Chapter 2 Italy

Dear Diary

I wish I had began writing sooner but I just now had the urge to start, kind of, but better late than never right. Everything has been so great, but I guess if I'm going to explain how I got here I should explain where I was before here happened so that Diary understands how here came to be now. My therapist says writing down my feelings is a good thing so I think this is the right thing to do and Lovino told me that if I wanted to F-ing write in a diary then go the F on and do it so, I know it's the right thing to do, here it goes!

I had just got off the bus and when I went in the house I thought grandfather had hosted a crazy party but there were no whores around, or alcoholics or drugs or shady men. So I guess they all went home but grandfather was upstairs and well, he had left this world so I passed out but woke up later and Lovino was there hugging me so I knew it would be all right but then-


"Feli dear? Are you okay?" Soft green eyes peeked through the door way of Italy's bedroom before a slender woman in her silk house coat pushed it open and entered with a man also in his night wear.

"Are you okay Feliciano, we heard some shuffling and wanted to check on you." The man adjusted the square frame of his glasses and observed the room, after finding everything in place he made his way to the desk that Feliciano and his wife were at.

"I'm sorry Mr. and Mrs. Edelstein, I was looking for a pencil because I wanted to write in my diary and I made a lot of noise, and I'm sorry I'll go to bed now and wont cause any more trouble for you both, I promise." Feliciano put down his pencil and began to shut his diary when Mrs Edelstein reached over and rested a hand on his shoulder.

"I wish I had a diary from when I was younger." She smiled as she picked up the pencil and handed it back to Italy . "I was always too busy climbing trees or playing with action figures to write in a diary, but I still can remember a few good stories, I can even tell you a few as bed time stories, or maybe tomorrow I could tell you about my childhood with old Roderich here." Elizabeta motioned towards the man standing next to her as he grabbed her hand and began to lead her to the door

"Elizabeta dear, I know you want to bond with Feliciano at every waking moment but I think he just wants to write in his diary and go to bed."

"Oh Roddy please, I wont tell him how I beat you up all the time and broke your dolls...goodnight Feli dear." Elizabeta giggled as she escaped roderich's grasp and ran off to bed before her husband could catch her.

After sighing and shaking his head Roderich turned towards Felicano and smiled.

"That woman...well, if you need anything we will be where we always are, down the hall-."

"and to the left." Feliciano finished and smiled to the man.

"And Feli, you don't cause us any trouble okay, remember that, so don't hesitate to get us when you need us." Roderich looked down at the young boy with caring eyes hoping he would understand his feelings and not think of himself as a burden to them all the time.

"Oh, thank you Mr. Edelstein, I will."

Roderich lingered in the doorway for a moment before he sighed again then went to his room.


Okay Diary I live with Mr. and Mrs. Edelstein now, and they are really nice and Mrs. Edlestien likes the cookies I make and Mr. Edelstien plays pretty music on the piano and I like it and so does Mrs. Edelstien. oop, that's not the beginning what I meant was.

I had passed out but when I got up I had a horrible head ache and was still kind of groggy. I wanted to cry because it was night-time and I felt alone and scared, but then I felt someone behind me moan and whisper something. When I turned around I could see that Lovino was there sleeping and holding on to me and that made me feel so much better. I got closer to Lovino and wrapped my arms around him and went back to sleep. I thought I had a bad dream and had crawled into Lovino's bed again but I didn't. The next day was probably one of the many scary days of my life so far. I woke up in my bed, or the slashed blankets of my bed, in my night-clothes. Looking over I saw Romano sitting in a chair looking at me, I thought that was weird so I got up and went to touch him but he was all dirty and wouldn't let me. Romano said he had spent forever washing me up that I needed to stay clean

"But, Why aren't we at school?" I asked as I read the clock, it was evening time.

"You took a sick day Feli." Lovino said as he got up and began to take off his shirt, I just watched him because I was kind of confused. "What about you, you took a sick day to brother, right?"

It was quiet for a moment and I think that was when brother was thinking over what to tell me, but it's not like I wouldn't have noticed, eventually, I think.

"I quit school." Lovino said, and I started crying because that meant I'd have to go alone.

He told me he had to work more so he could bring in more money to pay for the bills and I asked him about grandfather and his part of the money and Lovino got really quiet again so I told him about the horrible dream I thought I had about finding grandfather dead because Romano would think that was funny and call me names but, Romano turned sort of a greenish color and looked away from me.

"I'm sorry Feli but, Grandfather did die." Lovino looked at me then got up and headed for the door and stretched. "Well, Gramps is dead and I'm stuck taking care of you, but it's a secret okay?"

"Why is it a secret? Shouldn't we give Grandfather a funeral and call the police like you said." I asked because I remembered that everybody that dies has a funeral but Lovino said, Grandfather already had his and I missed it and so did the rest of the world and I shouldn't tell anyone because that would make them all sad, so I didn't

Good night diary, I'm sleepy and I have to be well rested for my visit with Brother tomorrow or he gets worried, and mad at me. So I'll tell you the rest tomorrow and how brother made me pasta for being such a good secret keeper!

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