Okay now this is from Hermione's point of view. Thanks for all your comments :D I'm thinking of making a happy end. Not sure if I should. Advice?
Life was supposed to be nice. I grew up in London and I was normal kid. I had few friends and I loved books. They didn't get it. But that was okay, they loved pop and concerts I loved books and rock. But still we were all friendly. My world changed when I was 11, I was a witch. There was whole new world and I was eager to see it. My mom was scared to let me go, but dad persuaded her telling her that I would be fine. Ohh, how were they wrong. I'm not a person who likes to broke all the rules. But I have found out that every once in a while I was in need to bend them a little. Of all people in this world I became best friends with Harry Potter and Ronald Weasley. We were in trouble from our first year. But it was all for greater good.
But let's be honest, my troubles started when I met you. Day when we were in Ministry. I have met you that day. You were coming to Lucius, your voice sent shivers down my spine. You were in black dress with your black,wild hair pinned up. I could sense magic coming in waves from you. It was such sweet, powerful sense. But I couldn't enjoy in it. I had to run. You killed Sirius that day. Harry was in some kind of delirium. He wouldn't talk to anyone, Ron was sad seeing his best mate in that state. Ginny tried to be there for us, Molly tried, they all did. My duty was to hate you yet I couldn't brace myself to do that. Everybody thought that I was in shock except Dumbledore. He just looked at me curiously, I didn't even want to think what would happen if anybody knew...Knew what? That I don't hate you? I don't know what. I excused myself and left the table.
That night I dreamed about you. And the next night. Every night I dreamed you, your arms pulling me close, your lips upon my own. Every day I woke up before sun rise. Ginny would still be asleep in the bed next to mine. Hot showers only worked for first two days. Two dark circles showed beneath my eyes. I saw them getting worried. I made my mind, I heard Snape telling Lupin that Dark Eaters will attack London. That night I appareted to London. Half a night I was looking for them. I was about to give up when I saw green lights in one of the houses. I felt my heart hurting for poor people who are being murdered. Some of they apparated away in the house, some in the back yard. Everybody were chatting and smiling. I wished I could kill them. And then I heard crack behind me, I jumped and turned and saw you. I should've been horrified and I was not. Just the opposite when I looked into your eyes I just calmed down. Your eyes did that to me. You ran. You didn't do anything to me. You just ran away. I decided this is the end but I have hoped it would be just the begining.
And it was. You came to Hogwarts grounds. That night I took Harry's Invisibility Cloak.
''Where are you going?'' he asked looking suprised.
''I'm going for a walk.''
''A walk? At 11 o'clock? Are you seeing someone?''
''I need to clear my mind. And what it is to you if I am seeing someone?'' Now I'm mad.
''Because that is going to hurt Ron. I saw how he looks at you. And don't even try to deny it, you saw it too. If you are seeing someone it will break him.'' Harry countinued.
''Just because he feels that way about me, it dosen't mean I feel the same. But Harry honestly,
there isn't anyone. I just need some fresh air. That's it. My mind is on overload every day and I just need some time for myself.''
I met you on the beach. You were sitting on a big rock throwing little rocks in the water. Moonlight was perfect on you. We talked for soo long and I just fell asleep in your arms. That continued for three weeks. Every night just you and me. In those moments I wasn't a part of a Golden trio and you weren't His follower. We were just us. You were the best bed I had ever had. I slept only few hours every night but it felt like I was sleeping for days, I was always so rested. Harry asked me where the hell I'm disappearing every night. I said to walk around, thank Merlin, Ginny came to us before he had chance to say anything more. That night I confessed. I told you my secret. That I love you. That you were the love of my life. I kissed you. I was never happier than in the moment you kissed me back. We made love that night. I lied spent in your arms when you woke me up. I saw someone coming towards us. Dumbledore. We were almost dressed when he stoped few feet in frontof us. We finished, he came closer and I grabed your hand.
''There is nothing to fear Miss Granger.'' he said
''Professor Dumbledore...I...'' I was at loss of the words
''It is quite alright. Love conquers all, you know. But I do find it very important that you find a place to be together. After all, winter is coming. It wouldn't be the best for any of you to catch a cold.'' said wise professor. ''It is early morning, but you should hurry up Miss Granger If you wish to go back inside unnoticed. Same for you Bella, it wouldn't be smart for anyone to find out you weren't in your bed this night.''
''Thank you professor Dumbledor. I just want to say that I would never do anything to hurt her.'' said Bella squeezing my hand.
''Oh I know that Bella. I can see it in your eyes.''
She kissed me and then appareted. I was a little afraid to look into Dumbledors eyes so I just looked into the ground.
''Oh Miss Granger please do look up. I am not angry at all. I know how you feel. But trust me when I say that you are not betraying Harry or Ron. Bellatrix did bad things in life, but she feels remorse and she feels guilty. I've known her for a very long time, she is a good person in her soul. But in her life, her family and friends only showed her one side of this world. And now, thanks to you she opened her eyes for other side. But I do think that this is not something you should be sharing with Harry or Ron yet.'' said Dumbledore.
''Thank you professor. You don't know how much this means to me.''
''Please do hurry up Miss Granger, I wouldn't want to see angry Minerva this morning.''
''Thank you Professor.'' I said and hurried to my dorm and into my class.
