Family Ties Chapter 2
Flashback 2 months ago
I sat at my window box and watched the rain pour down. It was like the rain represented the downfall of my life. The harder it rained the harder I fell. But I guess it doesn't matter, what's the point in caring about falling to rock bottom when there's no one there who cares if you fall on your face.
I missed my mum. I still don't understand why she left us. I thought she loved me. I just want her to be here holding me while we watched the rain together.
My thoughts were interrupted by a knock at my door. I opened the door to find my father standing there with a determined look on his face; he pushed past me before I could say a word and sat on my bed. I stood there confused as I stared at him. He finally looked up at me and smiled.
"heyy" was all he said.
"heyy" I said becoming more confused. He stood up and walked over to me. He stopped a metre away from me and folded his arms; he just stood there staring at me.
"do you know how much you look like your mother right now?"
"no" I was becoming really confused and a little scared.
"it's like you're trying to torture me, Nessie do you know what you do to me?" he said as he walked towards me, he was now standing a foot away from me.
I didn't understand what was happening. I took a step back and he took one forward, I took another back and he took another forward. We continued this until I was against the wall and he trapping me. I was so scared; I didn't know what was happening or why my own father was doing this to me. He brushed his nose against my ear and smelt my hair.
"You even smell like her, you're teasing me aren't you baby girl? Because do you know what happens to little girls who tease their daddy's, don't you baby?"
"What?" I said too afraid to say anything else.
"They get spanked" As he said this he throw me over his shoulder and walked to the door and locked it. I started kicking and thrashing trying to get him to drop me but it didn't work. He walked over to the bed and threw me down on it. I try to get off the bed but he pulls me back by my feet. He climbs on top of me and whispers in my ear.
"I love you Nessie, you are mine, and I'm going to do something to show you that you belong to me."
I lay under him sobbing, I was so confused. Why was he doing this? I pulled myself out of my train of thought when I felt him pulling down my pants.
"No" I tried to move away but he held me down even tighter, it was starting to really hurt.
"Shhh baby, it's okay. I'm not going to hurt you, I promise" He leans up and kissed my lips very lightly. He looks at me in the eye and smiles. He crashed his lips to mine and tries to get a response out of them. He broke the kiss and pulled my top over my head. He threw it across the room and moved off me too remove my pants. I was left lying on my bed in my bra and panties. He stands up and removes his own clothes, all but his boxers.
The realisation of what was about to happen hit me, I started crying even harder.
"Oh no baby, you don't have to be afraid. It will hurt at first but then it will feel so good. Trust me baby, trust your daddy" He said as he moved back on top of me. He reaches around and unclasps my bra. I can feel him playing with my breasts and it hurts. He starts to suck my nipple and bite down hard. I scream out in pain.
"That's my girl, scream out for how much you want daddy."
He continued to kiss down my stomach until he reached the top of my panties. He slid them down my legs and threw them. I now left completely naked in front of my father. He stands and removes his boxers. I didn't want to look at it but I couldn't help it. It's going to hurt so much.
He lies on top of me and spreads my legs. He pushed into me a small bit. He keeps going until he reaches my barrier. He leans down and kissed me.
"This is going to hurt baby, but the pain will be over soon"
He pushes through my barrier and I scream like I never have before. It was so painful, it felt like I was being ripped in two. He pushed the rest of the way into me and started to move in and out. I didn't want to think about it anymore so I thought about my mum. I wonder if she's happy. I hope she is, otherwise my own father rapping me would be for nothing, if she was miserable. But didn't it matter to her if I was happy? Didn't she care at all?
I was on vaguely aware of my father releasing himself inside of me. He collapsed on top of me and kissed my neck.
"Wasn't that great baby girl?" I stared at my wall, ignoring him. "hmm?...... Nessie don't ignore me, not after I just took you."
There were a million things running through my head at once. I couldn't concentrate enough to say anything to him, so I just laid there silent.
