(Awesome response from you guys! ^_^ So, I now have THREE stories, so if you're only interested in one im sorry if the uploading isn't regular, newsflash IT PROBABLY NEVER WILL BE! XD Im very chaotic with writing and uploading, sorry about that. ^_^)
Izzy's POV
Jasper released my hand and Carlisle stepped forward "Hello Izzy, you're looking wonderful if I may say, how is your thirst?" Gah, now that's all I can think about, I wonder where Edward is, I want him to hunt with me "It's very uncomfortable, where's Edward? I want him to come hunting with me.." Just at the mention of Edwards name a chorus of growls rips through the room and im back crouched in the corner again
Jasper frowns and sends a wave of calm through the room before pulling me back up "Why do you want to see Edward, don't you remember what happened to cause your change?" Well what a stupid question, with an amazing voice. "Of course I do, Jacob attacked me, and then Edward drove off to go get Carlisle, im guessing he was busy since you had to come Jasper"
Jasper frowned further at this, and his voice was definatly softer "No Izzy, Edward came home, talked to Alice and the two of them left, we have no idea where they are."
They can't be serious, Edward will be back soon. I know he will, he loves me, I love him too, we're going to be together forever, yeah, Edward will be here soon.. "Oh, that's okay, I'll just wait for him to get back..." Jasper shook his head "Sorry Izzy, I can't let you do that, you need to hunt, now, if you don't you could become dangerous" Well that's ridiculous.
"That's stupid, Edward will be here soon" Jasper shook his head sadly "They packed up their things, they're not coming back Izzy." Well that's just not possible, Edward wouldn't leave me, he loves me! I start shaking my head, backing out the room, he would be waiting for me somewhere.
"Izzy, stay still please" His voice had gone funny, all commanding and sexy. But still I had to go. I continued backing out the room, not wanting to take my eyes off them. Suddenly Emmet was behind me and had hold of my arms; just then Jasper picked me up around the waist and threw me over his shoulder "Hey, put me down you fucker!" I started kicking, hitting, clawing at him, he took it all in his stride and just continued walking out the room and down the stairs "Going hunting Izzy, then you and me are going to stay at my apartment in rural Texas for a while, away from people, until you're totally under control, then we'll come back, don't worry, I'll let you pack first."
"Like hell I'm going anywhere with you! I don't even know you!" I was yelling at him now, still kicking at him, eventually my ballet pumps came off, leaving me shoeless, by this point we were back at my house. He dropped me on the floor but kept hold of my shoulders tight. "Go up to your room and pack, your fathers not here so you should be fine, don't break anything." "But i-" He growls and cuts me off mid sentence "No buts, NOW." I have to blink a few times, absorbing the shock, then I did as he said and walked to my front door, careful not to grip the door handle too hard when I opened it. I rushed up the stairs and walked into my room, stopping for a moment in front of the mirror to look at myself.
I can't even register that the person in the mirror is me, she's so beautiful... No time to be distracted by that now, I can smell all the scents in my room, one of them is Edwards, there's another that smells like Japanese cherry blossom and vanilla, I think that's me, because all my clothes smell of it to. I start folding them up and placing them into my suitcase, once I have all my clothes I pick up my hairbrush and jewellery and such, also anything valuable I can find, stowing them into a backpack.
I take one last look around my room, venom tears pooling in my eyes, before I walk back down the steps and out the door to Jasper. A car has pulled up and he's waiting inside, one of the Cullens probably brought it round. I dumped my things in the trunk and sat in the front passenger seat, I refused to even acknowledge Jasper, I hated him for just dragging me away from everything.
"We're going to go hunting, and then we're going to Texas." I continue to stare out the window and he just sighs "Edward's not coming back, but if you really need more confirmation of that than the whole family, I'll let you call him when we get to Texas, okay? But only if you behave." Seems fair. I give him a small nod and he speeds down the street back towards the forest behind the Cullen house
Two days later, Jasper POV
I can't believe how well Izzy is doing, but it kills me that I can't be with her. We're mates, for real. And she hates me because I made her come to Texas with just me for company, she seems to enjoy my library but she won't talk to me, I just talk at her and she nods or shakes her head.
She called Edward a dew minutes ago and he mumbled some excuse about him being from a different time, they're not right for each other blah blah blah, she just got off the phone and she's walking down the stairs, she looks mad and venom tears that can never spill are pooled up in her eyes, im getting no emotions from her, but we figured out after from Elizar that she's a strong mental shield, she doesn't have complete control of her power yet so whenever her emotions are strong she puts it up automatically.
"I hate him! I absolutely hate both of them! How could they do this to me? It's the first time she's spoken to me, she's stood just a few feet away, pacing and throwing her hands in the air "I loved him! I was willing to sacrifice everything for him! And I ended up doing so, even though he doesn't love me!" Her anger is just so impossibly cute, but I have to keep an eye on her just in case "And I can't believe Alice would run off with him! I thought she was my best friend! I acted like a Barbie doll to keep her happy! I acted like a lady from the eighteenth century for him! I can't believe it Jasper! Ever since I met him I have asked so little of either of them AND THIS IS HOW THEY RETURN MY KINDNESS? How could they do this to me Jasper, why would they do this? Am I un-loveable? Is that why he did it? Was I just something to pass the time? Just a life sized doll to Alice?" By the end of her rant she's sobbing, and it breaks my heart.
I walk towards her and pull her into a hug, stroking her hair "Shhh, it's okay Izzy, I'm here, it's ok.." She stands up straighter and pulls away from me, shaking her head. "No Jasper, no. I just got my independence back, and I know that if you had tried to kiss me just then, we'd have become each others rebound, and that's not fair to either of us"
Aww crap. This is going to take a while.
(yayy! ^_^ A nice long chapter because the last one was so short, I really enjoyed writing this, make sure to review! ^_^)
