AN: Thank You for the reviews they are very sweet and keep me motivated to write more stories so Thank you I want to thank Rockerchick08, Secretlife92, BamonBrucas, Sliver flower and all my anonymous Viewers. So thanks once again for Commenting/ adding it to their Favorites / Alerting my story: D. Well I decided to write a sequel to it and its kinda another songs-fic but this time to Vanilla Twilight by Owl-city because it picks up where I left off R&R Enjoy!
Summary: Sequel to Crossfire
Disclaimer: I do not own the VD or the song Vanilla Twilight.
Stefan's POV
"The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here"
I catch myself dreaming about Bonnie… about the times we had. I immediately reach out for the woman; who's not there….
Stefan groaned and got out of the bed grabbing his phone by the bedside table to
Text bonnie. The dream felt real the way her touch felt; the way she laughed and the way she smelt God the way she smelt like sweet Vanilla… I inhaled deeply the vanilla scent Invaded my nose awakening my senses. She is here with Damon. A low growl escaped my lips I was jealous, jealous that he had the woman I wanted… the woman I needed…. The woman I loved.
"I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly"
I grabbed a white beater and made my way downstairs only to be greeted by bonnie and Damon having a make-out session on the couch…
"Um..Sorry to interrupt but -"
"You wouldn't be interrupting if you left."
Damon said receiving a smack on the arm from a disapproving bonnie.
"Oh fine hurry up I want to go back to kissing my little witch" Damon smirked
I became jealous once again as Damon gloated about kissing bonnie, My eyes changed from Grey to bleeding black … my jealously turned into anger it was getting harder to control myself; wanting to go over there and wipe that smirk off of Damon's face … If he kept gloating I wouldn't be responsible to what happens next. Damon picked up my Jealousy another STUPID smirk appeared as he wrapped his arms around bonnie My Bonnie ! it was getting harder and harder to keep calm but I knew I had to…..
"The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
are right where yours fit perfectly"
"Never mind it wasn't that important anyways.." I trailed off wanting to get out of this situation.
"No wait Stefan!" bonnie called out
"How would you like to come to the grill with me and Damon?"
"I'd love to"
The grill was packed apparently it was couples night tonight which only made things more awkward. Here I was tagging along with my brother and his girlfriend to "couples night" at the grill. Honestly I felt like shit … watching my brother and Bonnie exchange glances and smiles towards each other.
"Baby Bird How about a dance?" Damon smiled
"I can't just leave Stefan here" Bonnie protested
"Stefan's a big boy he'll be fine..."
"Yeah go and enjoy yourselves" I lied
"I don't know I mean I did invite you…and I don't want you to feel like a third-wheel"
Too late…
" Bonnie he'll be fine besides if he gets lonely he can talk to Elena"
Damon said pointing to the brunette who just entered the grill with Tyler Lockwood hand in hand. So far this night was getting worse and worse. I couldn't take it I had to leave.
Stefan got up and quickly left.
"I'll find repose in new ways
though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
when I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone"
* Flashback* It all came back to me the day I found out that Elena was cheating on me with Tyler… It was Sarah Bensons birthday party me and Elena were going together. About an 1 hour after we arrived Elena seemed to disappear.
I Looked everywhere but still on sign of Elena.
"Hey Bonnie, have you seen Elena?" I asked voice full of concern.
"No I thought she was with you"
"She was but now I cant find her" "Don't worry we'll find her" Bonnie said
Me and bonnie searched the living room , basement and backyard even asked people yet no one knew where she was
"I don't know stef; maybe she went home ?" Bonnie suggested
"Maybe"
A Tall Blonde approached us; you could tell she was drunk because she could barley walk.
" Are you looking for Elena?" she slurred
"Yes!" me and bonnie said in unison
"The last time I saw her she was heading upstairs with tyler but you know they looked -" before she could finish her sentence I sped upstairs in search of elena.
One of the bedroom lights were on I slowly made my way to the door and opened it. My heart stopped as I saw Elena and tyler kissing. Elena didn't have her shirt on, they were too caught up in the moment to notice I was standing by the doorway. Bonnie made her way upstairs curious to see what was going on.
"Oh my god!" she gasped
Tyler and Elena pulled away from each other. Guilt was written all over there faces,
" How could you?" "Stefan Im soo sorry I never meant to hurt you" Elena cried
"Who do you want Elena, Me Or Tyler?" Her voice was low as she told me her decision
"Tyler…"
* End Of Flashback*"As many times as I blink When violet eyes get brighter
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again"
" Are you okay?" Bonnie whispered putting a supportive arm around me.
"Yeah" I breathed
She could tell something was wrong and was not leaving until I opened up to her.
"It hurt Bonnie, Seeing her with Tyler… seeing you with Damon."
"Wha-What?" Bonnie stuttered
"I like you bonnie a lot; you were always there when I needed you, heck you still are. I was a fool not to tell you how I felt. I was scared, scared to get my heart broken again. Trust me bonnie when I tell you I'm paying the price; I have to watch you in my brother's arms when you're suppose to be in mine… I have feelings for you bonnie and there not just going to go away!"
She was silent, tears were threatening to fall down her face; she couldn't speak
"Forget it you don't understand" I said in a bitter-tone
"I wouldn't understand, I WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! How do you think I felt watching you and Elena being all lovey-dovey whenever you saw each other; wishing it was ME that you looked forward to seeing, ME that you wanted to kiss.
You don't think I don't know how it feels stef; whenever you were with Elena I wished it was ME… I do have feelings for you Stefan, but I also have feelings for Damon. You're not the only one who feels pain Stefan I felt it too…"
I don't know what came over me maybe all the feelings I kept bottled up inside but hearing bonnie say that; saying that she has feelings for me made me feel relieved. Our faces were dangerously close I couldn't stop myself I had to, I had to feel her soft lips on mine. I closed the gap between us capturing her lips In a Passionate kiss. The feeling of Want was overpowered by the feeling of need.
I needed her lips, I needed her and I wanted her to know that. She pulled back slowly not wanting to break the kiss.
"And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here"
"I'm so sorry" She blushed slowly getting up
"Don't be, I kissed you"
I said wrapping my arms around her waist leaning forward desperately wanting to kiss her again.
"I'm with Damon" she breathed
"Then I'll wait"
She kissed me again I could sense she needed this too. I pulled her closer and kissed her gentle yet fierce. She pulled back again because of the lack of air. I looked at her grey eyes boring into her emerald green ones. She reached up and Kissed me on the cheek before going back into the grill….
Here I am again wide awake at 3:00 in the morning because I had another dream about Bonnie. A smile was plastered on my face as I thought about her, about what happened. I laid back down continuing my dream about her….
I'll admit it I wanted to be greedy… and I know she did too.
AN: Thank you soo much for reading ! Please leave a review and tell me what you thought :). Sorry if it seemed a bit rushed I really wanted to get this up. So Thanks again for reading ! Summer's almost over :O
I hope you had a great summer and enjoy what's left of it !
God Bless !
- Vamp213