"I love you Nessie, you're my baby girl and I'll never let you go. I have you now and your mine"
I couldn't comprehend what he was saying. I didn't understand why he was doing this or what I had done to deserve this.
It hurts everywhere, but mostly my heart.
As I stared at my reflection in the mirror, I didn't see me, I saw him. I would never be able to escape him, he would always find me. He told me every time he rapped me that I belonged to him and that he would never let me go.
I was deep in thought when I heard a knock at the door. I ignored it, knowing who it was. Edward walked over to me and kissed my hair. He stared at me in the mirror.
"We have to leave now baby, you're going to be late for school. I'll meet you in the car"
All I could do was nod. He stopped at the door and stared at me before walking out. I grabbed my bag and looked in the mirror one more time. I didn't like what I saw. I walked out to the car and hopped in the passenger's side. He sped all the way to school.
When we reached the school parking lot, I was about to get out when he stopped me by grabbing my wrist.
"Where's your necklace?" He asked looking annoyed.
"I left it at home?" it came out like a question.
"Why would you do that baby, it was a gift, I want you to wear it"
He was getting more annoyed by the second so I made up some excuse quickly.
"I didn't want it getting ruined at school or if I lost it"
He smiled. "Okay baby, I believe you. How about we go out to Seattle tonight? We can go get some dinner and maybe see a movie?"
"Ok"
I quickly jumped out of the car before he could make anymore plans, like spending the night 'making love', although that was proberly his plan for the evening anyway.
As soon as I entered the building I was jump on by my best friend Bonnie. Bonnie has been with me through everything, she knew about what Edward did to me. She was tall with long black hair and blue green eyes, she was often perceived as scary with her bad ass attitude and signature leather jacket. Bonnie was from the Winchester family. Her father was a mechanic that owned a station in town. Her brother Sam, whose 25, works at the Forks hospital with my father. Her other brother Dean, worked at Forks high as the PE teacher and football coach. Bonnie was very crude, very dirty at times. She was very protective of her family and her friends, when I told her she flipped out, saying that she was going to kill him. The only reason she hasn't done anything to him or told anybody is because I had her promise she wouldn't, which she didn't understand at all. I was brought back to reality with Bonnie's fingers clicking in my face.
"Wow, earth to Nessie. You alright?"
"Huh? Yeah I guess, I'm just a little tired."
Bonnie stopped dead in her tracks and folded her arms across her chest. It was her classic pose that meant 'tell me the truth or else'
"Really B, I'm fine. I really am just tired."
"Yeah" she said sarcastically as she walked in front of me.
"I just don't understand how you can put up with that shit. You shouldn't have to Nessie. You should let me take the mother fucker down."
"He's my father Bonnie, I can't."
"He's your father? Yeah and look what he does to you every night, do you really think that's a healthy father daughter relationship?"
I hung my head in shame and shook my head.
"Exactly" She sighs" Okay I won't push it anymore, but please just next time he tried to touch you, kick him right in his balls"
I couldn't help but laugh. Bonnie smiles and puts her arm around my shoulders and pulls me into the building.
"Come on we will be late for Mr Evens fantastic lesson about how great triangles are" She jokes.
As we sat in the cafeteria with lunch, I looked over at Bonnie who was watching her older brother, who was asleep in his lunch.
"Nice"
I was in the middle of laughing when the cafeteria doors opened and in walked a lot of people I had never seen before. They must have been from the Quileute School that burnt down in La Push. One Monday they came back to school from the weekend to find it completely burnt to the ground. The government is funding for a new one, but it's going to take at least 4 months. So in the mean time they have been sent to our school. I didn't mind, it was a chance to make some new friends. But then again, that's more friends to hide my secret from. I was still in space when I heard the bell go, I got up and walked to my next class. I was still thinking about my current situation when I smacked into somebody.
I felt the massive pain in my shoulder before I saw who it was.
