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When I wake up I notice that I am lying in the softest bed I ever slept on, it's much more comfortable than my own bed. When I open my eyes, I don't recognize where I am. What I do know is that I am in a bedroom. No scratch that I am in a huge, luxury, bedroom or suite. It's beautiful, the ceiling is high and there's a gigantic chandelier hanging on it. It's light an open and I am certain that this room alone is bigger than my whole apartment!
As I look out of the window, all is see is water, water and more water. We are on a ship…
How the hell am I going to get out of here?
How the hell did I get here? And then I remember. Grant ward. He is going to pay for this. I bet Coulson is already looking for me. He certain knows something is wrong when he hears that I was not home to wait for the car.
What does Ward even want from me?
The whole day I am alone in my room. I tried to get out, believe me, but no such a luck. The door is locked, and so are the windows but I wouldn't expect any less from Ward. I even was so desperate to get out of here that I tried to break the glass of the window with a chair. But that didn't help either.
So I did the only thing I could: I explored the room.
There is a bathroom attached to my room. It's like a mini spa. There's a Jacuzzi, a shower with multiple shower heads and you can attached your IPod to it. There is a toothbrush and multiple kinds of shampoo and shower gel standing next to the sink. If I'm going to be stuck here the rest of my life, I at least die clean.
Around eight o'clock there's a knock on the door. Surprised I stand up and walk to the door. When I try the door handle I am surprised to find it open. There's a guard standing in front of the door, that explains why the door isn't locked. In his hand he holds a tray full of food.
Food!
My stomach begins to rumble. A whole tray full of spaghetti! I look back at the guard, I don't recognize him. He looks huge and strong, he has sandy blond hair. It's cut really short.
He pushes the tray in my hands and I almost drop it.
'Eat.' He orders. With that he closes the door in my face and I hear him lock it. I sign and walk to the small but elegant bureau in the left corner of the room and take a seat. The spaghetti smells amazing! My stomach rumbles again.
After I am done eating the spaghetti, I feel like it's still not enough.
It feels like time is standing still. He took my cellphone and IPod, there is nothing to do around here. So I brush my teeth and head to bed.
When I wake up the next morning I feel it again, that tingling feeling in my stomach telling me that he is watching. I open my eyes and stare right into his. He is leaning against the bureau. Watching me. We both stare at each other, taking each other in.
'How are you feeling?' he asks after a couple of minutes and what a stupid question that is!
'Well, except for the fact that the person I loved turns out to be a cold hearted killer, and when he is arrested I was just getting my life back, and then he kidnaps me. So yeah it's going just fine!' I fire back at him.
'Right, when you stop acting like this, we talk.' He stands to leave and walks to the door.
'Really? Why am I even here?'
I don't expect any answer from him when he says 'Because I want to.' With that he walks out of the room and locks the door.
Because I want to.. what does that even mean?
The next two days Ward would visit and I ignored him for two days straight. He would just sit there at the desk and watch me. Studying me. It was hard to concentrate on anything except him!
Every day the same guard would bring me my food, at 9 o'clock in the morning, at 1 in the afternoon and at 8 in the evening. I tried to talk to him a few times but he wouldn't give in. Something tells me that Ward gave him orders not to talk to me. Asshole…
On the third day of my captivity I begin to lose my mind. Ward didn't visit me anymore, and even if I did ignore him when he did visit, it felt different when he didn't visit me at all. It felt lonely. But at the same time it gave me time to think.
He needs to understand that I will never be able to forgive him for what he has done. And then I am not even talking about the part where he betrayed me, betrayed all of us. He is Hydra and he always will be Hydra. All those innocent people he has killed are gone forever.
I just wish I could say that about my feelings for him.
So you must have noticed that I updated this chapter rather fast. But it was finished so I thought why not? Why keep people waiting? I have already written till chapter 5. So if I get a lot of reviews I promise to update sooner!
Xx SkyeameiliaBarton
