Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
DISCLAIMER: I STILL DO NOT OWN NARUTO...YET!
This chapter is dedicated to Mugen Dragon, he was the first to acknowledge this story and he shared his with me. And to mon ami loca Seti T. saranghaeyo! Enjoy!
Chapter2:Anata gata no tame ni~ Because of you
"Oh right..." recognition dawned on the blonde, 'He had raped you and tried to take control of your body. Man that must have sucked! WAIT! Why am I sympathizing with that uke when he's so mean to me?'
'BECUASE YOU LIKE HIM! you like him... you like him!' chanted the demon fox named Kyuubi.
'KYUUBI!' he screamed.
HEHEHEH...LEAVING' he chuckled at the poor blonde's misfortune.
Turning back to face Sasuke, Naruto fed up with this entire evening really just wanted it to end.
Hands on the mirror, can't get much clearer
Can't make this all go away
Now that you're bleeding you stare at the ceiling
Watch as it all fades away
"Look I'm sorry for what happened to you. But can I leave now? You've had 10x your fun for the day" stated Naruto sourly .
He could never imagine that those two seemingly harmless little words would spark such an immense reaction to Sasuke and open up Pandora's Box.
"You're sorry for me?" screeched Sasuke, turning a vicious shade bordering on purple, "You think your sorry makes any fucking difference to me? Well then, say it to my ass, because it suffered just as much damage as the rest of me, maybe even more..." whispered the last part to himself, but Naruto heard him.
A look of pity graced his face, seeing that Sasuke flipped...cracked, whichever, whatever...He went crazy.
""Sorry"" he says! Well, I'm fucking sorry too!" the raven was fuming, and Naruto had never seen Sasuke so mad.
He looked like a psycho contemplating his next murder, "Where were you, hmm? huh! Where was that pretty face and those beautiful eyes...that loud mouth?" he scoffed.
"Probably stuffing your face with that garbage ramen!" Naruto slightly offended wanted to defend his only pleasure in life and Kami's gift to man but thought better of it.
"I wonder how you keep your great figure? Well I guess you burn calories by talking!" said Sasuke answering his own musings.
From what you do, because of you
You know I can't be there
Each time that you call
I swore not to come, but I m here after all
I know by the look that I see in your eye
I won't stand around and I won't watch you die
From what you do, because of you
"Sorry?..." he said it as if it was a word foreign and was poisonous to him.
But then his tone softened, "It was your face..I thought about you the whole time...every time...every three hours it happened. Silently screaming out to you, begging youto help me!" Sasuke laughed incredulously at the thought.
"Sasuke..." Naruto whispered softly, as he tried to inch closer to the broken raven, pity and self-loathing marring his angelic features.
"I was so pathetic..that I tried to picture it was me and you, and it worked for two weeks. But the bitter reality of your not being there sunk in...'Sorry'? I'll fucking show your virgin ass 'sorry'! You bastard!" he seethed.
Obsidian eyes honed in on cerulean ones, Sasuke advanced towards the blonde, his expression unreadable.
"I'll tear out those sapphire eyes..that I can't bear to see... Stop the flow that surrounds me in endless pity..." he declared, voice resonating triumphantly.
What you do, what you do
What's become of you?
What you do, what you do
What's become of...?
Naruto knew the words by heart, It was Sasuke's famous poem [1], normally he wouldn't let himself believe that the the poem was mainly about him, but there was no use denying it now since it was so obvious.
"S..SASUKE! What the h..hell are YOU DOING!" Naruto shrieked.
Sasuke had used his ninja wire and expertly hogtied the blonde, leaving no limb unscathed. When completely satisfied with his work and Naruto had been tied down like a dog, he dignified Naruto's question with an answer...
"What I am doing, you little fucker...is showing you exactly what I went through. I had every part of me bound in every excruciating way possible and he would rape me..." Sasuke said this without even flinching but Naruto wasn't having it...
