James on Bella
Bella was a welcomed mirage in the desert.
So fucking pretty and perfect and willing, and me wanting but fuck I couldn't touch that girl.
She didn't know it, but her heart was with Cullen. Shit, everything she did was for Cullen and he either didn't know or didn't care, and no one else was saying anything so why should I? I'd have my phantom girl and treat her right when I could and hope she'd put up with me when I didn't.
