Dear diary,
So guess what my idea to go to work despote being fired was...insert drumroll her if ya can...a terrible idea.My boss totally flipped and was actually gonna call the security on me after all my services to the company even though its an ordinary departmental store(tch).You see i got fired because of my ex-fiance five days to our supposed wedding he showed up at my office which i share with thirteen others and my cubicle is smaller than my office building elevator and that's saying alot,am pretty sure that only five-dollars and some old rickety materials was budgeted for that shit,we always say our last prayer before using it cos it could be our last i always take the stairs if i can help it which is rarely(suprised! i know)why complain about the elevator when you can follow the elevator,let me drop one on ya mr diary,some people's offices are actually on the stairs plus jobless hobo's who use the stairs as their home while pretended that they are employees but we are all gonna pretend like we don't see it.
Before i deviate again i said my that sonofabitch was the reason i got
fired he came in to my office looking all fime with that orange hair gaining him more attention than the guilt which was erched in his eyes,i dont know how i'd mix it but i was so stupid(that i was for him),he drag me by the arm and took me to that rickety dingy old elevator and started to touch me twas weird but hey he's the man i allowed him do what he was doing but guess who was caught and rhen fired for misconduct(and i wasn't even doing anything) and he didn't even do anything,he just stood there with this really weird expression in his face.
My whole life revolved aroumd him,i met him at an amusement parkwirh his twin sisters when i was twenty-one in college,his sisters were the best,he was sweet,charming,funny,sarcastic,could scowl like a PMSing female lion but he always had this special smile reserved for me,it made me feel like i was the only one in the world,i really love him and could do anything for him.He fought my demons and i stopped his nightmares and fears,he was my pillar and my sun and i was his rock and his moon...blah blah blah...all that i wrote over there are just bullshit,total shit,i don't think the sun ever shited on the moon and blamed it on the something that happened during his creation but he did,but i never minded cos when you love someone you love them with their flaws and he really loved me and still do,he was ready to give me the world and i was ready to wait for him to conquer it and bring it to me...Ha ha ha!!we were so young and stupid i'd sit under a tree and allow him quote shakespeare to me.
I was desperate for the attention he gave me,i made sure he knew that without him my life would be nothing that he was what kept me going and guess what he made sure i understood what it meant to give someone your life and i'd regret it.
