A/N thanks for the reviews everyone, they really help. now, this chapter is unbetaed and it probably reaaaly bad. ^.^ i took a little while cuz i was working on a Hetalia fic. don't ask me why...russian mythology is so fun! 8D

warnings: Allen being a stalker, slut...and stuff...um Kanda is kinda like a rock in this chapter...but w/e who doesn't like rocks? ^.^

disc: fuck that...i don't wanna own them! they're weird...and...and *runs away crying* you're so cruel!!

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It was easier to think that Kanda didn't know. But Allen wouldn't fool himself, everyday that passed he wanted him more. Whenever they passed each other Kanda would look at him briefly and Allen would smile, not just any smile but a 'come hither' grin. The surprise and shock in Kanda's eyes was his goal. It meant that Kanda was reading it well, days were passing quickly and soon winter vacations would come, Allen was sure he could get Kanda before then, but he knew he was giving himself an ultimatum. Lavi continued to try and get him out of this, tried to tell him it wasn't a good idea that Kanda wasn't worth it.

Allen knew Kanda wasn't worth it, but Allen still wanted him, he wanted every inch of that body and he wanted that gaze, those hands on him. On him, it was those thoughts that made Allen think that, yes, Kanda was worth it. He would be worth one night of passion; one angry yelling fight with Lenalee whom Allen was sure wouldn't let Kanda go without at least doing something. Another thing Allen wondered was if Lenalee knew what she had in her possession.

Allen remembered when Lavi asked him how far he would go with it this time and Allen had answered as far as he needed to go to get what he wanted.

And so, he formulated a new plan, it would take place in the locker rooms after diving practice.

Allen wasn't much of a swimmer, but he didn't mind, because he got to hold the towels, all the swimmers with their amazing, wet bodies had to come ot him for their towels and personally Allen loved it.

Smiling at the charming boys who sometimes flirted with him like he was some stupid girl, Allen couldn't help but hope Kanda would come to him to ask for a towel. But he never did, he took that sexy, lean, muscled wet body into the locker rooms. Somewhere Allen couldn't follow because he wasn't part of the team.

Until today of course.

Coach Reever stared down at Allen, "you sure about this Walker?"

Allen nodded, "i'm totally able! I practice gymnastics; my body is in the right condition."

Reever sighed and glanced at the team, he gestured for the team captain Bak Chan to come, the blonde blue eyes boy ran over grinning.

"yeah, coach?" he asked.

Reever gestured to Allen, "this punk wants to be on your swim team. How about it."

Bak looked puzzled, "towel boy?"

Allen twitched, Punk? Towel boy?

"should l show you?"

As if it was destiny the moment Allen peeled off his white tee shirt and revealed his toned body Kanda waltzed out of the locker room.

Bak gaped, "wow,."

Reever scoffed, "gymnasts..."

Allen smiled sweetly at the coach and swim team captain, "as i said before i'm perfectly capable of joining your team."

Bak laughed, "With that body? Totally, how fast are you? What's your best time-"

Allen's smile faltered, "There's just one problem."

Reever scoffed "oh, here it comes."

"I can't swim."

Bak's smile faded instantly, "whaaaat?"

Reever sighed covering his face with one hand and groaning, "ah, jeez. I knew it."

Allen's smile stayed in place now, "I mean...i'm a pretty fast learner, and I can take lessons after school if anyone were willing to teach me."

Reever glanced at the captain, Bak sighed again, "well, I'll go check with the guys."

Reever gave Allen some papers to sign and a list of things to buy and the rule book of course.

"If you're as fast as you say you are you should be on the team before the next meet, punk."

Allen nodded and smiled happily, "i'm so excited coach!"

Reever gave hi ma one sides smirk, and then just as Allen predicted he handed him a key.

"For your locker."

Yes.

"oh?"

"yeah, number 14, next to Yuu's."

Yes, just as planned.

Everything was going so perfectly and to make it even better, guess who came out walking with Bak?

Those gorgeous blue eyes narrowed at the sight of Allen and Kanda looked like he wanted to stop walking.

He stopped and said something to Bak and Bak responded by laughing and saying something about hero worship.

"Well towel boy-"

"It's Allen, Allen Walker."

"-...yeah, whatever. This is Kanda Yuu, he's gonna teach you how to swim! And then you'll join the team officially and show us what you got!"

Bak seemed to be very excited about this and Reever seemed content about another addition to the team, Kanda however did not look keen on the swimming lessons deal.