"Are you okay?" Said the most handsome, husky, sexy voice I have ever heard.
As soon as I managed to look up to see the face of a gorgeous man I forgot all about the pain. I had never seen somebody so handsome in my life. He had very tanned skin, short brown hair, big brown eyes and a smile that could make you melt.
I realised that I had been staring for too long when he started laughing.
"Are you okay?"
All I could do was nod.
"I'm Jacob" He said as he held out his hand.
"Umm.... I'm.. Nessie" I said as I shook it.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine I guess" I said awkwardly. "Umm I should be getting to class"
"Oh what class do you have?"
"Art with Mr Jenkins"
He laughs awkwardly. "So do I"
Fuck. I'm screwed.
"Oh well um... come in?"
He just smiled. I couldn't believe that I just said that. I'm such an idiot. I walk into class ignoring him. I walked to my table still feeling like an idiot. I usually sit at my table alone so it was a surprise when I felt somebody sit next to me. I looked up to see the same heart melting smile as before.
"Hey" he said as we stared into each other's eyes. I just looked away.
I was faintly aware of Mr Jenkins telling us what our assignment was for the week. I was pretty sure it had something to do with studying a painting then writing about it. I didn't want to fail so I paid attention.
"Now class, you can work with a partner or you can work by yourselves, but I would recommend working with a partner. It's not easy." Said Mr Jenkins
After a few seconds I could feel Jacob's eyes on me. When I looked up I was met with his beautiful brown eyes.
"So did you wanna do the assignment together?" He said still looking into my eyes.
"Um, I don't know" Was all I said.
"Oh okay then"
Truth was, I would have loved to work with him, but this assignment required out of school time and I just couldn't risk Edward finding out that I was working with another boy. He would get jealous and beat me.
"So um, what's this school like?" He asked trying to make conversation.
I just shrugged awkwardly
"Not much of a talker are you?
I shook my head
"Why's that?"
"I don't know"
I could tell he was going to keep trying until he got something else out of me.
"God this teacher really needs to pull the stick out of his ass"
I looked up and saw Mr Jenkins walking around the room carefully studying the art with his nose in the air.
I couldn't help but laugh.
"Ah there's that smile" He laughed
I looked at him and smiled even more. Maybe he would be worth it. He seemed really nice and maybe he would like me.
I decided I wouldn't let my father run my life.
"Did you wanna do the assignment together?" I asked smiling shyly.
His grin grew even more. "Yeah, I would"
When school finished I walked into the parking lot to wait for my father. Before I could properly I saw Jacob stand in front of me.
"Hey" He said.
"Hey"
"Um so I wondering, did you wanna get started on the assignment sometime after school?" He said awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck.
I smiled at this.
"Yeah, um, when would be good?"
"When are you free?"
As he said this I saw my father pull up in his Volvo. It gave me an idea.
"How about right now?"
He looked a little surprised but then smiled.
"Ah yeah that's cool. Um my bikes over here." He pointed to his motorbike.
I smiled even more and walked with him over to it.
He put the helmet on my head and sat me on the seat. He kicked it to a start and off we went. We drove past my father's car and I looked back to see him looking the angriest I have ever seen him. Good.
Edward POV
As I pulled into the school parking lot I could see my baby girl talking to some boy. Who is that and what is he doing talking to my baby. I'm going to have to have a word with Renesmee tonight. I told her not to talk to other boys.
She started to walk over to a row of cars and stopped at some motorbike. I started seeing red when he put his helmet on her and she got onto the bike. What the fuck is she doing! Before I could do anything they were speeding past me.
I crumpled my sunglasses in my bare hands. I was going to make her pay tonight. I have been soft with her but tonight I am going to really show her what happens when she is a naughty girl. I am going to make her wish she was never born.
Wow
So there you go. Want me to continue?
Not to deep and rude for you readers is it? Lol
Thanks guys
Bonnie Kate Winchester Cullen
