here is chapter 2
*dragon ball announcer* last time on the loud house Lincoln had a talk with his eldest sister and he got hot headed and started to do things now this time we will see what he will do next.
BEFORE LEAVING
As Lincoln walked down the stairs to the front door he thought no one will care that I left. i was already hated by everyone maybe they will adopt and get a better son. as he reached the door a voice said "where are you going linc?" he jumped when he heard his younger sister Lucy," I'm going to clydes to spend the night" he was about to open the door when he heard Lori yell,"LINCOLN WHERE ARE YOU! Please just listen to me." But before Lucy had the chance to grab him, he grabs the doorknob and bolts out the door. As he runs to the side to the side of the house to grab the case he threw down.
AFTER
After that he runs and he doesn't stop he just keeps running until he was a few blocks from his house.
"well that was close." he smiled after he caught his breathing in order. he then starts to walk but before he could do anything else his stomach growled. "well i did miss lunch and dinner today might as well see what I can get with the money I have." he looks around and sees a dinner that was across the street. "well might as well it's better than nothing" he walks over to the dinner and counts the money that was in his wallet he had 25 dollars and 64 cents so he walks in and sits in the chair that was at the counter then the waitress came over and asked, "what can i get for you honey?" he looks at the menu and asks," how about a bacon burger and a root beer." she smiled and said "sure honey." she writes it down and puts it on the rack. While Lincoln waited for his food he pulls out his phone to check the time it was 8:57 he then goes to his chrome account and starts to look threw his secrete account on his Facebook and types 'just left the "house" and eating at a dinner ordered a burger and now waiting. he posts the update as soon as it was uploaded he saw the waiter bring a plate. "anything else for you honey?" he looks at her "no miss i don't need anything."she smiles and leaves he looks at the receipt and saw the price "at least i can still get food tomorrow" he digs in
5 minutes later he was done. He then paid the waiter what he owed and left. As he continued to walk to his place of peace and quiet , a place that always kept him relaxed and a place that no one knows about it.
couple of minutes later he was there, as he goes to it he realized that there wasn't much to see. It was just a tree house that was way to deep in the woods but Lincoln didn't mind. he sits down on his bean bag chair that he bought with the work money he got from mowing lawns and cleaning gutters. he had his comic books and even a radio not one of those that had an alarm on it, it was a hybrid that was a am/pm radio with a cb radio he liked it. he turns on the cb radio but nothing happened so he then pulls out a knife that was under the floorboards, after that he grabs a little table and starts singing the chop chop song. after a while he was bored he got about 200 chops in under 2 minutes so he looks at his radio and puts on the Elvis duran show and he slowly falls asleep
FEW HOURS LATER
he wakes up to the sound of his phone going off. he pulls it out and saw 17 texts and 29 missed calls. they were from most of his family so he called them back. *RING RING* on the second ring Lori answers before she could talk he moved the phone from his ear knowing what was about to happen."WHERE IN THE FUCKING HELL ARE YOU AT LINCOLN, I HAVE BEEN CALLING FOR THE PAST 3 HOURS" he keeps the phone away from his ear but answers her "i'm fine i'm at Clyde's house." "really then who's this" he hears the sound of movement on the other side of the phone "um... linc where are you" he cursed himself for not thinking about that,"i'm where i want to be and where everyone wants me to be."
"and where is that at linc?"
"why would you care i'm gone and i might not come back so just leave me alone." he was about to hang up when he heard Lori yell into the phone "LINC WAIT..." he waited "come home we miss you please" he looked at the time it was almost midnight. "alright I'll come home but i'm going to stay here because i'm just too tired to walk home now. so just wait until tomorrow it's too dark and my phones at 12%"
"okay linc i trust you just please come home tomorrow"
"Okay i will Lori goodnight" he ends the call and goes back to sleep. Lincoln was just sleeping in his bean bag chair when he woken up to the sound of his C.B. radio going off 'Lincoln... come in Lincoln.' he remembered that voice it was Clyde.
"what do you want?"he asked groggily as he picked up the receiver.
"linc i have been trying to to get a hold of you for the longest time."
Lincoln just remembered where he was and instantly looked at the floor. A smile made it's way on his face the first time in weeks.
Lincoln you there buddy?"
"yeah just thinking what to do today."
"didn't you say that you were going home today?"
"yeah i said tomorrow but i didn't say when did 'I'
'yeah i guess but go home today your family's worried about you."
