Alright, it took an eternity and that's all my fault~ (well, blame school if you must.) But here it is! And hopefully starts a time of mre regular uploads again...

Warning: Yaoi, Mpreg. Mention of violence.

Disclaimer: For the last time (or not) I do not own Kingdom Hearts, nor Square Enix~


„… and… it was a hard time for me…"

X X X

This had to be some bad joke! Some really bad, sick joke!

He couldn't be… pregnant! That was completely absurd! What did that quack expect? The he would believe him?

Zexion was boiling with rage and yet… he was confused. His stomachache got only worse and so did the nausea that accompanied it every now and then.

The slate haired male returned "home", as in his official home, avoiding Demyx, avoiding everyone and no, his parents didn't count as someone in the first place. They were just a nuisance easily ignored. Zexion did it for years now.

Still this was his home and no one complained when he appeared occasionally. And so he searched for the key in his bag… it had to be there… somewhere… He found it after a while and opened the door, knowing that no one would be there at this time of the day.

His room was tidy, no dust to be seen. His mother really naively kept it clean in hope of his return. Well, he did return… seldom but sometimes it happened, like now. Though Zexion did not like the situation.

He wanted only his quiet to forget Doctor Akan and this- better not to even think about it.

His bed seemed strangely inviting and so he lay down and, buried by his blanket, he fell asleep.

X X X

"Wake up, Zexion dear. Dinner is ready," a voice, so unfamiliar, called.

Zexion's eyes opened slowly and just the thought of food made him want to puke… But he got up and followed his mother.

The table perfectly set and his father sitting there… felt almost nostalgic.

Mr. Volim looked up and his lips almost formed a smile. "Ah, good to see you, son"

What now? Everything's fine and normal? Playing "perfect family"?

"Tse," was all Zexion uttered. "I'm not going to stay for long"

"Oh, but why not, dear?" his mother asked. "It's been a long time since we last saw you"

"And that not without a rea-"

"Quiet!" his father ordered but looked calm again within a split second. "Let's eat, we can talk later"

Oh, Zexion hated him. He goddamn loathed him.

X X X

Of course there was no talk after dinner. Zexion returned to his room and that was it.

He lay in bed and only hoped he could keep that stupid homemade chicken down 'cause it didn't really look like it or rather didn't feel like it.

Zexion wanted to die right now. All but having to lay there like this…

His cell rang; Demyx called again but the slate haired male only stared at the device, not wanting to move, not even able to or the other way round?

"Damn, that's… all messed up," Zexion whimpered.

How in the world did that happen to him?

X X X

Zexion didn't stay long with his parents.

Only… a week, for now…

He didn't know if his parents noticed his horrid condition. He tried to keep it secret but how to keep something like that secret?

He wished to die regularly. Seriously but… it?

It couldn't possibly be the reason, right? I mean what a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day could God have had to present him with a fate like this?

Zexion cried. He never showed his tears to anyone, no one but himself should suffer from his incompetence of leading a life.

X X X

Zexion's life continued to be dreadful while his lover desperately searched for him. It was not long before he knew where Zexion was. That was not the important part though.

The real question was: Why did Zexion avoid him?

And: Should Demyx ignore his lover's wish to be left alone and confront him?

What had happened to his Zexion? What had the doctor told him?

Was it- was it that bad?

Would he- would he… die?

"Dammit, Zexion! Why are you ignoring me?"

X X X

Zexion almost felt like a time-traveller back in his childhood days with his family… and a goddamn persistent pain in his stomach.

It was an almost peaceful life until the day his father came into his room and beat him.

He saw only stars as his father screamed at him, the words undecipherable to Zexion. His father was waving around hysterically with something… a letter?

"Darling!" his mother shouted, trying to stop her husband. "You can't just hit your son!"

"He's not my son! He's a fucking fag, that's all. And that is why he came running back home!"

He continued waving around with the letter until Ms. Volim snatched it from him. As she read the letter, her face slowly lost its color.

And gradually everything made sense. The letter… his test results… Of course he had referred to this address as the one… to send them to.

"Faggot, if I could I would-"

"Stop it!", his mother interfered. Ms. Volim had a hard time protecting her son.

His father growled brutish but had to calm down eventually. He pointed at Zexion with hatred written in his eyes.

"Be aware that an abomination like you has no place in this world. You won't leave this room ever again!" And with that he stomped off.

Zexion's mother looked at him pitiful but followed him eventually.

"… so that's it, huh?" Zexion murmured.

At least his parents were as naïve as to believe this crap Dr. Akan said… and wrote.

Of course he couldn't be- His stomach complained again and Zexion's whole body convulsed.

