A/N: So, to Nobody Special (lol), the title was actually inspired by the vocaloid song, but it also has a lot to do with the plot too (you'll understand as the series progresses :) I did love the song though, hehe. Otherwise, PLZ ENJOY CHAPTER 2 ;3

Ugh… My back hurts so much…! I'm surprised that I even got a wink of sleep last night. I was still worried that Yoshiki might've returned and violated me while I was asleep or something! I sighed and took out my notebook from my bag and laid it down on my desk, getting prepared for the lesson. Thank god, lessons is just the thing I need to distract myself… Due to my intense concentration, I slightly jumped when I felt a cold finger poke me on my arm. I turned to the side and groaned as I noticed that it was Seiko who had done that.

«You okay, Ayumi? You look a little pale!» she said, pushing a strand of hair behind my ear. «Ah…Yeah. My back just kinda hurts,» I said. Seiko poked out her bottom lip, stood up, went behind me and put her hands on my shoulders to massage me. I flinched at the skin contact, but quickly relaxed at her touch.

«That feels really nice…» I breathed out, earning a giggle from her. «You're just really sensitive, Ayumi. My, I wonder how you'll act during your first time with a man…» I turned to her with widened eyes and yelled: «WHAT?!» Seiko laughed and said: «Kidding, kidding. I guess you're still very innocent for a highschool student.» I shrugged my shoulders and muttered: «I'm just inexperienced…»

Just as I said «inexperienced», I decided to turn to the door to the classroom, only to notice Yoshiki standing by the entrance, his gaze fixed on me.

I jumped again, making Seiko look where I was looking as well. I couldn't look away from him as he narrowed his eyes and smiled at me. I bit my lip, scared that he would just pin me down right this instant. Luckily, he continued walking to his classroom before I got even more insecure. Seiko noticed our mental interaction and asked: «Something's going on between you and that Kishinuma, huh?»

«W-What?! Don't be silly!» I yelled, a little louder than planned. Seiko only smirked at my reaction and said: «Hmmmmmm? My sight ain't lying, and I swear that I saw him smiling at you just now.» «Ugh, just get over it!» I said, crossing my arms. She pinched my cheeks and said: «He's popular with girls and you're popular with boys… Sounds like a match to me!» «Geez, enough already!» I yelled out, shaking her off me. I trust Seiko, but I can't tell her anything about me and Yoshiki. Under no circumstances!

«Oh, Ayumi? Have you found a date for the upcoming school dance?» Seiko asked. «Oh… No,» I mumbled, remembering the yearly school dance that was going to be held next week. I've heard from Seiko and some other friends that there are a lot of boys have crushes on me, but I always thought that they were joking. And even if that was true… I already have a boy I want to ask out.

«You want to ask Mochida-kun, then?» Seiko asked, looking at the brown-haired boy who sat a few seats ahead of us. I guess I kinda have a crush on him… I want to ask him out, but I'm really nervous! I nodded shyly at her. «Oh well… Good luck with that!» Seiko said and patted my shoulder. It sounded really sarcastic when she said that.

«Seeya tomorrow!» Seiko yelled after me when I went out, heading home. It was kinda cold, so I was shivering a bit while walking. Haaaa, I can't wait to have a mug of hot chocolate when I get back home… And maybe a hot bath will be good too. As I planned what I was going to do when I got home, I heard loud footsteps coming up behind me.

«Hey, Ayumi!»

I froze in an instant the moment I recognized the voice. When a hand that was warmer than expected was put on my shoulder, I turned around, looking into the same silvery eyes.

«Hey. Wanna walk home together?» Yoshiki asked, bluntly and confidently. I calmly removed his hand from my shoulder and said: «No thanks, pervert. Can't you go and walk home with your fangirls instead?» «Come ooooon, do you seriously think I care about those girls?» he whined out. I crossed my arms and muttered: «Besides, how can I treat you like a friend when you do stuff like that to me? Even my best friend got suspicious!»

He ran his hand through his hair and said: «How is that a problem? Being with me won't ruin your reputation or anything.» «We are NOT dating! I don't even like you!» I yelled and walked ahead of him. «Ayumi, don't be like that! What are we if we're not dating?» he asked from behind. I gritted my teeth together and yelled:

«You are my stalker and a pervert! THAT'S ALL!»

I wanted to make him upset. I didn't care if he didn't visit me that night. I just didn't want Yoshiki in my life. I didn't want to be controlled by a man. Even if he was the nicest person in the world, there's no way I'll forgive him for pleasuring me like that every night.

