What is he saying? He's not a monster he's Beautiful, he just needs to believe in himself more than soon he will find all this a lot easier.
"Please Jazy stop talking about yourself like that it makes me upset." My eyes started filling again.
"I'm Sorry Darlin', please don't cry I didn't mean to upset you." He placed his strong stone hands on my face and pulled my head up to look at his. His eyes were pained I could tell the blackness glimmered, he started swallowing suddenly, I knew what he wanted but he was to stubborn right now to feed.
"Tea?" I asked holding my hand out to him.
"No! I need to know how Bella is and if she forgives me." He answered while standing up.
"You know what Edward said he wants Bella away from all Vampires we can't see her anymore." I answered.
"Fine, I guess I should go feed." He smiled that smile that makes my frozen heart melt.
"Are you coming Carlisle?" I gave him a massive smile. "Aww go on. You know you want to?"
He started laughing. "Sounds good I will just tell Esme, wait here for me."
Before we knew it he was back.
"Sorry guys but Edward want's a word with all of us in the Living Room." He frowned.
"But Jasper needs to feed, I'm sorry but this can wait." I started walking towards the forest, but felt a tug at my sleeve.
"Alice, Edward wants us we better go, I need to know if Bella forgives me or not." His Black eyes somehow glimmered at me, even though they looked like black holes they made me smile and I soon changed my mind.
"Ok fine for a while then we hunt." Following Carlisle, Jasper held my hand tightly for comfort I kissed it lightly as we entered the house.
"What now Edward?" I asked smugly.
"I just wanted to say in front of everyone that I am sorry to the both of you, I just don't know what came over me?" He placed his hand out for us to shake it and Jasper put his in Edward's.
"No problem and I'm sorry for my actions to, I was just upset with what had happened."
"Understandable I did hurt her." Edward added.
Carlisle exited the room and came back with a glass of Blood.
"Here Jasper drink up." He handed him the glass and smiled.
"Human blood?" He asked.
"Yes but right now you need it animal blood is not going to stop the first from today with Bella, you need to beat the craving then you can have go hunt." Carlisle was right; Jasper was too focused on wanting Bella's Blood at the moment that no amount of animal blood would stop that overwhelming feeling.
Jasper took a deep breath and swigged the whole glass. His eyes turned lighter but not fully off black, suddenly he disappeared.
"Where is he? What is he doing?" Then suddenly a vision hit me, Lights flashed and a familiar face appeared from inside a car. Maria!"
"Jazz, get Jazz please, we need to leave now please." I started panicking, last time Maria was here she made him have a sort of Jackal and Hyde personality.
He flipped at me twice not meaning to of cause. Ripping the stone hard flesh from my side, his razor sharp teeth tearing into my skin the venom oozing into my bites. The shudder down my already frozen spine.
His arguments between himself. "What am I doing?"
"Shut Up she's useless!"
"My defenceless wife, stop please?"
"I said NO!"
As his Jackal side threw me against the side of the grand staircase in our old house, kneeling beside me about to attack, I screamed memories which might have brought him back to himself, The wedding, Us meeting for the first time, Finding that Beautiful house and most of all being a real happy couple.
It worked and he soon fought the other side of him, I wasn't having it happen to him again not now, not ever.
"Get Jazz now please, we have to go." I started running towards the door but Edward grabbed me.
"When is she getting here?" He asked, the rest of the family looked on with confusion on their faces.
"3 Days, Jasper and I need to leave Edward, now I am not having that Bitch take away my life again."
I started dry crying as I walked down to the Garage.
"Jasper are you ok?" The lights were all off I only spotted the cupboard door open and the whole this empty. "Jazy where are you?" I saw him in a vision sat in Carlisle's car with Red eyes and a donation bag in his hand.
I opened the car door and he pulled me towards him. "What's wrong Darlin' you seem stressed?"
But before I could answer he pushed my down onto the back seats and changed my mood.
Lust and Pleasure ran threw out my body, His cool hands pulled at my dress and in a second the zipper was undone, then with one short pull it was off.
I grabbed violently at his jumper, pulling it over his head and ripping the buttons off his shirt,
His skin smooth, gentle and soft, as I followed his beautifully marked chest down to his jeans.
His lips wrapped around mine, I pulled harder at his trousers once off, I tugged at his curls this kiss felt so nice and romantic I didn't care for the fact that we were in the back of a car.
Without me even noticing our pants were off and he was finally inside me, it started off soft and gentle but I needed more than that the amount of lust he was projecting on me was powerful and I needed more.
"Jazy Baby, Harder." I groaned. "Please Jasper Please."
As I asked he did pushing down on my body, pulling my bra off and caressing my breasts.
I groaned, I didn't want this moment to end.
"Enjoying Mrs Whitlock?" He Asked.
"Aww of cause I am Mr Whitlock, Why wouldn't I be?" I groaned.
Then it all ended so suddenly, it was Maria in the house asking Jasper to join her again, she was messing with my blind spots in my visions we only had 10 minutes left.
As the vision finished I Looked into Jasper's now worried eyes.
"I came down here to tell you that Maria is back and you distracted me." I sighed.
"My apologies Ma'am. How long do we have?" He asked but I couldn't think the way his gorgeous sexy southern voice says Ma'am just makes me feel like one million dollars.
"Alice Darlin' how long?" I snapped out of dream world finally and answered.
"10 Minutes. She tricked me; she knows how to play with my mind." I suddenly noticed that we were both fully dressed.
"When did you dress me?" Confusion filled my mind.
"While you were having your vision. Good aren't I!" He added.
"Cocky more like." I laughed while kissing his lips gently. "Come on lets go tell everyone."
But it was too late as we got near the Living room the doorbell rang.
