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Chapter 2: Didn't See That Coming
Seriously. I laughed. Who laughs at this stuff? It just came out. The kind of laughing that leaves you crying and unable to breath. The kind that if I were eating I would be dead by now, chocked. Yikes, does my brain ever work right? Should I be saying something here? Is it weird that I am talking inside my head but yet say anything in real life yet? Seriously? He asks me to marry him? Isn't that a little weird? This actually isn't funny. Oh jeez, I hope Jake doesn't hate me. Of course he hates me, I laughed at his proposal. Well it's not like he asked me to get some lobster. Maybe I can just say that I thought he was asking me to go get some lobster. Yeah that might work. Wait, what? What the hell is wrong with me? Well I didn't say no. I just didn't say yes either. Although he should know I will say yes, again he asked a stupid question. A terribly rhetorical question. I said earlier that he was mine forever and that someone would have to kill me to get rid of me, and I meant every word I had said. Although—that has to be my favourite word right now—he didn't really do good in English. More of a math student. He should have put two and two together.
I burst out laughing again at my terrible joke. It was bad but who cares! I thought it was great! Okay Lily, you can do this. Don't. Laugh. Just don't laugh. I don't even know what's funny anymore.
Are those tears? Am I really laughing so hard I am crying? Told you! Mental hospital here I come!
Maybe I should just think here for a minute. Jake prop-*Laugh* He did that thing. Did he even think this through? We could have changed over the past year. Actually I have changed and I am sure he has to. It's called growing up. Well, it could be worse, I could have picked up some weird obsession. Like, I don't know, eating cat fur. bet he would get a kick out of that actually, 'cause he's a wolf. Aha. Actually that's not funny. I need to stop. He could find out about my Alexander Ludwig Obsession. But if I tell him why I'm obsessed he will go and change himself. So I have to hide that. God I'm going crazy in my head!
After I calm down enough to actually pay attention to the world around me, which takes awhile in case you were concerned, I realize Leah and Jake are missing. Jesus Murphy!
"Where the fuck are they!" I growl. Can't I just get a normal 'Welcome Home'?
Everyone looks at me with shock at my sudden outburst. Seth recovers first and grabs my hand and walks me out of the house. He rubs soothing circles on the back of my hand and I start panicking. What if something had happened while I was uncontrollably laughing? Oh god if Jacob hurt himself? I will kill him myself. He's in a world of hurt for just leaving me there.
What kind of person just leaves after proposing?
What kind of person laughs at a proposal? My mind retorts.
Touché.
When we finally make it out of the house—longest few seconds of my life—I see two wolves fighting and it doesn't take long for me to realize who it is. Jake and Leah.
I start walking towards them but Seth doesn't let me go, and pulls me back to him. I'm really starting to get mad, and you don't want to see me mad. Wait? Didn't Hulk say that? Lily mad!
"Seth." I growl. "Unless you want to see me naked and be close enough to get your head ripped off I'd let go." And luckily he does. I'm getting better at this.
I beeline for the forest and very quickly get out of my clothes and phase mid run back to Leah and Jake.
By the time I get back Leah is limping but still holding her ground. Jesus that girl can hold her ground. I mentally send her my encouragement. No one should have to deal with what I created. Jacob mad!
"But Jake! She didn't say no! Stop this!" Leah begs. I don't think I have ever seen Leah beg. Fuck that means that something bad must be happening. Go Leah?
"Laughing at my proposal is saying no!" He growls. I frown, is that what he took it as? Not as 'I'm so confused that I'll just laugh'? Of course not.
What else is he supposed to take it as? My wolf argues.
Get back bitch, I will get us our mate back.
"Jacob!" I scream in his head.
In his head I can see the human and wolf side fighting each other. Jake wants to ignore me, continue fighting over god knows what. While the wolf side wants to come see my wolf.
Let the wolf win!
"No Lils." He says softly. "Now get back to the house, while I seriously hurt Leah for leading me astray!" he says, the Alpha Timber sinking through. Well eff me!
My wolf body starts to follow as I struggle to fight it. Luckily I am able too. He can't and won't get away with using that tone on me. We're supposed to be equals for one! I will not put up with his shit; you'll have to kill me first. And good luck with that.
"You said she would say yes!" He growl-yells. He does kinda look hot when he's all growly. Focus Lily!
"I did. And she didn't say no!" She says calmly-ish.
"You lied to me and you will pay!" He growls again. "Lily! I said get out of here!"
