A/N: Well, this is hte second part of Roxas's Diary. It dosent end here, but I can always make it end here if you people dont review. Reviewing is awesome, it helps out us writers who feel unloved. Like me. This is older, but I still enjoy reading it. please review.

Well, I'm not asleep again. I just can't get that picture of Demyx after he came in today. He looked.... worn. His hair was turning black around the edges, his eyes had a blank look to them, and he could barely lift any water to put out the flames Axel had lit. His face looked drawn out, and he almost fell over.

Demyx never 'almost fell over'. He maybe a klutz sometimes, but he is so energetic that he can catch himself and act as if he meant to do that. He gave me a look that made me want to pull out my keyblades on him. And, he looked thinner, but not in the body type way. No, he looked thinner as if he was fading away.

Axel said he would treat me to sea salt ice-cream, but I haven't really seen him since last night. I hope he is all right.

We were sent on another mission, this time we were sent to this little island, in the middle of an ocean. For some odd reason it looked familiar. And, I had this hallucination of three kids, one girl, and two boys, running all over the island...and then it was gone in a flash of darkness.

I don't know why we were sent to that island, for there was nothing to do, no heartless to kill, nothing, but Demyx and Zexion came along. Zexion was his normal self, and Demyx was almost back to normal.

When we went back to headquarters, I couldn't take it anymore. I left headquarters, and went down to the town. The only thing left untouched was a tall tower, one that brought back good memories of me and Axel eating our ice-cream. I bought two sea salt icreams, and went over to the replaced railing near to the ocean. I leaned over the railing, and saw someone else's reflection, but it wasn't Axel's. It was the kid of my dreams, my nightmares, staring back at me. The weird thing was, he was holding a keyblade, and I couldn't remember what keyblade it was. He was looking at me sadly, and then Axel's reflection came over and was next to me. I looked up sharply, and when I realized it was Axel, I looked back down to the water.

It was my own reflection staring back at me. And two steadily dripping sea salt ice creams dripping in my left hand.
"You going to eat those?" said Axel, breaking the silence.
"Huh? Oh, yeah. One for you...." I said, and I tiredly lifted the ice creams out to him. He took one and stared licking it. I let my ice-cream drip into the ocean, and looked out over the waters playing in the warm breeze.

I started walking back to the head quarters, leaving Axel in silence. After I had gotten into my room, I locked it, and laid on the bed, my thoughts muddled. I no longer wanted to be part of the Organization 13.