"You are NOT gonna rape me!" trilled Naruto, but Sasuke acted as if he'd heard nothing.
"It's rude to interrupt. So anyways, after that or during that he'd taunt me...ask me how each painful thing he did to me felt. Why? because he video tapped it and after that they would beat me up, they'd force me to watch it. They even had the nerve to talk about how they could have done better." chuckled Sasuke bitterly.
Now that you did this, you ask for forgiveness
Doctor could you be my priest
You say you're mistaken, but look what you've taken
You laugh as you lie through your teeth
"One time, I was foolish enough to bawl out your name and boy did he let me have it! He made me write his name in my own blood over and over until I stopped bleeding" said the raven frowning at the memory.
"I..I..you poor bastard...I'm sorry that happened to you, but you were strong enough to survive! That means something right?" stated Naruto halfheartedly, barely believing it himself even though it was the truth.
Sasuke exploded again, "Will you stop saying sorry! I told you those words mean nothing to me! You'll make up for your sins another way. First..I'll show you what happened to me and second...I think I'll make me slave!" smirked the raven.
"Honto ni?[2]...I'm gonna be The Great Uchiha Sasuke's love slave!" Naruto feigned excitement, "I'm deeply grateful but truly unworthy of such an honor" spat Naruto sarcastically.
Sasuke stopped moving and regarded him coldly.
From what you do, Because of you
You know I can't be there
Each time that you call
I swore not to come, but I m here after all
I know by the look that I see in your eye
I won't stand around and I won't watch you die
From what you do, because of you
"Love?...I don't know the meaning of that word nor do I ever wish to know. I never once said that I loved you" Sasuke deadpanned, dwelling on the subject, "..To fuck with your mind?..definitely, but I love no one! The only emotions I feel are pain, regret, and hate for those are real. Oh! and sometimes jealousy! but that's usually when someone else tries to hurt you, that's my job." boasted the raven proudly.
"Some job" muttered Naruto.
"Enough talk! It's time to open your virgin eyes and see the true ugliness of this world!" proclaimed Sasuke breathlessly.
Naruto on the verge of death still managed sarcasm, "Great! Preach on Emo Jesus!" murmured the blonde.
With that, he kicked Naruto in the sternum and pounded relentlessly at his chest.
"Augh! S.." he got punched in the throat, "*gasp*" choked the blonde desperately trying to refill his needy lungs.
"Awww Naruto...C'mon we just started! I know you can do better than that" said the sadistic raven.
Ever so slowly, he pulled something out of his ninja pouch, not yet revealing the object, liking the way the blonde squirmed in anticipation, he loved to tease.
"P..please Sas...!" Naruto was interrupted by a kunai embedded dangerously in his thigh.
What you do, what you do
What's become of you?
What you do, what you do
What's become of...?
From what you do...
"AGHH! Stop it...NOW!" bawled Naruto.
Sasuke looked down at his best friend heartbroken but resigned, "I can't...you have to see..to feel what happened for me to ever forgive you. I'm not a monster you know..I just want you to really know what I feel..." murmured the raven close to tears.
Naruto could see the softness return to Sasuke's eyes but it had vanished as quickly as it appeared.
"If this will..AHHGH!" Sasuke had flipped him over and tossed him two feet into the forest.
Naruto was flat on his arse when he saw Sasuke advancing to him, he started to back up into the nearest tree that he hadn't destroyed earlier.
"Now there's a sight!" Sasuke flashed a dazzling smile, although in actuality it was more like he was bearing his teeth, but it had Naruto mesmerized nonetheless...
"Do you know beautiful you look when you're bleeding? When you're in pain or scared?" questioned the raven.
Hands on the mirror, can't get much clearer
Can't make this all go away
Now that you're bleeding you stare at the ceiling
And watch as it all fades away
He started disrobing himself, his eyes never leaving the blonde beneath him. Not even when the cloth of his robe obscured his vision momentarily, Naruto could feel his eyes piercing into his soul.
