A/N : Rated M , don't believe me? Well go die .
Well I didn't forget about Sam . She's the other half to my story , cause you know fuck Carly . And when I mean fuck Carly , oh I mean it .
Disclaimer : If I owned iCarly , oh god you don't want to know what would happen if I owned iCarly .
Chapter 2 : Hey , life sucks .
SPOV
" Yeah do me like you did all those other guys ? Such a slut , find someone else to fuck and be your bitch . "
That was all I needed to hear to get my ass out of there .
I never would believe Freddie would do this , out of all people Freddie ?
You fucking idiot why didn't you grab an umbrella ?
"Ugh" I shivered , my jacket was most definitely not keeping me warm in this rain .
I wandered through the rain , I knew which way was so called home . I just didn't feel like spending the night at Carly's after that .
The sign of the yard leading to the trailer park was welcoming enough .
I was amazed how fast I covered the distance from Carly's home to mines .
Anything can happen in the rain right ?
I gave myself a nice chuckle as I opened the door .
It was quiet , too quiet .
After a quick scan of each and every room , I settled with the fact that my mother went out to drink again .
Too bad ; at least its going to be quiet . Letting out a sigh of relief I glided into my room and prepared for a shower .
I watched myself , slowly undress in the mirror .
" I have a lot for a 17 years". I said looking triumphantly into the mirror .
Man Carly must be jealous . Even myself that was hard to believe .
I could see the years of puberty just unleashing itself .
The way my breasts filled in quickly and how I had to constantly squeeze into cargo's because my thighs were getting too thick .
I noticed the guys at school paying more attention too . Its been a lot of staring this month too be honest .
I just couldn't resist pushing my boobs up and sliding my hands slowly across my curves .
Now when did this happen ? I grinned .
Yeah when did it happen ?
"Eating does pay off ." I smiled .
One for Sam , Zero for Carly .
I decided to stop checking myself out in the mirror and to hop into the shower .
I left my back at the bay of the lukewarm water .
Just felt so good , too good .
My mind had to wander , just somewhere . For now .
" Oh , so you believe Sam was crushing on Freddie ? No way dude ."
I tuned my ears to listen into the conversation these two dweebs were having by the lockers out of all places .
" Yeah I heard Freddie , beat the shit out of Tim because he said one bad thing about her ."
Oh really? So he is really crushing on me then if he had to do that .
That was all I needed to hear , just that one thing .
"This is totally gonna give me a reason to explain that dream I had about him."
"About who ?" Carly asked .
Oh shit "uh a actor that's coming to Seattle soon." I could feel the blood just rushing to my face .
"Oh okay." Carly smiled . When does this girl ever stop smiling ? Thank god she was as dumb as a rock when it came to these things .
Note to not talk out loud by the way .
The sudden smack of cold water jerked me back to where I was .
The warmth hit me again and I sighed .
Thank god it got warm again .
Freddie was running through my mind . I couldn't believe that he could even bring himself to say what he said to me .
"When you started being such a insensitive bitch ."
His words echoed through my head, and sent a shiver down my spine .
I thought about it again , this time with nothing to disrupt my true thoughts .
Maybe I should give him another shot and apologize ?
I giggled when I thought of the word shot .
"Unghh Sam im cumming"
I bit my lip and shook my head , feeling a blush coming on .
Me and Freddie doing it ? Yeah im pretty sure .
The thought of him filling in over the past years just made me even hotter . He really toned up , not the same wimpy nerd I met 3 years ago .
The day me , him , and Carly went to the beach was a day id never forget .
When he took off his shirt me and Carly looked so surprised .
He had the most delicious body I have ever seen .
And I should know , I've seen a lot .
The way his abs and pecs were , just perfect .
He glistened in the sun that day and I honestly believe I spent my day gawking at him, (Carly and her ignorance infested self missed out on some stuff that day) I just wanted to drag my tongue down his upper body until I got his prize .
Man it was getting hot . I could fell the heat radiating off of my body , just because of him .
I pressed my back up against the shower wall , underneath the shower head and rested my leg on the edge of the tub in a standing position .
I was breathing heavily now, I needed to get rid of some stress now .
I teased myself pretending it was him , I played around with the outside of my lips . Letting the juices flow freely from my core down my leg and into the drain .
"Ah" I couldn't help too squeal .
I slowly slid in two fingers , arching my back with every measurement that slid into me .
It just felt so good .
Why was I so hot and wet ?
I stopped the thinking and continued to work on myself .
I slid my fingers in and out of my lips repeatedly , circling my clit repeatedly .
"Right there Freddie , just right ther- ahhhh ."
Freddie ? Are you kidding me ?
I increased my pace , feeling my bliss coming sooner and sooner .
My knees started buckling , they were going to give out underneath me soon .
"Ahhh , yessss ."
I bit my lip and closed my eyes , letting the hot water simulate what I needed what was supposed to be there .
"Cum for me Sam , cum hard ."
I could have sworn he was right there working my factory for me .
I could imagine him there, grinning enjoying my bliss , me clawing at his back intensely .
And that sent me into overdrive , my drive was burning itself out . I
" Im cumming Freddie !" I nearly screamed .
My knees buckled hard , my body tensed , it tingled as waves of pleasure shot repeatedly through my body .
It was just beyond what I thought was beyond . I stood there , letting the warm water wash him away .
I relaxed there under the warm water for god knows how long .
A sudden noise alerted me that I heard in the distance . The sound of a old car pulling up , sloshing in the pot holes on the road .
Fuck not yet , I thought .
I quickly hurried my ass into what I called my room , and threw my self onto my bed , half dressed .
I heard footsteps approach my door , and the clicking sound of the doorknob turning .
I remember he's supposed to be coming back , please not him .
The door opened , and the smell of alcohol rushed over into my nostrils .
The smell of vodka, all to familiar that made my heart drop .
"She looks even prettier than before" I heard a all too familiar voice say , slurring their words .
Those words caused my heart to fall into my stomache the instant I heard them .
Please let it not be him , just let it not be him .
I was too scared to look up too see if it was him or not .
But deep down , I knew who it was already .
A hand brushed my bang to the side , rough and callused .
I cried inside , because it was the exact of what I suspected .
Him .
A/N : Im not good with lemons (except the ones in my room ;) , but at least I gave it a try . Hopefully Sam will turn out okay , I just want her too . What happens to her is purely based on what the other half chooses . Cliffhangers are vicious I know , but at least you know that the story is not ending anytime soon .
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