"P-pregnant… ah…no use in denying it anymore, huh?"

His consciousness left him as his cell rang.

X X X

"I really don't know what to do! He won't answer it," Demyx whined.

"Man, visit him already, you know how his parents are! Perhaps they confiscated his cellphone," his redheaded friend responded.

"Really? Why would they do that?"

Axel shrugged clueless.

"But I can't just-"

"You can! Beneath his doormat lies a key his parents don't know of for a good reason" The redhead winked amused.

The blond was still unsure though…

X X X

When a home turns into a prison, you're the son of Mr. Volim and blessed with the luck of being one in a billion people to be pregnant… as a male.

Zexion cursed it all.

Now of all times he began missing his blond. Understandable. All he wanted was to avoid him and deny what was happening but now that there was no reason to anymore, no use anymore… he just didn't want to be alone any longer.

He didn't want to rot alone.

Perhaps he would die anyway? The whole thing… couldn't be healthy after all. His body had never been the most vigorous.

It was most likely that he couldn't even survive pregnancy if he was female!

But that was just sick! While we're on it… it was time for Zexion to run to the bathroom yet again.

… Life really was hell if it wanted to…

X X X

"Zexion?" a too familiar voice called.

Great, now he already began to imagine things. How long has it been? Three days in this prison cell called his room?

"Zexy?"

That was indeed strange... "Demyx?"

"Zexy! Where are you?"

Oh… so Demyx was here. His parents never found the hidden key? Idiots. Zexion almost felt like laughing but there was something more important right now.

"In my room! The key should be in the kitchen!" he quickly explained. Hoping, no, he was sure that his parents were also too naïve to hide the key to his room.

It took only a minute and the door to his room opened and his beloved blond entered the room; his eyes glimmering with the indication of tears… of happiness?

"Zexy…" Demyx seemed calm. "I missed you so!"

Or not, Zexion thought as he was suddenly glomped and fell onto the bed which he had just left.

"D-Demyx, careful!" Zexion warned him as his stomach rebelled due to the sudden movement.

"Oh my God, Zexion! What's the matter with you? It's still your stomach, isn't it? What happened? What is it? Are you gonna die?"

Zexion froze as the blond stared intently at him. Then he patted the other's mullhawk in a calming gesture.

"I'm not gonna die, Demyx" he promised. "At least not necessarily"

"What- what does that mean, Zexy? Is it some new kind of illness? How did you get it then and- and do I have it too?"

"Demyx! Demyx, calm down!"

His lover obediently held and kept still.

"I- I am-"

It seemed easy and here he was ready to just tell him but… those sparkling oceanic blue eyes looking at him curiously… they just made him nervous!

"It's simple actually but… otherwise it's not… I don't know what to think about it myself…"

"Zexy?"

"I'm pregnant"

So, he said it. Perhaps God shows some mercy now? Or will he continue to punish him?

"That's…" Demyx seemed speechless and that had to mean something. "You mean- Really? We're going to have a baby? That- that's wonderful! I- I- really?"

During that very moment, Zexion was overwhelmed.

But of course, Demyx was Demyx. Demyx didn't ask question. Everything that happened just happened in his eyes. It needed no explanation.

And for Zexion only those eyes sparkling with joy and excitement were needed to rid him of his fears and doubts.

"Does that mean we're-"

"We're going to have a baby!" The blond was practically beaming and thus it was not exactly possible to make conversation with him right now.

"You know, that's great and all, Demyx, but you have to go"

"What? Why? I won't leave you alone, Zexion!"

"That's not it at all but my parents will return soon"

"But-"

"No but!" Zexion ordered. "My father will kill you when he finds you or rather us if he finds us!"

"Zexion… why did you return to them?" Demyx asked, looking at him interested as the smaller male turned away, hiding his face.

"I- I know, I made a mistake. I just couldn't believe it at first and I admit, I ran away because I was scared but… it looks like-"

"From smoke to smother" the blond finished the sentence.

"Yeah…"

"Aww, I'll help you to get out of it, Zexy. I promise!"

Demyx suddenly kissed him and Zexion almost lost himself in this feeling he had almost forgotten. Tongues intertwined and the smaller male just savored the taste of his lover. The thin string of saliva connecting them when they parted assured Zexion of their bond unaffected by their current situation. This really sick situation he got the both of them into...

The blond looked sad as he left the room but locked the door as he was told to do so.

"I'll come back, I promise!"


Why do I feel like I inserted gag moments that were not intended?

And why does it seem so short and unworthy of the time,you guys had to wait for it?

You know why? Please leave a review *bow*