I was finally met up with Gerard I was staying with him on the bus with his brother and other band members. I honestly hated it because the bus was to small but lucky we were going to the hotel tonight.

"here" the bus driver pulled up to the hotel. I already had a room booked since I had to be here for the house shows and Raw on Monday so Gerard decided just to room with me. Once got into the room I took some clothes out and went to take a shower which I was shortly after joined by Gerard. It felt nice to be with him again being this far and only seeing each other 2 days of the week was killing me.

"so I was thinking since this is the last album for my band" he wrapped his hands around me from behind and placed his hands on my stomach "maybe we can start a family" he kissed my neck

"you already know my answer so why keep asking" I sighed he's been begging me for a child I'm not ready I just got into the main roster my career is blooming if I have a child now it would ruin everything I've worked hard for "and besides we aren't even married to have kids"

"we can change that" he mumbled in my ear

"let's just take it day by day" I got it and placed my clothes on. I was sitting on the bed on my laptop looking at my email Gerard sat next to me rubbing my back I heard a ding and notice I had a request from face time by Dean I quickly accepted

"hey kiddo" I sat there and didn't say a word "hey Angie"

"much better" I smiled "what's up how's your days off"

"honestly its alright you should've came to Vegas with me it was a hilarious time at Pete's Pub everyone asked why you didn't come along" I notice Gerard was eying over at the screen I had a feeling he wasn't liking what Dean was saying. "but I told them you had other plans so" he shrugged." you in New York yet"

"yeah I'm actually here now" I laughed

"wow coming from a girl who comes the last minute" he joked." maybe I should come early to"

"I'm actually here early because my boy is here doing a music video and a show" I moved the screen over showing him laying back

"didn't need to see that but okay well I'll let you go see you soon" he logged off

"who was that" Gerard asked

"my friend Dean"

"you think he's hot" I looked at him and shook my head in disbelief

"he's a friend babe just a friend stop being so jealous hun I love you" I learned over and kissed him

"love you to" he pulled his phone out and started playing on it I felt my phone buzz it was a text from my brother asking what's up. I haven't talked to him lately we had a falling out when my mom came back last year after walking out on my dad and us when I was 10 years old.

it's been 2 days since I've been in New York and I was bored off my mind but thankfully everyone was arriving today. Gerard has been busy filming and rehearsing I tried to convince him to come to one of my shows before he leaves he wasn't into wrestling matter of fact I always had to drag him to a show when I was on NXT. I felt my phone vibrate it was a text from Gerard

after my interview I'll be at the show front row :)

I smiled I was happy he was coming which I realized I had to get ready to head to the arena.

I packed my bag and headed to the lobby I spotted Dean with his hood up walking so I tried making my way to him he did everything to get in and out without trying to be spotted. I grabbed his arm which caused him to push me off. "you should 've called for me you scared me" he chuckled

"sorry but you think I can ride with you" I gave him a puppy dog face

"where's your boyfriend" he looked around

"at a interview" I followed him to his car. the ride there was silence which was unusual "you okay your quiet"

"yeah" he lied. I sat back and watched out the window.

DEAN POV

I came a day early to hang with Angie but she was to busy so I hung out with Renee. We decided to grab some lunch at her favorite restaurant which was packed once we walked to the empty booth I saw Gerard Angie's boyfriend sitting with a brown hair girl with her arms covered in tattoos.

As we sat down I couldn't help but to over hear the conversation I felt Renee kick me from under the table

"its not nice to listen to other people's conversation" she whispered. I placed a finger up telling her to be quiet.

After lunch Renee went home while I went back to the hotel I grabbed my bag ready to make my way to the arena I felt a hand on my arm which caused me to jump I turned to see Angie "you should've called for me you scared me"

"sorry but you think I can ride with you" she gave me the puppy dog face which I hated because I always crave in

"where's your boyfriend" I asked already knowing where he was at

"interview" she followed me to the car I couldn't believe he lied to her. I wanted to tell her what I heard earlier but decided not to. "you okay your quiet"

"yeah" I lied.

once we got to the arena I parted ways with Angie I didn't want to tell her and have her night ruined she seemed happy I wasn't going mess things up with her.

"did you tell her" I looked over and saw Renee I shook my head no "hun you need to tell her she has the right to know I would want to know if you did that behind my back"

Renee and I kept our relationship quiet even Angie didn't know about our relationship Renee was still seeing her ex when we got together and I'm a private guy. "he told her he was in a interview" I looked around and grabbed her hand "she seemed so happy I didn't want to ruin her night"

"well promise me you will tell her soon" she leaned in and kissed me

"of course" I placed a fake smile on. honestly I wasn't sure when or even how to tell her she was a close friend someone I loved a lot someone I would drop everything for I didn't want to break her heart but I knew she needed to know.