Three months ago I made the worst mistake I could have made. I left my beautiful Isabella behind in Forks. I knew that I should have made a clean break and there is something nagging at the back of my mind that our last night caused problems, problems of which I have no clue of as yet. Since moving to England I enrolled at the University of Kent for a music degree (see author's note) and met some very nice people including a few wizards. They have helped me to move on a little bit although my ringtone will always be Bella's lullaby.

I was just about to go for my evening run when my phone rang. I looked at the caller ID and saw it was Carlisle.

"Hey dad, what's up?"

"Edward do you think you could make it to our house for dinner tonight. We have a guest!" I wondered why Carlisle emphasised the word guest. It could only mean three things the Voulturi, were-wolves or Bella. I severely hoped it was the latter as we only had 'dinner' when Bella was over.

"Sure, what time do you want me there?"

"Esme says 7.30 ok. I've got to go. See you then."

"Bye dad." I put the phone down and looked at the clock, it was 6.30. As usual I calculated things in my head. 'It will take me twenty five minutes to drive to the house so that left me thirty five to get ready'. I headed up to my room and looked in my wardrobe to see what clothes I had. I found a nice pair of stone washed jeans but no shirt to go with it, so I padded over to Lucas's room and went through his wardrobe and found a grey dress shirt. I left a note on his dresser telling him I'd borrowed the shirt. Twenty minutes later as I was writing a note for my flat mates I spotted a picture that had fallen out of my wardrobe it was me and Bella on her birthday. I felt so sad that I'd gone but I knew I was right to do so. I picked up my keys and jumped into my Volvo which I'd had flown over from forks because I knew I wouldn't get the hang of right hand drive cars.

When I arrived at the house twenty five minutes later I herd murmurs of what my family were thinking.

'What will we do if he won't have her back' Esme was musing.

'How is this possible?' Carlisle's mind was in overdrive.

'Lucky bitch! I wish that would happen to me' Rosealie was jealous

'Who knew Edward had it in him' Emmet was also jealous but was pleased too.

'We soo have to go shopping' Alice saw the shopping side of what ever had happened. Out of all the Cullen's Jazz's mind was the only one closed to me. I got out of the car and walked up the gravel drive and opened the front door. Stood in front of me was my angel. 'What in the world is she doing here?' I mused 'I would have rather she found me before she'd gone to the rest of my family. I could have explained everything to her'. I walked up to her and stood there waiting for her to make the first move. After what felt like a lifetime she shouted at me.

"Edward Anthony Mason Cullen! What did you think you would achieve by leaving me in Forks! Why did you not tell me you were .." she passed out in typical Bella style. I called Carlisle instantly who came rushing in. he picked her up and carried her into the living room. Perplexed I watched as Carlisle checked her blood pressure, O2 levels and temperature.

"Edward, I need you to do one thing this evening. Ask Bella why she's here and what caused her to faint. It is only fair she tells you herself. Think logically about what she tells you and do what you think is right.

After five minutes Bella woke. I pulled her into my arms and instantly felt better as Bella relaxed. We sat there quietly for over twenty minutes when I plucked up enough courage to ask her,

"Bella, love, why are you here and fainting in my house?" Bella looked confused and simply said'

"Edward, darling, I'm pregnant." She looked at me and her face went from blissful to one of confusion and worry.

"And how can this be? You know vampires can't reproduce."

"Actually Carlisle has said if both parties are virgins at the time of intercourse, conception is possible." I looked at her, the only coherent thought I could voice to her was "Oh." I just wanted to sit there with her falling asleep in my arms and be content for the rest of the evening but fate had other plans,

"Oh baby don't you know I suffer? Oh baby can't you hear me moan?" 'Shit' was what I thought. 'Who is it and what do they want' I looked at my phone and it was just a text from my flatmate 'thank god!' nothing major.

"Who was that Ed?" Bella asked sleepily.

"Just my flatmates telling me they were going out. I guess they didn't get the note I left them." My mind went into overdrive, the flat was empty, me and Bella needed to talk plus there would be a spare bed. "How about we go back to my flat to talk and you can stay there. We have a spare bed most nights." Bella still half asleep just nodded her head in agreement. I picked her up and carried her to my car, as I put her into the seat I noticed that she still had my ring on a chain around her neck. It made me smile and gave me hope that she might still want me.

The drive home was uneventful, Bella softly slumbered whist I drove listening to Classic FM and just as I came off the motorway Claire De Lune started to play as Bella woke up.

"This reminds me of the first time I was in your car. Do you remember the time you saved me in Seattle?" Bella spoke quietly.

"Yeah, that would be the time we played 20 questions about ourselves" I smiled at the memory "you might want to stay awake for a bit. We're nearly at my flat."

We drove in silence for another ten minutes when we arrived. I went and opened the front door, as soon as it was open I ran straight back to the car and carried Bella into the hall way. I locked the car from the porch and shut the door behind me. Bella had found her way to the living room and had sat on the big leather sofa. I could tell it was getting cold Bella had curled her self up and was hugging herself to keep warm. I went and put the heating on. Bella looked like death warmed up I decided we could talk in the morning sleep was more important for my beautiful Bella.

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