-Day one-
I woke up, God knows how much later and I was in agonizing pain. The kind were you want to tear you skin off your face or rip your nails off using your teeth. Only this pain was worse than both a thousand times over. I would gladly give my sole to the grim reaper to be free of this. Nothing in my whole entire existence was worth this much pain, I thought, but then Edwards face flashed in from of my tightly closed eyes. At that moment all pain melted away from my body and I was completely relaxed, but it only lasted a second. Than the pain came back with just as much force as before. If the pain were to ever stop I would kill Edward. I would rip him up into tiny little piece and walk away as he puts himself together again. Apparently there's no Humpty Dumpty in this story. That almost made me laugh, but when I realized the in-hail of breath it felt like I was swallowing flames. No long after I lost contentiousness.
Even when I was Unconscious the pain was still unbearable and unfortunately I could still feel everything around me like God was playing some sick joke on me before I died. My tightly closed lips opened and I let out a long scream that hurt my ears and I was still tenacity human. Poor anyone who was close enough to hear it. A cold hand brushed across my sweat covered forehead. That could have been only one person and I felt a surge of pain shot though my heart. I almost screamed again. Edward grabbed my hand and kissed it. He probably knew it wasn't helping by him being here because I felt him leave. I so badly wanted to call out his name but a high pitched voice whispered in my ear.
"I don't know if you can hear me but he'll be back." Small dainty lips were pushed against my for head and I was given a slight hug. I figured it was Alice by how small her body was. I could here her say something to Jasper but I wasn't quite sure what it was. Some thing in my body twitched and my eyes shot open. I had no control I couldn't close them or look around. I heard the slight click as the door closed.
-Day two-
I still wasn't sure how long it had been since Edward bit me but My body was now randomly twitching and I would burst out in all different kinds of emotions. Like one moment I would be screaming in pain and that I would burst out in laughter. I kind of wondered if Jasper was doing it Because at one point it stopped all together. Only one emotion would stay in my body and that was pain. The pain Edward had caused me, the pain I was causing my new family, the pain I was going to cause when I disappeared, the pain of never being able to see my family again, the pain of knowing I didn't want this, that I didn't want to be with Edward and last the pain that I would have to suffer all my life. I began to worry that I really did love Edward that it was just my hormones running a rampage and wanting to screw the first thing that said I do. Also I started to wonder if I loved Alice either. The only one who seemed to be on my side was Rosalie. Literally, she has sat next to me since Alice left.
She sat there telling me that it was going to be alright. that I wasn't dyeing and the thing that got to me the most she told me what Edward wanted me to hear. Also she slowly told me why he wasn't here and she was. Alice had made Edward leave the state so he wouldn't suffer alongside me. Also everyone else had the hardest time being near me when I was suffering like this. Esme had gone with Edward out of state. Jasper and Alice were in pairs shopping. jasper was trying to avert Alice's mind, but she called more than Edward did. Emmett was also with Edward and Esme to make sure that he didn't run off to me. Carlisle was taking all-nighters at the hospital. Rosalie was the only one to offer to stay with me other than Edward. She said she would take this as an opportunity to get to know me better and even though I didn't talk she calms she learned stuff.
"You know Bella I wasn't as brave as you were. I kept begging for death and you might be thinking it but at least you're not screaming it out hurting the people around you also making you kinder. Also you're not all that ugly to be honest I think you are pretty for a human. You will be beautiful when you change. You might be almost as pretty as me"
The one person conversation went on like that for a while. She soon started to talk about things that her and Emmett had done thought out the years. Some point during this My eyesight started to get a lot of blood red spots in it. I was scared and had no clue what was going on. "Bella relax It's just the venom it's eating away at the blood in your body. Its spread a lot quicker that it should have but you'll be fine. Don't be surprised if you lose your eyesight"
-Day three-\par
I was NOT in control of my body at all. again I started to twitch. Rose had left me to go get Alice and promised to be back before I knew it. And at the rate My heart was beating and the amount of pain that was coursing through my veins I didn't think that she would get here before I changed.
As I stared at the wall My eyesight went black as expected. I was screaming bloody murder and then I couldn't hear it anymore. What was going on I had no clue what should and shouldn't happen. I was scared confused and lonely. I started to breath faster and then my longs gave out I felt like I was drowning. My heart was fighting a battle that it was clearly losing. I fell off the bed in attempt to sit up. I was crumbled on the floor trying hard to do anything, but die. As my heart gave a few last beats I fell to the ground. I listened as my heart beat its last beat and at that moment all pain stopped. I opened my eyes and I slowly regained sight. I could see every fine detail of the wood beneath me and it was pitch black outside. As my hearing came back I was aware of the deep breathing near me. It didn't sound anything but scared. Slowly so I didn't hurt myself or anything I lifted my head. Only what I saw was something I wasn't expecting. Alice's face was directly in front of me. Not realizing it I threw myself back and hit the bed causing it to dent a little.
Alice smiled, "It's good to see you not withering in pain and you look beautiful despite the fact that your hair is still wet with sweat and you face is stained with tears." Her voice was more beautiful and bell like that ever.
"Alice," Jasper voice Pieced though the room. "Get away from her she could snap at any time"
She rolled her eyes "Emmett keep you grip tight on him"
"Sure thing sis," Emmett's voice even sounded bell like in my new ears "Bella dear how are you? I saw thoughts last few seconds. Gad I sent Edward away"
I tackled Alice at the sound of Edward name. Though I was supposed to hate him for what he had done to me I couldn't.
"He's not here yet," she answered before I could open my mouth "We made him stay back for a little bit longer. Now you wait here and I'll go get him"
I got off of Alice and sat on the bed. Edward was finally coming back to me.
