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Okay down to business, once again I want to warn everyone that this is a Rated M story and it does have mature themes! Also the characters in this fan fiction do not belong to me. they were created by Ryan Murphy and his staff and therefore belong to him and FOX. So I own nothing but the plot! But anyway on to the story! Reviews are love so please leave me some!
Chapter Two: The Mirror tells all
When I arrived home I was a little less pissed but a whole lot sadder. I walked into the house and heard Rachel gasp as she and Finn separated on the couch. "Oh it's just Kurt.",she said and Finn smiled as he leaned into another kiss, "Hi Kurt.",she said as she got off the couch, letting Finn sit there with un-kissed puckered lips. She walked up to me and kissed my cheek which I leaned into. "Uh oh, what's wrong?",she asked and I let out a dramatic sigh knowing she'd understand. She nodded and pulled me gently by the hand, sitting me on the couch beside Finn. "Tell me what happened.",she said as she sat beside me.
"Yes by all means.",Finn said, clearly upset by the interruption, but Rachel and I ignored him.
"It's just Blaine.",I grumbled and Rachel took my hand, "And Sebastian.",I said and Rachel shook her head.
"He's still doing it huh?",she asked and I nodded. Rachel was my best friend, of course, I've bitched to her a couple times about this.
"Wish I was.",Finn grumbled and Rachel shot him an amused smile while I shot him my ultimate bitch face before continuing.
"He's still just sitting there, letting Sebastian... you know, gush over him!",I said and Rachel once again nodded, "Sometimes I just wonder...",I sighed letting my sentence hang there. I didn't want to tell Rachel that sometimes I've wondered that now that I've put out for Blaine, Blaine would be more willing to move on from me. Now that the challenge is gone or something stupid like that.
"Wonder what?",Rachel asked and I shook my head.
"Nothing, I'm going to go upstairs, I just need to clear my head. When Santana gets here, just send her up." I said tiredly as I got up.
"Oh sure let's make it a party.",Finn grumbled but I heard Rachel agree as I walked up the stairs.
In my room, I tossed my bag on the bed before I sat down on the stool of my vanity and looked at myself in the mirror.
God I'm pale, I thought and touched my cheek. My eyes met my reflection and I looked at the blue, green, gray color of them. Then my eyes traveled down to my lips; ugh they are so girly and thin. I thought before looking at my whole face again. Sebastian had once told me that I had a bad case of the "gay face" and I knew he was right. Even my physical appearance screamed "Gay Gay Gay!" I groaned and ducked my head. That's when I noticed, the little roll! "Oh GOD!",I cried as my head snapped up and my eyes looked at myself in the mirror as my hands grabbed my chin. I then pulled up my shirt and looked down at my stomach. I slowly grabbed at the loose skin. "Oh No.",I whimpered and looked up with tear filled eyes. "That's why Blaine is leaving me! I'M FAT!"
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