopped.
"Who?"
"You"
Sora threw his arms round Riku's neck.
"You don't know how long i've been wanting you to say that" Sora said.
"You don' know how long i've been WANTING to say that!" Riku exclaimed.
Riku, for once in his life, was happy. But not when he saw Axel moving in on Roxas.
"That bitch"
