Chapter Two- F

By: HoMeSlIcE4LiFe

A/N So unbelievably sorry this has taken so long. I just moved from beautiful California, to boring Kansas, where our house was like isolated, so we didn't have internet, because there were no telephone poles. So, they had to BUILD telephone poles, and that took forever and I literally got internet today so, yeah. I am soooo sorry. To apologize, I'm giving you this, a one-shot called "Of Curing Boredom, Persuasion, and Columbus", another chapter of this either later tonight or tomorrow soon as I get home, and another oneshot I'm editing. So, I'm coming back with a lot for you guys. Thanks for sticking by me and reading this. I hope you all enjoy it! Oh, and I'm cutting out the song-fic ness for the rest of the chapters. Just normal writing. Enjoy!

Bianca sat in the small one bedroom apartment she shared with Sirius Black, waiting for him to come out of the restroom so they could leave for Sunday Chaos. Now 19, her and her friends would talk, eat and just escape at Sunday Chaos. The name "Chaos" was cleverly chosen by Sirius due to the fact that it took place after "Order" meetings.

"Sirius Black!" she called, slightly irritated.

"I'm coming!" he shouted back from behind the closed door of the restroom.

She rolled her eyes. They would be the last ones there, again, if he didn't hurry up.

After several moments, Sirius finally came out of the restroom wearing his "Auror in Training" shirt that her, Sirius, and James had made when their training first began. "I'm ready now," he said, bending down and kissing her lightly on the cheek.

She smiled. "It sure took you long enough," she commented.

Sirius grinned. "It takes time for me to look this hot, Bi."

Bianca rolled her eyes for the second time that night, knowing it wouldn't be the last. "C'mon," she said, "let's go."

The pair apparated to James and Lily's abode located at Godric's Hollow. Landing in the kitchen, they saw that everyone was already there, again, waiting for them.

"How is it," asked James, leaning against the counter with his arm around Lily, "that we all left after the two of you, and still get here before you?"

"Don't blame Bianca," said a grinning Remus. "We all know it's Sirius's fault."

"Hey!" shouted Sirius. "I resent that!"

"But do you deny it?" asked Marissa cheekily.

Sirius stayed silent.

Peter grinned as he said, "Yeah, the only time I've seen him get ready quickly was when the two of them first started dating."

"That's right," recalled James. "You wanted to walk her to breakfast, but slept past you're alarm." The three boys laughed as they all remembered Sirius running around the dorm, scrambling for clothes.

"Alright," said Lily, playfully slapping James's arm, "that's enough picking of Sirius, for now."

Sirius grinned smugly at the rest of the Marauders. Bianca laughed. "So, is the food ready?" she asked.

Marissa snorted loudly, "Do you think of anything else other that food?"

Bianca answered, "Actually, I do. I think about how--"

"That was a rhetorical question, Bi," informed Sirius.

"Oh, I knew that," said Bianca quietly.

"Yes, Bianca, the food is ready. We were just waiting for the two of you," said Lily, taking pity on her.

Bianca's face automatically brightened. "Well, then, let's go eat!"

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The Marauders were down in the basement playing with James's new muggle toy, an air hockey table, while the three girls were sitting in the living room, by the fireplace, drinking a hot cup of tea.

"So, Bianca, what was it you needed to tell us?" asked Lily.

"Well, guys, here's the thing. I think-only think-that there's a small possibility that I haven't had a period in perhaps two months," she blurted out.

Lily and Marissa's jaws dropped to the floor. "Holy shit," they muttered. Then, they started to squeal.

"You're pregnant!" cheered Lily.

"No," chimed Bianca, "I might be pregnant."

"Oh my god, Bianca. We're taking you to a healer first thing tomorrow," said Marissa.

"The point is to not tell Sirius," sighed Bianca.

"You haven't told Sirius!" Lily yelled.

Bianca shushed her. "I don't want to worry him if it's not gonna happen," she explained.

"Tell him we're having a girls' day. He'll bugger off then."

Bianca sighed at her mother-like friends. "Okay…"

They squealed, again.

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"NO! No, no, no, no, no, no!" yelled Bianca at the flustered healer.

"I'm sorry Miss Oran, but--"

"No! It can't be! I'm not…" Bianca's voice trailed off as her hands went to her face and she started to cry.

Lily nodded to the healer, who left, and walked to Bianca with Marissa.

"Bianca?"

"What?!" she snapped.

"We're really sorry…"

"You're sorry? You're not the ones who just fucked up their lives and is now pregnant at only nineteen years old! I can't have a child! I have to much to do! Me and Sirius! Me and Sirius…" she sobbed.

They put their arms around her, muttering comforting words until she seemed okay and accepted the fact. She even began to be slightly happy about it. Lily and Marissa sought to that.

Later that evening, her and Sirius sat on their couch, her feet stretched across his lap, as they read separate books.

"Siri?" asked Bianca.

"Yeah, Bi?" he replied, looking up from his book.

"Do you ever wanna have kids?" she asked.

"After we're married, sure," he said quickly.

"And when's that going to happen?" she asked.

Sirius sighed. "Bi, we're perfect the way we are right now. We don't need marriage to prove we love eachother. We're only nineteen of Merlin's sake. And we don't need to add a kid into the chaos of war, having it interfere with our jobs," he answered truthfully.

Bianca looked down, holding back tears. Sirius leaned in and kissed her on the forehead. "Are you okay?" he asked.

"So," she sighed, "What you're saying to me is you don't want to marry me, or have kids, at the moment.

Sirius nodded slowly, and so did she. She grabbed her book and closed it shut. "I'm going to bed. You staying up late?"

"Yeah," he said, "at least a few more hours. I'm not that tired. Goodnight, love."

"Night," she said, walking to the bedroom, shutting the door behind her. As soon as it clicked shut, she wept silently on the bed, clutching her stomach.

'He doesn't want this either,' thought Bianca, 'and I love him too much to force this and me upon him.'

That's when she decided. She had to leave.

A/N OOOOOOOOO!! Yeah, I know. It's insane. But the next chapter actually is one of my favorite things I've written. I'll type it up ASAP. Please, please, please review. I miss those review alert emails :( Goodness, and if you've moved recently, I feel you're pain. It's like I'm in hell right now. lol. Chapter 3 coming to you soon!

Love,

HoMeSlIcE4LiFe