A/N so first chapter done! Here it is... and Nessie of course faces some challenges on her first few days of High School... anyone that is under the rated age for the story should probably stop reading soon because things aren't going to be too "nicey, nice" from now on
The song for this chapter is "fifteen" By Taylor Swift mostly about the aspect of being new and not sure what to expect...
Nessie's Teenage story
Chapter 1: New
Nessie's POV
"I've nothing to wear" I moaned
"I can help with that" Alice sang running into the room and into my wardrobe
"Haven't your own life-size Barbie doll to dress Al?" I asked
"Yes.. but your so stubborn so it makes dressing you more interesting
"Right.." I mumbled and looked at the clothes she'd picked out for me
A green long sleeve top with a denim waist coat. White skin tight jeans and a pair of green flats
"Alice you realise this is school not a fashion show" I mumbled
"Well still... oh and I had a feeling you would need these soon so your Mom and I went shopping yesterday when you went hunting with Nicole and we bought you these" She said holding up a bra
"What?" I whisper-shrieked
"Well come on Nessie. Your body is due a growth spurt more so in womanly features than anything els-" I cut her off
"Don't" I mumbled
"What? I am-technically- a teenage girl at heart" She said to me
"Yeah but its embarrassing. When I look at you and Rose I don't see girlfriends I see my aunts. Same with my mom" I said
"Its not as embarrassing with her though is it?" She asked sadly
"Well Alice she was only changed in the past few years she hasn't completely forgotten her human life" I explained
"Ok I think I understand. Thank you for being honest.. but keep them" She smiled
I rolled my eyes "Fine" I groaned and she skipped off down the hall
Breakfast in the Cullen household was usually held with at least 3 members of the family present even though-aside from myself, Jacob or the occasional werewolf- they didn't eat. This morning it was Mom, Dad, Jasper, Alice, Rose and Jacob.. Grandma and Grandpa were also there.
Everyone was staring at me as I walked into the kitchen
"What?" I asked
"Nothing" Alice chirped
"Okay..." I trailed off. Grandma handed me a plate of food
"There is enough on here to feed three or four Quileutes" I joked and she laughed
"Teenage girls need their energy" She smiled at me
"I wouldn't go that far as to call me a teenager" I mumbled sitting down and saw a russet hand dart out and grab a piece of a pancake
"Oh yeah just take what you want Jake" I teased sarcastically
"You wont eat it all anyway" He mumbled taking another piece
"Would you like to eat my breakfast for me?" I asked him
"No... I'm good. I'll take the leftovers" He said
"Like a real dog" Rosalie mumbled in disgust
"Don't say you don't love it Blondie" He teased her and I finished my food
"Are you nervous?" Jake asked me again as I sat at the kitchen table waiting for Dad
"Yeah I mean what if people think I'm a fre-" He put his hand over my mouth
"If you value my sanity you will not say freak" He said
I rolled my eyes
"Whatevs" I said in a New York accent
"Okay then" He seemed amused
"What am I gonna do all day without you?" He asked after a few moments of silence
"Whatever you did before I came along... I'm sure you did something. You had work or school or something" I said
"Nah actually I didn't... before you were born the pack split up remember? We were on full alert. I left school the June before you were born and haven't gone back since" He said proudly
"You seem proud of that fact" I said
"Well its nothing really to be ashamed of. I've got all of my general knowledge and know as much about cars as any mechanic... what else do I really need to know?" He asked
His words rang in my head all the way to school
"Having second thoughts?" Dad asked he kept his eyes on the road
"Yeah I mean look at Jake.. he hasn't got much of an education but he's right you only need a bit of cop on really to know about the world" I said
"Nessie, I think your right. What they teach you in school doesn't compare to what you learn in your lifetime... the only reason I know so much about pain, loss, death and suffering is because I lived through it. Two world wars, Independence wars, Protests I was there.." He trailed off
"Is this pointless then?" I asked him looking at him. He pulled into a parking spot
"No.. because we all need to learn to be human or try to be normal at some stage.. I'll see you at 3" He said and I got out of the car and walked towards the main building
"Hello. My name is Renesmee Cullen.. I'm new here" I said shyly to the receptionist. Miss Greene. I'd have to try and remember that name
"Ah yes. Carlisle's newest daughter. I'm sorry about your... predicament " She said
The cover story was that I was adopted when I was born. My mother couldn't handle the responsibility of a baby so the Cullens took me in
"The Cullens are family to me" I sniffed slightly. Everyone said I got my acting skill from my father
"Poor pet" She soothed me "Well here is your schedule and timetable. Enjoy your day" She smiled at me as I left the office
"Thank you" I mumbled as I left the office. Forks was rainy but today the weather really effected my mood. Dull and dreary with little life. It didn't do much for my nerves either
Everyone stared. I was the new toy a new thing.. everyone was interested but nobody wanted to talk to me. They continued to stare but wouldn't come up and say "hi" I felt like a monkey in a cage. Until one girl came up. She had blond hair to her shoulders and had blue eyes. She was pretty and slim and looked about my age but was a bit more developed
"Hi my name is Leanne" She said holding her hand out
"Nessie" I said
"Like the monster?" She asked
"Yeah something like that.. .my friend um... has a bit of an imagination" I said
"Leanne is a pretty name" I said
"Thanks my Grandma came from Ireland so I got named after her" She said
"Nessie isn't your real name is it?" She asked
"No.. its Renesmee but most people just call me Nessie, well aside from my sister Bella and her husband Edward" I said. Mom and Dad were known as my sister and brother in law
"Cool name I can't pronounce it though" She mumbled
"Nobody can... don't worry about it. Nessie or Ness is fine" I smiled at her
We talked all the way through lunch and I had a few classes with her though out the day so I was with someone I got familiar with.
