I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet

Make sure I know who's taking you home.

Maura stayed on the front lawn long after Jane was gone, until the cold became nearly unbearable. As she walked back into her house numb with grief over the altercation with Jane she fell into the bed and curled into a ball for the first time since Maura could remember she just wanted to turn her overly logical brain off. Briefly she thought about drinking a bottle of red wine but it hadn't worked so well for her last night.

She couldn't help thinking how funny it was that one single event that lasted no longer than ten minutes could so drastically change her life. Take from her the one person she had ever been to relate to ever. Her first relationship that she had actually seen a future with. She let out a anguished yell and began to sob pulling herself up into a ball in the middle of her bed. The man whatever his name was briefly stopped by the room to tell her that he was leaving and then hightailed it out of there.

She didn't blame him she was socially awkward at best but especially in situations like she had put this man in what would she had done if she woke up to a woman crying after a night of sex? Yeah, she would have also gotten the hell out of there too. Unless it was Jane for Jane would have stayed for Jane she would do anything she was asked. Especially now that she had screwed up so badly.

She allowed herself thirty minutes of a break down before she got up took a deep breath and gathered herself. She locked everything in a box in the back of her mind to be analyzed and worried about later but right now she had to get everything together long enough to go to work if she was anything she was professional.

At least she would be able to get her mind off of Jane by distracting her. Then again it could do the exact opposite she could be so distracted that she screwed up. She could go in there and only seen Jane. Only thing about them flirting shamelessly over the body she had on her table at the minute.

She took a shower fight hard to keep it together and quickly got ready throwing her hair in a pony tail without drying it and only put on a minimal amount of make up. She didn't have the will to do much more. She jumped in her car and took the longest route going ten miles under the speed limit the entire way. She really wasn't looking forward to dealing with Jane ignoring her.

Jane walked into the bullpen exhausted and heartbroken with only one coffee as opposed to her normal two. She fell into her chair with a groan, it was so hard to keep it together when all she wanted to do was fall apart. After she caught Maura with that guy she went home dressed for work and being the very insensitive person she was prayed for a murder case to get her out of the office. Maybe she was a little selfish but she really needed her mind to be taken off of what she just saw.

As she though about it she clenched her jaw to keep the anger that was pulsing through her from exploding out. That man had his disgusting hands all over Maura's beautiful perfect body. He was on top of her, he kissed her lips the very soft warm lips that only Jane was allowed to kiss. When the anger became to much she punched the wall as hard as she could with a small yelp she jerked her hand back. Thankfully none of the guys where in the room to see her little tantrum.

Not so thankfully the very person she didn't want to see had chosen that moment to walk in. When Jane punched the wall Maura had been watching her silently from the door way and she rushed over to make sure she was okay.

"Jane what the hell where you thinking?" Maura asked worried. "You might have broken your hand let me see it."

"I don't know Maura what were you thinking." she snapped back but she let Maura take her hand she hissed loudly when Maura tried to gently assess the damage.

"Damn Maura will you stop doing that?"

"Doing what?" She asked staring intently at Jane's hand.

"Hurting me Maura. It's not enough that you have to break my heart now you've got to get a few physical digs in as well?"

Maura looked up at her with huge sad eyes that began to fill with tears, Jane immediately regretted what she had said but not enough to take it back as much as she loved Maura and she did she really, really did she took a little satisfaction in the fact that she was able to hurt Maura a little.

"I never intended to hurt you Jane." replied Maura as she refocused her attention on Jane's hand. "It doesn't appear to be broken."

"Whether you intended to or not you've broken my heart now if you could leave I've got a lot of work to do." She was lying of course but her stomach turned every time she looked at Maura. She hated that looking at the love of her life made her sick. She wanted to cry but she wouldn't not in front of Maura never again.

"Please Jane you have to understand. Please forgive me." She begged

"This isn't something I can just forgive Maura I'm not built that way."

Maura grabbed Jane's face and kissed her hard on the lips and for a moment Jane lost herself in the softness of Maura's lips. Then it hit her like a tidal wave all she could think of was the other guy doing exactly what she was now.

She pushed Maura away gently as possible. "I can't do this please just leave."

Maura nodded kissed Jane on the forehead and left the detective sitting at her desk.

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