"Sasuke...I don't wanna lose it this way..." protested the blonde, but Sasuke ignored his pleas.
He was cutting the remainder of Naruto's clothing with the same kunai that he threw at the blonde, removing it forcefully.
With every inch of his perfectly tanned skin that was exposed to the cool damp air made Naruto shiver.
"Never said I was going to rape you, not yet at least...not here. But I will hurt you beyond repair. Are you ready Naruto Uzumaki? My tomodaichi?" demanded Sasuke glaring at the boy on the ground.
"Yes...if this will atone for my sins, then I'll welcome any punishment that you see fit. I'll be your slave, whatever..I just want you to forgive me" confessed the blonde shyly.
He couldn't concentrate, "Shut up!" pleaded Sasuke, he couldn't focus on hurting the blonde when he looked so resigned and peaceful.
'How patriotic of him...no matter' "I'll wipe the resolve off his beautiful face!"
Naruto gazed at him confused "Huh? beautiful?.." not giving him the slightest answer, Sasuke pounced.
From what you do, Because of you
You know I can't be there
Each time that you call
I swore not to come, but I m here after all
I know by the look that I see in your eye
I won't stand around and I won't watch you die
From what you do, because of you
Sasuke began to beat the living crap out of the blonde. He kicked him, smacked him, spanked him, he flogged him, he even bit him. Naruto's mind swam throughout the whole thing. It was as if he was disconnected from his body and he was watching from the outside.
The 'real Naruto' could feel the pain and went through the motions but the ghost Naruto simply stared at his beautiful tormentor. '
How he be so beautiful when doing something so ugly?...Is he crying?' wondered the ghost...
Sasuke's eyes had begun to water during the beating, 'Maybe I should just stop..Look at him..how can I do this to him? I have to stop...' the raven wiped at his eyes furiously.
'He is crying...' he stated awestruck, all of a sudden Naruto could feel his out of body experience coming to an end and he was slammed back into his body, just as the raven was going to administer another blow, he paused.
What you do, what you do
What's become of you?
What you do, what you do
What's become of...?
The raven had administered the blonde's punishment for two straight hours, so when he stopped Naruto was blood, dirt and sweat stained beyond belief. Although he made great effort to try not to hurt Naruto's but his failure was evident by the huge gash in the center of Naruto's bloodstained forehead, from where Sasuke's foot got stuck.
"Congratulations, Naruto...you've just survived two hours worth of beatings. Mind you I had to go much longer but considering the circumstances you're doing great!" praised the raven truly impressed by the blonde.
"Even though you've been crying and screaming the entire time...heheh you almost stopped me for a second when you tried to scream out my name, good thing I silenced you in time..before you could complete the second syllable!" chuckled the raven halfheartedly.
"Now Naruto...It's time for the last part of the torture!..SEXUAL ABUSE!" cheered Sasuke.
[1]: An excerpt from a poem I wrote 2 years ago...
Naru: why is he always on about my virginity? virgin this..virgin that...creeper!
me:You have a point there, maybe he's one of those... you know those virgin snatchers.
naru: Le gasp! the ppl who only like to screw virgins! *looks at Sasuke with an ugly face* eww... sick bastard
sasu: What was that dobe? you want me to rape you? fine I will! *advances on naruto*
naru: Waahhh! *shudders* I need an adult! TT^TT
sasu: *sasuke pauses..looks at the audience and says* I AM AN ADULT! MUAHAHAHA! .
me:oh shyte! *runs away* =D
naru: coward! *looks at sasuke and gulps* Want a cookie?
sasu: Nah.. I'm in the mood for.. fishcake... *grins devilishly*
naru: waaahh! kiara taskete kudasai! (help me) XD
me: Nah... I think I'll watch! It might give me inspiration for my fanfics.. *pulls up chair and pops a squat* ^_*
naru: kono kusatare...(asshole)
sasu: Only if you beg for it! !
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