Once in the car Lovi glares at me, I give a faint innocent smile that says don't kill me I'm cute!

"What the hell was that! He's going to kill us! I'm going to kill you for telling them that I sleep with you! You promised not to tell if I did it!"

"I'm sorry Lovi, I couldn't help ve~" I said grinning, he grabs my hair and pulls me close.

"You almost told them that when you were younger you fell in love with a man! And some of them figured out you were going to say a guy, what if the tabloids find out? You are going to get us killed!" I look at the ground sad knowing exactly what would happen, he gets in the car with us. Before he can say a word fratello begins to talk, he really does look out for me.

"What are we doing now?" He had let go of my hair and crossed his arms.

"You are going home." My face light up, normally home equals nothing to do and that equals learning. I've always wanted to go to regular school, be a regular kid. Day dreams floated in my mind, I didn't even realize Lovi and father talking. Once home I walk inside, humming lightly to myself. As we walk I head for my room to read a book when something grabs my shirt, I turn around and notice him standing there glaring at me.

"What are you doing?" I stood there staring questionably.

"I was going to read a book."

"Are you done with that painting?"

"Almost..."

"Then get it done, if you get done with that there are other things that you can do." He lets go of me and walks away, I sigh and go to my study room. Lovi and I have different study rooms because if one of us can't do something the other usually can, but if one of us can do something that doesn't mean the other can't.

I get out a portrait and take off the cover, an almost finished painting staring back at me. I take out my paints and get to works, closing my eyes to see the real picture. A meadow. A meadow full of flowers, the sunshine warming my face, the air blowing in my hair with the sent of flowers and freshness in it. I can't help but smile as I paint the clouds, even in the real sky clouds look like they were painted on. It's so beautiful, the sun rays gleaming down and the grass, splotches of light threw the leaves on the trees, butterflies and bees and birds! It's all so beautiful...

I open my eyes, the painting done and looking amazing. I put down the brush and leave it to dry, heading over to my computer I sit down and crack my fingers. Turning it on I open up a document and begin to reread some of the last I wrote. A story about a normal boy who has a normal life with his normal family, that's it. I write about what I dream, there is no better story than personal feelings and experience.

I started at chapter 4 and was able to make it to chapter 8 by the time dinner was served, the boy's life had changed, he was given away to parents that didn't care about him. They didn't let him play with other boys, forced him to do labor, never let him live. I ended as he sneaked out.

I go to dinner, starving and having enough to keep a baby alive. Someone should call child services on him.

After dinner Lovino and I retreat to our room, we like to sleep as much as possible because doing all we do, how early we wake up, and sleeping gets us away from him it's easy to tell why.

"... Lovi?" He's changing into his pajamas.

"What do you want?" He asks, I start to change as well.

"I'm sorry about today, I don't want to get you in trouble but I want to enjoy myself and be true..." He stands there for a moment before walking over to me.

"Fratell-?" My words stop short when I feel something wrap around me, a warm, loving embrace melting my body. Small drops of tears lightly fall down my face into my brother's shirt. He pets my hair as I wrap my arms around him, letting my tears finally break through.

"I'm sorry Feli, please don't worry about me, just do what you do and try to enjoy yourself..." I looked up at him, he was looking away. Guilt. "Stop crying and smile!" He yells angry trying sound like he doesn't care but he does. I wipe my eyes and smile at him.

"I love you Lovi~"

"Yeah yeah..." He grumbles something that I guess is I love you too and walks away.

We get into bed, turn off the lights, and fall asleep but I, I don't fall asleep. Once I hear him snoring I get up and sneak over to the cabinets, I take out a hat and make sure none of my hair is seen. I also put in some color contacts, change into some out-of-date/fashion clothes and layer so I don't look like my normal self I look in the mirror but my face could give me away. I pace back and forth. It hits me, a scarf! I quietly but quickly run to a dresser and take out a scarf and wrap it around me, once again I look in the melted sand and smile. I looked so different! I head to the window and open it, I look back at Lovi and whisper something before I jump.

"I'm sorry fratello, I love you~"

I jump out of the window.