A.N. So hihi! Thank all of you for the reviews! We're really enjoying this, let me tell you! Okay this time the poem is mine, called No Such Thing As Miracles, and it's mine (Ayden). Umm Finale and I are very grateful for the reviews and the reads! We think this story is going really well, but we need to hear it from you guys!


When the ever pressing darkness passed
My muse and prison all in one
Depression calling, from far away
But close to me, in this hell never ending
Sweet psychosis.

Delicious pain, though never felt.
This my never ending darkness
Like a cocoon enfolds
And holds me to it's breast
Like a mother would for a child

A hug that constricts
A hold that suffocates
And I find myself wishing to wish…
But the impossible is impossible
There's no such thing as miracles.

Is there?

Demyx*

I remember, diary, that night…shifting through the book I found. I was so surprised at what I read. And diary…it's a good thing your not a person 'cuz if you were you wouldn't believe it.

I was there…I saw it all. And I don't think I believe it either.

Zexion*

Particles dancing as my being floats beyond my control to where I don't know. I wish I could wish to feel uncertainty, fear, anticipation, anything at all. alas it does not matter, that grand puppet master in the sky with his twisted jokes and spamming decisions decides to once more elude what I wish I could claim as efforts; but I cant feel, there fore cannot be determined enough to actually make an effort.

Annoying as it was I suppose it would be better than wasting my life fluttering

Hopelessly through unrealistic ideals having waste my time on such stupid things like relationships. what was so enticing about 'mating' or 'love' or any other person for that matter? Why look for in other what you could create in yourself if you so desperately wanted?

I'm torn from my musings as brightness; a terribly blinding light burns my retina's ,nothing in sight for a while tends to make even black burn.

I suppose if I was human at this point I would reach some sort of epiphany; that after all this time, however long it had been, I was going back to my ever gracious limbo state. seeing; hearing, no not feeling.

I think I would be the worlds perfect killing machine. I cant feel pain, and I cant feel guilt. I could slaughter an entire race and not flinch. I suppose this would be classified as 'morbid humor' or something of the such. but you know; when you know that your retinas should feel like there burning; and you cant, you know that your head should ache- but it doesn't. it doesn't really matter what kind of humor appeases you. not that any would.

I realize I have once more taken a physical form, how I know eludes me but something tells me, so I open my eyes, once again assaulted by light and a blurred sense of vision. I blink a few times simply to see if it will clear the metaphorical fog on my metaphysical windshield.

And it does.

And I see something that-if had estimated- definitely wouldn't have popped into my head.

Demyx*

I had this strange feeling that I was being watched. Looking up from this strange book that I was soon realizing was some kind of journal or diary (yes I'm not an idiot!) I scanned the area.

Turning, I quickly scanned the area again, but I wasn't picking anything up on my Catdar (yes, I totally went there. Sounds cooler than night vision). But I still had that same feeling that there was someone here. Or something…

"Hello?" I called hesitantly, my years of watching horror movies still not teaching me anything. I was, and always shall be, a horror film n00b. The skin was prickling on the back of my neck, and I could feel my tail fur bristle. This was getting creepy.

"Hello…?" a silent voice called from the darkness of the back of the cave. It was slightly rough, as if it wasn't quite sure t remembered how to speak.

"Who's there?!" I called, my tail fully bristling and my ears shooting down.

Zexion*

I stepped toward where the voice was coming from, my hands gliding along the walls., the only thing alerting me, that they were in fact there, keeping me from falling, and causing bruises I would never feel. I kept my eyes closed, pressing onwards.

Demyx*

"Answer me! Who's there?" I cried, backing towards the entrance. I could hear a soft shuffling, as if someone was walking towards me. This…this was getting scary. I should have paid attention to all those damn horror films. "Do you need help? Hello?!"

Zexion*

"Where am I?" My voice was flat, I noted. No sign of curiosity, fear, intoxication. I mulled over the fact that without any emotion, I would come across far more 'creepy' than I needed to, but I didn't want to open my eyes to assess the situation. It took unneeded muscle movements that I wasn't really willing to put forth. Simply because I didn't have too. Not because I was lazy, or enjoying myself. Simply because I wish that doing physically strenuous things could tire me, no…I could not even wish. I could only wish to wish, hopeless, was I not?

Demyx*

"What do you mean, 'Where am I?" I asked, almost mockingly. "Your in a cave, on the south side of a fricking island. I'm one of the few people that live here" I paused. I sounded really harsh, but I was utterly terrified. I was alone…in a cave with a stranger. No one would be able to hear me scream.

"What's your name?" I called. "How did you get here? Where are you from?" I could almost make out a shadowy figure, shuffling towards me, from the edges of that darkness which almost seemed eternal.

Zexion*

"My…Name…?" I had to ponder that one for a while. It was something I couldn't be quite sure of, did I even have a right to a name?

Surely…what did it matter, what mattered was that I was unsure of how I should respond. Then I felt a tug at a memory, and I believed I've found it. "No idea, no where and…I think my name is Zexion."


Ayden: O.O -stares-
Finale: What? -fidgets-
Ayden: You play Zexion really well!
Finale: Shut up… -holds up thrashing Larxene- She's got PMS. Got her weapons. And it you don't review, she'll get Alice's cookies. Next on the menu is you.
Ayden: Not Alice's cookies!! -gasps- she got those from Cheshire Kitty! You guys better review!! 3