W-Why the hell am I bored!? I did eventually drink some hot chocolate, I did take a hot bath, yet now as the sun has gone down and it's time for some sleep, I'm getting bored! I wrapped the duvet tighter around me and looked at the huge window. I… I actually had a feeling that Yoshiki still would come even after I said such harsh things to him. I guess I really regret what I said. He's not all bad. I just can't stand him when he thinks that he can make choices for me and do whatever he wants with me. The regret… It's making it impossible for me to fall asleep. Even a glass of water didn't help. I don't want to admit it, but…

…I really want to see Yoshiki right now…!

*BANG BANG!*

Almost startled to death, I turned to the window, my heart filled with delight as I saw Yoshiki outside. «That idiot…» I whispered before getting up and unlocking the window, allowing him to enter.

«Excuse me,» he said and bowed to me. «Heh… You actually said it again,» I mumbled. He smiled at me and hid his arm behind his back. «Hm? Are you hiding something from me?» I asked. He smirked and revealed his hand. I had to blink a few times to believe that he was holding out a red rose.

«Y-Yoshiki! This is soooo not your style!» I said and laughed. He scratched the back of his neck and said: «I just kinda wanted to see your reaction. I don't know what else I could do with the roses in our garden anyways.» I had to smile a bit at him as I accepted the rose. «Thanks…» I mumbled. He just rubbed my head and sat down on my bed.

«Um… I didn't think that you would come tonight,» I said. He raised his head and asked: «Why?» «I was really harsh, wasn't I? Why would you still visit me?» I asked, looking down on the floor. «Because you had every right to be mad at me,» he said. I didn't say anything. I just sat down on the bed next to him.

«What do your parents have to say about you sneaking into my room at night?» I asked. «Nothing. They barely notice that I'm gone,» he said. «Ah… So they don't have some kind of grudge against me?» I asked. «They don't even know you, so… I doubt it,» he said and chuckled. I heard that his family isn't exactly poor either. Well, he only lives a few houses away from me.

«Eurgh, my throat is so dry… Could you pass me that glass over there?» I asked him and pointed at the glass of water on the drawer beside my bed. As if he was thinking about something, about 20 seconds passed before he grabbed the glass. To my surprise, he put the glass to his lips and drank a large sip, only he didn't swallow it.

With his mouth full of water, he turned to me and pushed me back on the bed and leaned in closer to me. Before I could ask him what he was doing, he put his lips on top of mine and let the water flow into my mouth.

W-What a pervert… I didn't even have time to push him away. Considering how thirsty I was and how fast the water was flowing, I gladly drank it, not caring that it had been inside Yoshiki's mouth.

When I finished drinking, he removed his lips, smirked and asked: «Would you like some more…?» I looked at him with drowsy eyes and said: «No… Thank you….» As if that was some kind of signal, Yoshiki put his hands on my cheeks and kissed me, once again.

What am I doing…? I can't even understand myself anymore. I'm letting this guy have his way with me, yet… I don't mind. I wrapped my arms around his neck, not letting him break the kiss. «Ayumi…» he breathed out in between kisses and snuck his hands under my nightgown and slid them upwards to touch my breasts—the place he didn't reach yesterday.

This comfortable feeling quickly turned into a small fear when he started to slide down the thin straps. I opened my eyes and stared at him, surprised that he did such a vulgar move. He stopped and removed his hands, mumbling: «Sorry… I got ahead of myself.»

It wasn't really that that bothered me, though… Yoshiki could easily just take off my clothes and take me right now… Anytime, actually. Yet, he never makes such a move. Not that I want him to, but it's really confusing.

«Hey…Yoshiki?» I said. «Yeah?» he muttered. I coughed and hesitantly asked him: «Why… Why can't you just take my virginity? Don't misunderstand, I don't want you to. It's just that… You can do that so easily, and maybe you want to do that to me. Why won't you…?»

Yoshiki turned around to look at me with the most serious expression I'd ever seen on his face. «Do you seriously think that I want to simply take your virginity?» he asked coldly. I didn't dare to answer him, as he acted so earnestly. He sighed and went out the window and to the balcony to climb down.

«Yoshiki, wait!» I yelled after him. Gosh… Did I somehow offend him by asking him that? Sigh, he really is complicated. I don't think I'll ever be able to understand him completely. But, I wonder…

Why do I feel so lonely all of sudden?

A/N: Huehuehue, I wonder… Hope you enjoyed and plz review, as always :) UNTIL NEXT TIME ;3