"So... whats your family like?" I asked
"I have two brothers Aden and Danny and a sister Rachelle... like Roch-elle... yeah I actually don't know where my parents come up with these names" She mumbled
I laughed "My Mom died when I was a baby. My sister Bella was older than me but she can't remember much of her she was only 4 when she died. I was only just born.." I said
"And your dad?" She asked nervously
"He stayed for a while... but eventually got re-married and we were shipped into Foster Care. But Carlisle and Esme found us and took us in when nobody else did. My Sister met Edward and they grew up together. Now their married" I said
"Oh.. I'm really sorry about your family" She whispered
"You can't miss what you never really had to begin with so don't worry about it" I said dodging the subject slightly. I knew I would never actualy be able to talk about how my Mom and Dad conceived me unknowingly
"Look at him" I heard murmurs after school outside
"He's gorgeous" I heard one girl gush
"Oh god I just want to have my way with him" One swooned. I walked outside to see a few of the girls that were known as the "Above crowd" Who thought they were better than everyone gathered around in a circle looking at a man in leather. I looked over in the direction and saw a smiling face I recognised immediately
"Well.. my ride is here.. I'll catch you later" I said waving
She gasped as she saw me walk over towards Jacob who was leaning against his Rabbit
"Hey you" He said to me as he gave me a hug
"Hey" I said hugging him back. Even though Jacob was nearly seven foot I wasn't far from five foot five inches at this stage. I was taller than Mom and gaining on Dad and I was only physically fourteen
"Did you have a good day?" He asked as he pulled out of the parking lot
"It was interesting" I mumbled
"Interesting? Is that all your going to give me" He asked
"Yeah sorry" I mumbled
"Naw. Its cool you don't really have much to say on your first day of school. Junior High even. Man, how did you get so old so fast?" He asked me accusingly
"Accelerated Childhood remember... keep up Jakey Boy" I teased
"Right the aging thing" He said. My expression obviously read something of "Duh"
"Yeah.. we got no homework though. So do you wanna watch a movie when we go home?" I asked
"Sure, Sure" He said to me as we made our way home
"So..." I said
"Hmmm?" He asked. I was leaning up against Jacob's side in the living room. We were watching The day after tomorrow
"This movie actually never gets old" He mumbled
"Yeah" I said
"What was it you wanted to talk about anyway?" He asked me
"Well you got a bit of attention today" I said stating the obvious
"Did I?" He asked
"Your so... I don't know how can you not notice girls throwing themselves at you all of the time?" I asked
"I just don't.." He mumbled quietly
"Oh I love this part" He said avoiding the vonversation
"I can't believe your first week at school is almost over" Mom gushed
"Yeah time flies" I mumbled looking down at my cereal
"So any plans for the weekend?" She asked
"Mom I'm more like you and Grandpa... I'm a hermit" I said grabbing my bags and leaving the room silently
"Whats with you?" Leanne asked
"I dunno just not in a good mood" I said
We were walking towards the cafeteria. I passed Melanie, Cassey, Lilly and Chloe. They looked at me and started whispering and giggling. I could tell they were saying something about me. Leanne saw me staring
"Don't bother with them.. they need to grow up and get over themselves" She mumbled quickly
"Do you know what their talking about?" I asked
"Yeah... I do" She said reluctantly
"What?" I asked
One of the guys in my class Jamie I think passed me and whispered something to his friend
"Well what is it?" I asked
"There's a rumors going on about your family. That your dad is a pedophile and your Mom gets raped by your dad. Your Brother Edward apparently beats you and your sister and your other brother does drugs down in La Push" She said
I took a deep breath "Is that all?" I asked
"No... the main one is that your a freak and you don't belong here at all" She whispered
"Well if it isn't Cullen the freak show?" I heard Melanie ask Chloe as she passed by in the hallway
"You don't know anything about me!" I shouted after them and they turned and looked at me
"Well, well would you look what we've got here... you might think your starting to fit in here but Cullen let me tell you your far from it. Your life is going to be hell as long as I'm concerned" She threatned
"Oh I'm so scared of you" I said sarcastically and she looked at me as if to say "Seriously your not?"
"Well we'll see.. and who says your going to be scared anyway?" She asked flicking her hair behind her
I knew that this was just the start of what life was like for "NORMAL" teenagers
