AN: Sorry if you think this chapter is too short :( I have problems with that.
So the lyrics are from the song "Love Me Dead," by Ludo.
Love me cancerously,
Like a salt-sore soaked in the sea.
'High-maintenance' means,
You're a gluttonous queen,
Narcissistic and mean.
-But just as Mimi thought he would destroy her forever, Jack began kissing her with such force that her lips and neck would be sore and swollen with his bites. In answer, she pulled him toward her, as hard as she could, by the roots of his hair.-
Jack abruptly shoved himself away from Mimi. She flung herself after him, but was promptly pushed away. He was hunched over and appeared to be muttering to himself. Hadn't things finally evened out a second ago and everything was fine?
"What the hell-" Mimi started, but was cut off.
"No. . . no, this isn't right. . ." Jack muttered. Mimi scowled. She thought she would get what she finally deserved. After all, she was the one who had to pretend she didn't know anything. How they presumed they wouldn't get caught in their foolish games. She was no fool. Bonds where not meant to be toyed with. She was sure now that Schuyler learned her lesson.
All those tender kisses and hugs, love poems, roses and gifts, and the secret meetings all should belong to her. She deserved for her other half not to hate her.
"Jack, just forget about-" she needed to get this out, but she kept getting interrupted.
"No, Mimi, this isn't right," he repeated, but with more clarity. "Those were never meant for you in the first place," he said, referring to her thoughts. Her eyes widened in anger and disbelief. She couldn't believe that he was saying this to her!
"Why do you do this, Mimi? It's always about you, isn't it? It's always been that way! You've always been this way. Why can't you think of others' happiness?"
Why couldn't she think of others' happiness? It was obvious she was trying to fulfill Jack's view of happiness! Couldn't he see that she was trying for him?
She was willing to overlook the short period of time of unrestrained pursuit of Jack's wishes and desires. But that hurt. Why shouldn't she be the one being able to make him happy?
She would be heard this time.
"Why don't you understand, Jack?! I'm doing this for you. I'm doing this for us! We are bonded- Abbadon and Azrael. I didn't want to see you getting hurt in the end because things didn't work out." He was the Valerius to her Agrippina. The William White to her Susannah Fuller. One half plus one half- a whole being!
He looked at her fiercely. "And why is it that things didn't work out? Hmm?"
She gazed at him blankly.
"You! Because of you, Mimi! You meddled, and nothing good became of it."
Kill me romantically.
Fill my soul with vomit,
Then ask me for a piece of gum.
Bitter and dumb,
You're my sugarplum.
You're awful, I love you!
She stared incredulously at him. How could he say that? They loved each other. They gave their lives for each other when needed. Now here he was saying nothing good became of his little breakup with the half-blood? She was nothing more than a toy. A blemish in their relationship. An obstacle to avoid.
"Who was it that begged and pleaded little Miss Schuyler to save me in Venice? Who seeked a way out of my impending demise? You, Jack." she stated boldly.
"Who was is who wasn't grateful for her life? Who was it who chose to loathe her savior and doubt all the wrongs her other half had made? Who is it that enjoys causing pain to her loved ones by breaking their hearts and laughing? Madeleine Force. And it will be the day she has no more loved ones, when she will regret it," he spat heatedly.
She sat there stunned. He had once again unleashed his true nature upon her. Her self-confidence flickered but she was far too arrogant to doubt herself.
"But, I do the things I do because. . . I love you," she declared weakly.
He shook his head vigorously and maintained and angry expression. "You love only yourself," he growled, and left, slamming the door on the way out.
She couldn't understand that he didn't understand. What was so awful about loving your soul mate? How could he not want to be with her?
You suck so passionately.
You're a parasitic, psycho, filthy creature
finger-bangin' my heart,
You call me up drunk,
Does the fun ever start?
You're hideous and sexy!
Was it possible to love only herself? She loved Jack, of course, but was it her love for him, or her love of fame and attention? Was it worth risking her fame and fortune for that man she loved? To answer that question, she needed to answer others.
Did she love him, or was she in love with him? Was it possible that he didn't love her that way she loved him even if she wasn't sure what type of love it was? Was it even possible for bonds to diminish over time?
No, she argued with herself, its impossible. Our souls were intertwined in heaven, and it will forever remain that way. She couldn't believe anything diferent.
You're a faith-healer on T.V.
You're an office park without any trees,
Corporate and cold,
Gushing for gold.
Leave me alone.
Then, she realized two things.
She had got what she wanted. He wasn't with Schuyler anymore.
But what was the point when she couldn't enjoy someone else's misery other than her own?
He was right about her.
Does he know about me?
You've got the mark of the beast.
You're born of a jackal! You're beautiful!
AN: Next is Schuyler's POV kinda. PLEASE REVIEW! I LOVE REVIEWS! EVEN IF THEY ARE BAD!
Oh, and this sentence is kinda confusing: "Was it possible that he didn't love her that way she loved him even if she wasn't sure what type of love it was?"
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