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Stumbling from the Dr. Thompson's office, Meredith clutching the photo of her baby, wait Derek's baby, in her hand.

"Oh god, what am I going to do?"

"Do what?" asks the one person, other than Derek, that could see that there she was hiding something.

"Nothing Christina," she quickly tries to hide the picture behind her back, "I'm not doing anything."

"Really, because it looks like your hiding something and it better not be what I think it is." Christina cocks her head to the side and starts to tap her foot impatiently. Even though she was small in stature, she still was tough as nails.

"Wha, what do you think it is?" Meredith gasps, as she starts to pale.

"I have no idea, but now I know something is going on, you're as pale as a ghost. I hit my 80 hour limit," she looks at her watch, "like four hours ago, so let's go to Joe's, I know you don't work today, so you can't use that excuse. When we get there, you will tell me what's going on." Christina says as she grabs Meredith by the arm and steers her towards the door.


Flopping onto the barstool Meredith realizes she really needs someone to know about this secret, and someone to help her decide what to do. Joe walks up, and reaches for the Tequila, "Christina, my happy little lark, what will it be? Meredith, the usual, or are we being daring tonight?"

"Wait, did you just call me little, and happy!" Christina spat. "Now I really need a beer!"

As he pours the beer, Meredith whispers her request, "Water please, Joe." Clank, sputter! Christina choked on her just served beer, and Joe dropped the glass he was polishing.

"Did you just ask for water?" they asked in unison.

"Meredith are you okay? You have been coming here for almost a year, and not once have you ever asked me for water." Joe said in disbelief, while handing her, the requested water.

"I'm fine." She said with a small, sad, smile as he walked away shaking his head.

"So what's going on?" Christina asked. It just happened; the whole story flowed from Meredith's lips. The last happy day she had with Derek, and how the last period she had was a week before Addison had appeared, how she stared becoming nauseated in the mornings, her breasts being tender, and the weird cravings she had bee having. Then pulling the photo from her back pocket she showed Christina, "I was looking for something to fill the hole where my heart was after Derek left, and this little girl is the one thing that he could give me that would do it." She sobbed, and felt Christina slid off her stool and hug her.

"You know that what ever you do, all of us, and I mean all of us, will support you. When are you going to tell him?"

"I don't know, but it has to be soon, before anyone else finds out." Meredith said as she leaned against one of her best friends, and imagined what the little girl, who was created out of love, would look like.


Across the street, in the Obstetrics wing of SGH, Addison Shepard waited for her colleague, Dr. Thompson, to return to her office.

"Well she's taking forever." The tall red head said as she plopped down in the chair behind Thompson's desk. It was covered with the charts of the day's patients that the doctor needed to go over before leaving for the day.

PATIENT: Grey, Meredith

"Well, well let's see what's going on with the dirty mistress this week?" Addison whispered as she closed the door to the office.

Grey, Meredith

4 ½ months pregnant

Prescribed: Prenatal Vitamins, and Healthy diet

SEX OF CHILD: female

"Now didn't you get yourself into a pickle? Wonder if George knows he's going to be a daddy? At lest I won't have to worry about Derek going after her anymore." She smirked, and then she saw it.

FATHER OF CHILD: Derek Shepard (Confidential)

"The one thing Derek wanted more in the world, and she is going to give it to him. Well she is NOT getting my husband just because she had the nerve to get knocked up!" and with that angry thought Addison Shepard leapt up, and did some damage control.