In the middle of my class Dumbledore came and asked Professor Snape if he could let me go this class. I took my stuff and went with Dumbledore. In front of classroom stood Minerva McGonagall. They appareted us into the Forbidden Forest. There was the cabin-Bella and I were free to use it. Also Professor McGonagall gave me a portkey to get me here every night. We appareted back.
''I'm not going to say I'm happy about it. I don't lie. And I will not say I understand, but if your choice is to be with her then I will support it. You have a right to make your own decisions.'' said Minerva while we were walking down the corridors.
Of course I gave Harry his cloak back saying I won't be needing it anymore. He seemed happy, thinking I won't go out again. I countinued to talk with them and trying to help him with everything. I also noticed Ronald sitting closer to me. Oh no, but Harry and Ginny looked at us like there is something between us. I do love Ron but as a brother. I hate the fact that I'll hurt him.
You were my saviour hidden in the darkness of a night. Every night I found you and by the morning light I would've lost you. I said to Ron there was never gonna be anything between us. Harry didn't understand, Ginny didn't understand but that didn't matter for me. Because every night I understood you. And then everything went to hell. Dumbledore died. We ran off, it was so hard to come to you, but I did-every second night I would be yours again. Harry and Ron never saw a thing, I would come back before they noticed. One night you came to the cabin shaken up.
''What's the matter?'' I asked
''Nothing. I think He will try to kidnap you or Ron. I don't know what to do, maybe I could try and talk him out of it, or...''
''Don't you dare!'' I interrupted. ''He will kill you. You won't do such a thing.''
''And what if He kills Ron or you? What then? I can't live without you.'' I couldn't let Ron get killed.
''Listen to me. I'll start a fight with the boys I'll run away angry. You just make sure that they find me and bring me back to you. And then you do what you must.'' I said.
''I will not torture you. I refuse.''
''Do you really think I want somebody else's hands on me? I need you to hurt me so the others won't. Don't use your full strenght on me. Please tell me you will do it. Bella promise me you will do what you must.''
''I promise, I love you Hermione and because of it I promise.'' you said and left.
You toruted me. It hurted me but what was killing me was seeing your heart breaking while you did it. I saw it in your eyes, you tried to deny it but I have seen it. I came that night and you were so broken and I couldn't help but to start to cry. You carried me to a bed and you hold me untill a morning. You kissed me telling me that you were sorry. I knew you were sorry as I was too. I went back to Fleur's and Bill's cabin, they all waited for me. The moment I walk through that door Harry started to yell and scream Ron right beside him. Fleur came in front of me and looked at the boys ready to kill them. She took me to the kitchen and I cryed on her sholder. I said I'll be back later she just told me to be safe. I went back to you. You held me and we sat in front of a cabin looking into the woods. We saw little dear passing bye. I will remember that as one of the most beautiful mornings I have ever experianced. We ran, we hided, we tried to find all Horcruxes. And then I knew it was going to end. Final battle was approaching.
That night we knew it was the end. We made love whole night. You kissed me so many times, you made me go to the stars and back. It was like you were trying to draw a map of my body, like you were memorising every curve, every scar, every birth mark on me. I will never forget your wild black hair and your gentle touch, the way your body arched back when I touched you. I was just like you, eager to know you, all of you. I needed to have memories of you just in case. That morning when we parted, you gave me a ring on small silver chain and you swore to me on your fidelity to the rest of our lifes. I did the same. I put that ring made of white gold around my neck and you did the same. We said our goodbyes.
Before we entered Hogwarts I put that ring on ma finger and went to a fight. We were almost over, Harry was alive and he killed Voldemort, I saw Molly sending a curse on you. You fell. I screamed and run to you.
''Stay with me, Bellatrix. You can't leave me now, please not now. Please don't close that beautiful dark eyes on me. Not you, everyone but you. Just not you.''
''I love you.'' you whispered and closed your eyes.
Minerva ran towards me.
''Hermione I'll take her to the hospital, I have a friend there who ows me a favour. Maybe he'll be able to save her. But you have to go and resume the fight. Now.''
I gave her last kiss and went to a fight. It was over by minutes. They saw Him dead and they surendered. Minerva was back. People were happy, it was over. Tonks came to me and hugged me, Ron, Ginny and Harry were coming to. I was there, but my mind was with her. I looked at Minerva and she bowed her head and shook it. Oh God please no, no. Oh God. I ran off, outside I collapsed on the ground. Tonks came after me crying too, Lupin was dead. She sat next to me and we just cried. Harry, Ron and Ginny came to us asking what was wrong. Tonks said Lupin was dead. They thought I was crying because of him too. I never corrected them. I went to Minerva asking to see your body. She refused, I scremed and she hold me tightly and I started to cry. She said she would take care of the body and that she would bring your ashes. I was to tired to say no, to argue. I went to Burrow and to bed. They tried to speak to me but I refused. The love of my life was dead. All I ever wanted in life was gone, my dream was shattered. My heart, where was it? I couldn't feel its beating, all I felt was sorrow and pain. Pain that started in my chest and just went to every part of my body. I took a shower I had a lot of scrapes and bruises. I won't heal them, I need a reminder of this night. Of the night I died.
Okay? Bad? Anyway...it will end soon. It won't be that long story. But will it be happy or sad ending? I would love to hear your opinion. R&R
