I wouldn't have blamed you for throwing this out as soon as you recieved it. I guess if your reading this then that's not the case.
I know that everything I put you through the past thirty years ids unforgiveable. Despite what I did, however far apart we've been, you must believe that the love I feel for you and our daughter has never been anything but true and real.
I never thought I could feel that way about someone, the way I feel about you. I once promised that I would stay with you forever, that I would move heaven and earth to be where you are. I have lay awake so many times, pictured you walking through the door. The biggest mistake of my life was leaving you and Sydney.
It may take forever, but I hope that one day you could learn to forgive me, even learn to love me again.
I'll be missing you.
I love you forever & a day.
Irina xx