"can you do me a favor C?"
"sure Lincoln!"
"go to my house and tell my sisters i might stay out until dusk but i'll be home."
"you got it."
"roger over and out"
with that he turned the C.B. radio off but turned on the F.M. radio and a song that he liked a lot came on it was called "moth" as the song played he looked at the time on the display it was about 11:48 he pulled the knife out of his desk and pried the plank of wood out that he was looking at while talking to his "best friend". he hoped his stash was still there and as he put his hand through the hole he pulled out a box when he did it again he pull out two smaller boxes and a bong.
"well my day just got better by a whole lot."he said with a smile.
AFTER HE SETS UP
Lincoln was sitting on his bean bag chair with his torch in one hand and the bong in the other.
"okay time to pick how high on cloud 9 I can get."
he looked down at the many bag's. the biggest bag was about ten grams the smallest one was about 3 1/2 gram's. here are the many he had,
Gorilla Glue
Sour Early Girl
BLR
Bloody Kush
Khalifa Kush
Bogalusa Power Plant
Purple Cross
Forbidden
Red Berry Hash
he had to choose between though. he thought and thought and chosen to mash two together. he got forbidden and red berry hash. as he was packing he thought about how he had to get a hit in before going home. after he packed it in he looked at the bong. "oh fuck almost forgot to add the water" he pulled the already pact hit out and put the water in he filled the four chambers he had in it.
"okay now it's time to take a long needed hit." he turned his torch on and put it over the weed and he emptied his lungs and lit it.
FEW MINUTES LATER
Lincoln was so high he felt like he was above the world and nothing could hurt him out there. he got up and took a bigger hit and with that causes it to be cashed the weed. he put the bong on the desk and put most of his weed back. he took Forbidden and a blunt wrap 'black cherry' he though 'my favorite flavor' and he felt a tingle in his arm. he lifted his arm to show his sleeve. after he pulled them up he saw his scars and with him being high and intrigued he took off his shirt he looked down at himself as he saw cuts, bruises, and a few words that were cut into him.
"freak"
"gay"
"unloved"
"unwanted"
"not needed"
"unworthy"
he just stared at them unable to say anything but besides putting his shirt back on, put colon on, and put eye drops on he then climb down and started to walk home.
as he was going home he was thinking about what happened yesterday and he had to come up with a alibi so he can keep his secret hide out as a secret. he just about made it to the driveway when it started to get dark.'well time to face the family.' he thought as he reached for the door knob. he pushed open the door and saw everyone at the kitchen so he just went up to his room and laid down and closed his eyes he knows that it was just a madder of time before they realize he was home. after a few minutes he heard footsteps and a knock on the door.
"Lincoln can we come in?"
"you will anyways even if i say no so yeah come in."
as he heard them enter and look at him.
"so you guys finally come to my room it been about a couple of weeks since you last did that." his tone was bitter and hurt just like when he opened his eyes to stare at them.
"linc we are sorry we just feel..." Lori said as she looked away.
he just looked to the ceiling waiting but after a few minutes he got impatient and he just turned to the wall and told them,"just leave if you got nothing to say." his tone was soft but with a edge to it.
"linc-" Lori started to say when he shot up to look at his older sister with rage, anger, and hurt.
"LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE! LEAVE MY ROOM! AND JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO!"
his sisters were shocked. there brother never talked to them like that. there were about to step forward when a pillow hit Leni in the face he started to yell again,"LEAVE DIDN'T I TELL YOU TO LEAVE!" he started to reach for more solid things and he cocked his hand back and threw. they moved out of the way of the alarm clock but when they look toward it they found out it wasn't broken in fact it was loge into the wall
"okay lincoln we'll go now." and with that they were gone
He sobbed and went to the box again he pulled out the cleaned knife he lifts up his shirt. After a couple of cuts he had a new word it said "bad brother."
After that he went to the box and cleaned the knife. After he pulled out the hydrogen peroxide put it on the wound. It didn't hurt not anymore he got so comfortable with pain that it felt like it was just pressure. He sighs after he puts on the bandages and pulls out his blunt wraps and starts to crush forbidden into little pieces and wraps it.
"Time to hit the hay." He said as he opens his window and lits it. And he slowly took big hits and exhaled that's when his body went numb before his eyes went heavy when that happened he finished the blunt and puts the Roach into the big bag it was half way full. He hides the bag and lays in bed letting sleep come to him
