Chapter 2: Home

The sun sets and I jump out of the tree I waited all day on. I pass by a alarming deer that prances away but i'm too bored with them I don't care. The wind sets in and blows the fallen leaves towards the way home.

Everything is catching up with me
I awake to find i'm not at all where I
Should be

I walk the opposite way, towards the same club I went to last night. The police are the and the yellow do not cross sign is wrapped all around the spot I drained that girl. I just walk past it, the scent of dry blood fills my noise I just shake it out and keep walking. After a mile I see another club with a line of people standing in front of the main doors. I walk closer to hear the music banging from the inside to the outside. Each time the security guards open the door to let someone in the music becomes louder and more clearer.

And it feels I'm getting to the end
And it's hard to figure out what's real
And what's pretend

I go get in line, it doesn't take too long for me to get in. Because some cute guy let's me in, assumed to be the owner. "What's your name?" his husky voice asks deeply in my ear as he holds on to my arm. "Amanda" I yell into his ear over the loud music, lying about my name. He smiles and nods, taking me to a vacant room. I can still hear the music even when he closes the door.

"My name is..." he tries to say push I push him down on a red sofa to shush him.

"Your name doesn't matter anymore" I whisper, and sit on his lap. He stays quiet but he smirks, his hands grab my ribs and slide down softly to lay on my hips.

"You can't touch me just yet" I say, grabbing his hands and resting them on the wall behind us. I bury my head and his neck and act as if I am about to kiss him. Then I cover his mouth with my left hand so no one can hear him shout.

To break from what we're tied to
God knows how much I've tried to

I sink my teeth into him as quickly and as hard as I can. I jumps back and tries to push me off. I hear his heartbeat become faster and I drink faster. He tastes as sweet as the girl was. I noticed that fear just sweetens the blood every victim I have ever had was afraid that's why humans taste so good. A animal doesn't fear as much as a human I should know because I am a animal as well and I don't fear.

And I am still inside you
And I am still inside you

Once his skin turns pale and his heart stops I remove my fangs and walk out of the room quickly. No one notices because they are too high or drunk to see.

I escape
Every now and then
And to think
I find myself
Back here again
And again

I walk past all sorts and groups of people grinding on each other. Or dirty dancing to the beat of the music. I picture me and Bella in the middle of all the crowd doing the same as they are. I remember how much I want to feel her against me. I remember how I ache to touch her. I remember the kiss, and it makes me want to go back home.

I used to know who I was untill you came along
I return to the only place
I've ever felt that I belong

I walk out of the building with blood still on my mouth, running down my checks to land on my shirt but I don't care. This is how a animal is suppose to look.

To break from what we're tied to
God knows How much I've tried to

Someday I will return to Bella but for now my freedom is deadly to all even myself.

And I am still inside you
And I am still inside you