But none of them were as thrilled as Allen, oh he was very thrilled.

"i look forward to working with you, Kanda." Allen said with a presumably kind smile.

Kanda did not take his hand and shake it, he only stared at him passively. No expression in those cold blue eyed.

Bak grinned and slapped them both on the back, "well then! Have fun! Reever and I are gonna have a meeting with the rest of the team to explain what's going on here, so see ya later!"

They left.

They left Allen alone with Kanda.

Suddenly Allen's heart was pounding in his ears, his hands felt clammy; Kanda stared at him in annoyance.

He was here.

Oh god...oh god!

But then a coldness came over him and he recalled the rejection.

"Are you kidding? Why would I like a tiny little brat like you? Get a life."

Allen took a few steps forward to bring them closer.

"Kanda –sempai." He whined, "are you really gonna teach poor little me how to swim?"

Kanda's eyebrow twitched.

"i'm so glad." Allen whispered placing his hands on the taller boy's hips, "i just know you'll be a good teacher."

"You're disgusting."

Allen looked up at him sharply, "so are you."

Kanda's eyes narrowed into slits, "what?"

"you touch that slut don't you? You kiss her; does it feel nice to stick your tongue down her throat instead of mine?" Allen grinned, lifting Kanda's shirt and licking his warm, flat stomach, "if you can fuck a nasty slut like her..." Kanda's hands were shaking when they grabbed Allen's shoulders.

Allen grinned and ran his tongue over those abs again, "why...can't...you...do...me?"

Kanda let out a heavy breath and pushed Allen off, "you're sick, you're a fucked up freak." He bit out.

Allen kept his balance, he saw the doubt in those eyes and grinned, "Really?" he asked, he ran his hands along his hips and chest, "then i guess you like fucked up freaks like me."

Kanda glared at him, "why are you here? Why the hell are you stalking me, I could mess you up really bad right now if the idea of even touching you weren't so disgusting."

Allen's grin shrunk, "what a silly question Kanda. I'll answer it if you tell me why you got in a fight with Lenalee on Friday."

Kanda's eyes darkened and he clenched his fists, "that none of your business."

Allen's expression was serious when he spoke next, "it could happen, what you were thinking back then in that classroom, I know that meeting up with her was the last thing on your mind. It could happen Kanda. What you were imagining."

There was silence and Allen chuckled, Kanda's glare was twisted, like he was so angry he could barely take it, he couldn't do anything here though, not with the coach around.

"You look tense Kanda." Allen said smiling sweetly, he moved close to Kanda and the Japanese man drew back.

"Oh, are you angry?" Allen grinned at him, "You know, I wouldn't mind if you liked it rough. I'm pretty sure Lenalee is a total romantic who thinks everything should be sweet and rose coloured."

Kanda stared at him as he moved even closer, he was breathing harshly through his teeth his jaw was set tight and his eyes were like blue flames.

"But not me," Allen said unable to keep the bitterness out of his voice. "I will never be that naive again. I know that when you take me it will hurt, but feeling you inside is the only think i want. The only thing I will ever need. I know you will tear me, rip me in half like you want to do right now, but I won't resist." Allen placed his hands on Kanda's hips again, "you can do it right now if you want."

Kanda's eyes were wide and there was something in his gaze that made Allen's heart lurch.

"The world isn't....rose coloured...in her world."Kanda muttered.

Allen's gaze narrowed, "and that is why she was better?"

Kanda didn't answer.

"that fucking cunt is nothing compared to me Kanda, anything she gives you I can give you better, what she has i can make up for in so many ways. All you need to do is be mine. Mine and only mine."

Kanda was looking into Allen's eyes with nothing but hard, cold anger

"If all i can get from you is hate Kanda." Allen whispered rising to his tiptoes to bring their faces closer, "then i'll take it, all your rage, and all your cold hearted anger. I will take it all."

Allen could barely feel Kanda's lips on his before the Asian shoved him into the pool.

Allen was clinging to the concrete ledge so he wouldn't sink when he saw Bak running out to see what had happened, "Walker are you okay?! Kanda what the hell did you do!?"

"Just the first lesson." Kanda said before disappearing through the entrance.

Allen's gaze remained on the door where Kanda had left through; he wasn't smiling this time, despite his amusement.

Just another push, another push and Kanda would be his.

pfft, it'll take more then that to get rid of stalker allen! i mean...just wait till Lenalee finds out...hurhur. Reviews?