My body actually listens this time and there's only one thing I can do. I let my full powers take over and I'm sure my eyes change colour but my body does grow larger, as large as Jake himself. Aka huge.
As I walk back to Jake and Leah, I here Seth gasp and I see him looking at me. Do I look funny or something? is there a bug on my snout?
"Orange?" he questions and the two wolves look to me.
Oh well that explains everything.
Leah makes a run for the woods and comes out in a sundress less the 5 seconds later. As she approaches me, she bears her neck in submission, showing me she's not a threat. I huff and she runs to Seth, protecting him from me. See how come my family can't be like that. You know, not growl at me and comfort me and not growl at me!
"Jacob! Stand the fuck down." I growl. A real growl. Yay me!
"Lily. You are no alpha, you cannot command me!" Jake growls back. I can tell his wolf is barely there. His wolf wants to submit but Jake is so stubborn and too hurt to submit.
"That's because you didn't let me answer your proposal. It took me for surprise that's all. Clearly you could have seen that. After a year apart you magically pop the question? All my mind could really think was 'what the hell'. The only reason I laughed was 'cause... well… um… well I was shocked and it was the only logical way for my brain to process it. If I had answered I could be Alpha Female. Just phase back Jakey. I love you so much, just please. I don't like being this bulky. But you, you look beautiful and I love you. I hate you being mad. There is no reason. You are over reacting; do you not remember what I told you earlier today? It doesn't matter, but you know I love you. Whether or not you imprinted there would be no way would be letting you go. I'm not stupid. You scare me when you're like this. You could hurt yourself, or me, or your pack." My voice breaks at the end, I rushed at the end, and I phase back upset, not caring that everyone has gathered outside in the back yard or that nobody has seen my naked body. The only warning anyone got was the single tear that fell in wolf form and my eyes changing back to bright blue.
God I can't believe I am being too emotional. I haven't seen these guys for a year and once I get back I have to fight with my imprint! Arg! figures, I'm always a screw up.
As I fall, I feel Jake's body wrap around mine. He phased back and I give a weak smile. Lily 1, Jacob 0.
"Everyone inside." I hear him alpha order.
"Where are your clothes Lily?" He asks sweetly. Where did angry Jake go? I don't answer. Just point. He comes back and helps me dress. I'm too exhausted from being embracing all.
He brings me into the house and lies me on the couch. Jake is the last thing I see before I pass out, and I'm glad. At least it was a beautiful sight.
Jake's POV
She looks so peaceful. She was so hot when she ordered me around. Being all dominating. Not one of my wolves will try that. They all try to reason with me. Yup. She is definitely supposed to be my mate.
I see everyone looking at her concerned.
"She just let both of her supernatural sides took over trying to get me to phase. No one touches her! Or else."
They should really realize that I'm serious when it comes to her. Never would I hurt her. When she had mentioned that I could have hurt myself, her or my pack brothers I was going to phase back right then but then she did, her beautiful body on display. I would have been so turned on if she wasn't crying.
Out of the corner of my eye I see someone move closer. Uh fuck no…
Lily's POV
I wake up to see Seth's arm in a sling, Paul with a leg immobilizer, Jared holding a scared looking Kim, Emily tending to Sam who looks like he has multiple deep scratches down him whole arm, Quil with a bleeding head, the pups under the table, Leah holding her hand tenderly and Embry between me and Jake, oblivious to me waking up.
"What the hell happened here? Did world war III break out?" I ask confused. I take a nap for once in my life and hell brakes loose?
"No, Jacob happened." Embry says before hiding behind the couch and me.
"They tried to touch you." He says calmly.
"Help!" Everyone else disagrees.
"So you hurt almost everyone?" I ask. He nods. "Seriously? This is what I was trying to tell you would happen!" I pause. "Dumbass." I mumble although I know everyone can hear it. "What the hell happened?"
"Leah tried to touch you, I broke her hand. Seth came at me for that, I broke his arm. Paul and Sam then tried to calm me; I broke Paul's leg before they could get me outside. Sam got me outside and I phase and clawed him. You were making noises and Quil was calming you down—I should be doing that not him—so I hit his head off the wall." He answers point at the adjacent wall. "And Embry was just about to get something too." He says mad.
Only one way to save this quick.
"Yes." I say.
And they all look confused.
"You're gonna let him hurt me?!" Embry asked wide eyed and shocked.
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