I forgot to add a disclaimer I own nothing it all belongs to Richelle Mead Lucky Bitch that she is. This is also my first attempt at writing my own story so constructive criticism is appreciated

Felix's Pov

Victoria showed me to the room that I would be using, personally I would have preferred to sleep in forest but like Rose I didn't want to hurt Olenas feelings.

"So your Rozas brother?" Vika asked "she never told us she had a brother"

It really wasn't my story to tell, and I thought back to the day I met Rose Hathaway

Flashback

I was sitting high in the trees close to the Moroi court when I heard a girl crying, it wasn't just a normal cry, and it was a cry of pain of devastation. I knew that cry I've felt that cry so I went to investigate. Lying in the dirt covered in blood was a young girl, I couldn't see her face or make sense of what she was saying but I walked up to her and gently lifted her into my arms. I don't think it even registered with her that I was there.

"It will be ok little one everything will be ok" I whispered quietly to her. I began looking for a source of the blood and discovered a gaping hole in her chest there was a mixture of blood and a dark substance that was leaking from the wound.

I gasped knowing exactly what had happened to her, I took her to the caves I was currently dwelling in and proceeded to clean her up. Once I had done that I put her into my make shift bed and left her to her rest. Lifting up my own shirt I looked at my chest, I could stick my hand into my own chest cavity if I wanted and I could see what was left of my heart beating, but the girl I found there was no beating heart it was as if it was completely ripped from her body. I watched the girl sleep fitfully wondering how she was even alive.

The next morning she awoke there was no life in her eyes, no love no anything it was like she was a zombie

"Who are you? What do you want and where am I?" she said. She wasn't frightened she wasn't anything

"My name is Felix and I found you in the woods, would you like some help getting home?" I asked her

She introduced herself as Rose, just Rose no last name and stated she had no home anymore if she ever did at all. I looked at the tiny, broken girl before me and knew I had no choice but to help her. She looked so lost and alone.

"Rose do you remember what happened to you?"

"Yes" she whispered and looked down at her chest, at the gaping hole there, I had my heart and soul ripped from my body, how am I even alive? I begged for death" She went off on a ramble speech not all of which I understood

All of a sudden a glowing light appeared from her chest, she screamed and fell to the ground when the light had faded Rose stood before me with the most beautiful set of wings I had ever seen. The colors of red and black were so magnificent with shining gold around the edges. She looked at me startled and then I let my own wings show.

"What the fuck just happened" she screamed

"The process is complete, you now have wings allow me to re-introduce myself I'm Felix and it would seem that you have lost everything you ever held dear but have been rewarded for your deeds. She looked at me like I had lost my mind.

"We are shadow Angels, from what I have worked out both of us has had our worlds shattered, had the people we love the most betray us, had our hearts ripped out others more than some" I said looking down at her chest. Her eyes followed mine and looked at her chest. She didn't say anything for a while and then smiled

"It's nice to feel nothing it is like I am numb" she said

I knew how she was feeling I had been numb since her too.

"Anything good around here to eat?" she said and since that day we have been inseparable.

I looked at Victoria "Yes I am Rose's brother" I said

"I'm glad she has someone who loves her, my brother…" she started

"I know all about your brother" I snarled not totally in control of myself "and that fuckers going to pay" I thought about Rose and the six years we had known each other her pain and suffering. I knew it wasn't Victoria's fault and I was being rather unfair to her but I couldn't stop myself I was shaking with rage I was near as this to losing it. Rose burst into the door and had me wrapped in her arms

"Shhh brother, it is alright, we will be alright" she said softly

"I'm sorry Rose I didn't mean too" I said

"I know "she replied" Victoria please go to bed and we will talk more in the morning" I was still in Rose's arms but I looked at Victoria, she looked a little frightened but she looked more sympathetic than angry "I'm sorry Victoria, I didn't mean to take it out on you please forgive me" I said

"No worries" she said and left the room.

"I'm sorry Rose, I just couldn't keep in in, when she started talking about him I just…." I wasn't sure how to finish but I didn't need to

"It is ok brother and it is not like I haven't done it too, just get some sleep and we will talk in the morning. She sat with me holding my hand until I drifted off.