"Baby... I love you so much. Please never let me go... I love you..."
Finn rolled over in bed.
"I want you forever..."
"Paige..." Finn muttered and rolled over again.
"Take good care of little Finn..."
"No..." Finn whispered and shook his head, still deep in sleep. "No, no, no."
"Finn... Finn... Finn... Finn? Finn!" Paige's voice deepened and thickened as she continued saying Finn's name.
"Paige!" Finn sat up and nearly knocked Becky off the bed. Finn acted quickly and caught Becky by her arm before she fell.
"Jesus, boyo, ya nearly killed me." Becky rolled her eyes and readjusted her t-shirt.
"Sorry, Becks..." Finn dropped his head in his hands. "Fuckin' bad dream again." Still shaking from his dream, Finn wiped the sweat off his face and tried catching his breath. Becky laid a hand on Finn's back and rubbed it gently.
"Was it Paige again?" Becky asked. Finn nodded his head and squeezed his eyes shut as he began to sob. Becky wrapped Finn in his blanket and hugged him.
"Where's lil' Finn?" Finn raised his head and glanced at the crib.
"'Lexa's givin' 'im a bath," Becky gently rubbed Finn's back some more. "He's alrigh'."
Finn rubbed his eyes with the back of his hands. Finn took a few deep breaths to calm himself down. "H-how come you always know when I'm having a melt down?" Finn turned his head to face Becky and chuckled.
Becky blushed. "I watch you sleep sometimes, just ta make sure yer ok."
Finn laughed and furrowed his eyebrows. "Wow," Finn shook his head. "I don' know what to say abou' tha'."
Becky chuckled nervously. "It's a bi' creepy, yeah, bu' someone has ta."
Finn laughed and dropped his head. "You sound jus' like Paige."
Becky dropped her head and played with her hands. Finn stared at the patterns of his blanket and smiled to himself.
"Do I remind you of her?" Becky asked in a low tone.
Finn glanced at Becky. "Wha' do ya mean?"
Becky shrugged. "I dunno, you jus' compare me ta her a lo'."
"I do?"
Becky nodded her head.
"I'm sorry, Becks, I didn' realize I was..." Finn watched as Becky dropped her head and played with her hands again. "I'm sorry."
"Nah, is alrigh', Finn," Becky flashed Finn a sad smile with sad eyes. "I understand."
Finn could tell Becky was lying about her feelings, but he didn't know what to tell her. He was still devastated about Paige's passing and didn't think he'd fully get over it. It wasn't right that Finn kept putting her through this, but she technically didn't have to stay; Finn Jr. wasn't her responsibility.
"Beck..." Finn was cut off by a sudden and aggressive kiss from Becky. Finn tried pulling back but Becky wrapped her arms around his head and pulled him closer. Finn felt himself lean in to Becky's kiss and tangle his fingers in her hair.
"Finn... How could you?"
Finn's eyes shot open.
"How could you do this to me?"
Finn quickly pulled away from Becky, making Becky furrow her eyebrows and tilt her head. "What's wrong?" Becky said.
"I-I..." Finn shook his head.
"You betray me?"
"No, what the fuck?" Finn muttered. "I didn't betray you."
Becky reached for Finn's hand. "Finn?"
"Yes you did!"
"NO!" Finn screamed, slapping Becky's hand away and making her jump.
"Finn!" Becky jumped out of the bed.
Finn began breathing heavily and shaking.
"Finn?"
Finn shook his head and glanced up at Becky. "I... I jus' can'..."
Becky dropped her head. "I'm sorry." She turned and left the room.
Finn glanced up and watched as the flurry of orange hair left him. "Beck?" Finn muttered and dropped his head in his hands.
Alexa appeared in the doorway with Little Finn wrapped in a panda towel. "What happened?" She asked.
Finn shook his head. "I... I don't know, Lex."
Alexa shuffled into the room and sat beside Finn. "Something happen with Becky?"
Finn nodded his head. "I..." Finn sighed. "I kissed her..."
Alexa chuckled. "It's about time; you two are so cute."
Finn shook his head. "But I can'... I keep hearin' Paige's voice."
"What?"
"I have nightmares and I hear Paige's voice... but it happens when I'm awake too."
Alexa raised her eyebrows. "Oh..."
Finn chuckled slightly. "Yeah."
"You're still in love with Paige, aren't you?"
Finn rubbed his eyes. "Yeah, I am."
"But you have feelings for Becky, don't you?"
"Thank you for pointing out the obvious, Alexa." Finn rolled his eyes.
"Well, fuck you dude." Alexa handed Finn his son. "I was gonna help you through it, but fuck off."
Finn watched Alexa run from his room. Shortly after, Bayley appeared in Finn's doorway, shaking her head in disapproval.
Finn glanced up. "Hey, Bayley."
"F-f-f-fuck Becky already." Bayley said, trying to stand herself while leaning on her cane. "Paige is gone, if y-y-y-you need someone to tal-talk to, Bayley is here."
Finn raised his eyebrows. "Ya make it seem so easy..." Finn sighed. "How are you so optimistic?"
Bayley smiled a wheezed slightly. "My f-f-f-fiancee is soooo hot." Bayley limped away, leaving Finn to chuckle to himself.
Finn sighed and gazed down at his son. "What do you think?" He said with a smile.
"Forgo' ma phone." Becky shuffled into the room, but before leaving Finn pulled her onto the bed. "Wha' are ya doin'?"
Finn silenced Becky with another kiss, making Becky giggle when he released it.
"Quick change of heart, eh boyo?"
Finn nodded his head. "I need you in my life, Becky." He nodded his head at little Finn. "So does he."
Becky smiled at Little Finn. "He is pretty cute; ya migh' have some competition there."
Finn chuckled and kissed Becky again.
"Finn..."
Finn's head snapped in the direction of the voice; He nearly fainted when he saw the ghostly silhouette of Paige in his doorway.
"Why?"
Finn closed his eyes and shook his head. When he opened them, Paige was gone.
"You alrigh'?" Becky asked.
Finn nodded his head. "Yeah... I'm fine."
