My Life 2/?
By~~Maki
A/N~ Well here is the second part to this fic, I am writing this as I go along. I hope people are enjoying this, please let me know what you think. By the way, I don't own Digimon, though I would love to own Matt J So don't sue me, I have no money, I am just doing this for fun.
Rating PG 13 for language/topic matter, etc. later maybe higher rating.
T.K. bounded into the airport scanning furiously for his brother. Matt had gone off to college in Europe while T.K. had gone to college locally in Japan. It had been four months since the last time T.K. had seen Matt and he was now a bundle of nervous energy as he scanned the crowds of people exiting the terminal.
"Excuse me… Sorry… Pardon me… Gomen… Excuse me." T.K. said as he tried desperately to maneuver through the thick crowd. "Ugh! Kuso, I just want to find my brother!"
"Hey young man! Who gave you permission to swear." Came a stern voice from behind him.
TK quickly whipped around to confront this jerk that dared to interrupt his raving while trying to search for his brother only to be confronted with the missing said brother.
"Matt!" TK yelled and quickly glomped on to his older brother for a heartfelt hug.
"Hey TK." Matt said laughing. "I swear you must have grown another 2 or 3 inches." He said while looking up to TK, who was now about 4 inches taller then Matt himself.
TK chuckled softly, shaking his head. "Come on, let's get out of this place, it's a real zoo." He said grabbing on of Matt's bags and heaving it up on his shoulder. "Besides we are having a reunion of sorts tonight, but first I wanna get some time with my big brother."
Matt smiled and nodded his head while trying to breathe deeply to calm his agitated nerves.
After settling into his room and taking a hot shower, Matt sprawled out on his bed and heaved a heavy sigh. Too much stress, to much bullshit. And tonight I get to see my friends, how will I tell them, better yet, will I tell them?
"Earth to Matt? Come in Matt?" TK stood by Matt's bed waving his hand in front of his face. "Come on man, snap out of it."
Matt started, realizing TK was standing above him. "Hey! Didn't hear you come in." Matt said as he sat up and smiled at his younger brother.
TK chuckled, "yeah, well you would have if you hadn't been off in la-la land. So? Who is she? I want details!" TK winked a Matt, gave him a nudge and watched as Matt opened and closed his mouth like a fish out of water.
"Uh… A girl?" Matt asked astounded.
TK nodded his head and grinned like a Cheshire cat.
Matt had to think quickly, " Hey what time does this reunion start?"
TK frowned; Matt had been acting odd ever since he picked him up from the airport. He thought at first that it may have been a girl that Matt was thinking about, but given his reaction to the question, he had to scratch that off his list. He knew Matt was doing well in college, so it couldn't be that.
"Nani?"
TK looked at Matt realizing he had been lost in thought, he smiled softly. "Gomen." He looked down and then back at Matt who was still looking at him questioningly.
"Oniisan?"
"Yeah TK?
"What's going on with you? I know something is up, so what is it?"
Matt looked at TK for a moment and then placed his head in his hands. "TK… I just have a lot on my mind."
TK placed his hand on his oniisan's shoulder. "I figured that much, so spill."
Matt was silent, breathing heavily when TK felt Matt's shoulders shudder softly and then finally heard very faint sobbing sounds coming from his older brother. This scared TK to the core. Matt was always so strong and tough, for him to lose it like this it would have to be something really very bad.
"Onegai, Matt, tell me what's going on?"
Matt tried to stop the tears from coming, but the crystalline jewels continued to flow freely from his eyes, like an unstoppable damn that had been set free. Being home and so close to his family had been much harder then he had thought that it would be. He felt so tired, so tired of having this endless weight on his shoulders, so tired of facing this nightmare on his own. This thought made him sob even more as the pain of what had been going on racked through his mind and body. He suddenly reached out and forcefully grabbed a hold of TK bring his younger brother to him and crushing himself in a much needed embrace as he continued to cry.
When Matt grabbed a hold of TK, his mind was racing with possibilities for his older brother's extremely odd behavior and as Matt continued to cry while embracing TK, TK found himself in a panic.
"Matt?" TK said softly while gently rubbing his back.
"I…I'm…s…so…scared. TK" Matt replied between sobs.
"Naze?"
Matt pushed himself away from the warm embrace and looked up at TK. He knew he had to tell him, he couldn't face this alone, not anymore.
"I'm dying TK." Matt said softly.
(tbc…)
A/N~ OK peeps, what da ya think? Crap?? Keep going?? Half way interested?? Very interested?? Love it?? Hate it?? Please let me know, C/C needed, begged, loved, etc.
