Interlude - Broken, Shattered, and Done
A/N: Hi guys *waves* Zam here. MiMiFictionBitch and I are trying something new, we are going to be writing interludes that will serve as flashbacks. So when one of us write one, it will be signed by the writer. Okay so here we go! Hope you guys enjoy it and don't forget to review ;)
Peace Love & All Things Samcedes
- Zam & Mimi xo
Mercedes was laying on her back,on the hard,cold, and wet floor of her bathroom. The remains of broken liquor bottles were scattered around her naked body, as she held her third bottle in her hand. The sounds of Aretha boomed out of the radio, it had been on repeat for the last two hours.
You're a no good, heart breaker
You're a liar and you're a cheat
And I don't know why
I let you do these things to me
My friends keep telling me
That you ain't no good
But oh, they don't know
That I'd leave you if I could
She had just gotten her heart broken and she didn't know if she could go on anymore, the last six years of her life was gone in the blink of an eye. He had left her in all of this searing pain, she needed him to come back, needed him to bring back her smile, take her tears away, and make her whole again.
Mercedes needed his arms to hold her again and undo all of the hurt that he had caused her, she needed him to come back in her life, right now,and say that he loved her again and how he would never dare to hurt her again.
I guess I'm uptight
And I'm stuck like glue
Cause I ain't never
I ain't never, I ain't never, no, no (loved a man)
(The way that I, I love you)
All the signs were there, she just didn't want to believe it , didn't want to acknowledge what her gut was telling her, she wanted to cry every time she saw them together, she loved him so much she didn't want to see him walk away from her.
Mercedes wished with every fiber of her being that Sam would take back that horrible, sad word goodbye, she didn't want to be free. She wanted his love, his touch, his heart.
Some time ago I thought
You had run out of fools
But I was so wrong
You got one that you'll never lose
The way you treat me is a shame
How could ya hurt me so bad
Baby, you know that I'm the best thing
That you ever had
Kiss me once again
Laying there thinking of his tender kiss and warm, loving embrace. She wanted him to come back, kiss her pain away, love her the way he did before he walked out of her life, before that bitch ruined everything.
Reaching over to pick up a sharp, shiny piece of glass that was one of the remains from the mirror, that she cracked. She held the piece of glass to her face. Staring at her reflection that revealed all the tears and pain she was feeling in her heart, on her face.
Don'cha never, never say that we we're through
Cause I ain't never
Never, Never, no, no (loved a man)
(The way that I, I love you)
She had lost the man that she loved and all she could do was cry, bringing the bottle of liquor to her lips she took a huge gulp of its contents.
As the last drop slid down her throat, leaving a fiery path in its wake, she slammed the empty bottle against the floor.
I can't sleep at night
And I can't even fight
I guess I'll never be free
Since you got, your hooks, in me
Whoa, oh, oh
Yeah! Yeah!
I ain't never loved a man
I ain't never loved a man, baby
Ain't never had a man hurt me so bad
She was done with this pain.
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