Awesomestar's POV

When I shot and killed myself, I didn't know what to expect, I thought that maybe I would go to StarClan, but I stand in front of my body, looking down at the bloody remains... What? I shot myself, but my body is ripped and torn, my throat slashed open, my heart is gone, looking at it made me almost throw up.

"Awesomestar Bloodypaws." A deep voice behind me boomed. I turn and see the god of Minecraftia Notch standing there, looking really pissed. I bow to him, I may not worship him, but Notch is still a god.

Notch glares at me. "Do you have any idea what you have done?!" He thunders. I step back, shocked by his sudden outburst.

"Notch, I killed myself. And-"

"AND YOU HAVE FREED A MONSTER THAT IS CAPABLE OF DESTROYING EVERYTHING IN MY REALM!" Notch's voice had risen to the point that I had to fold my ears back to keep from losing my hearing.

"Notch, I know what I've done, but the Sky Army can handle it. They don't need me." I snap bitterly, I know I should be more respectful, but Notch was starting to piss me off, and I wanted to end the conversation right then. "Notch just let my soul go to StarClan where it belongs!"

Notch was fuming, I had never seen him angry before, and it scared me. "Your soul is not going to StarClan, Bloodypaws. Your soul belongs to my brother, and he's wanted it for a long time. You were a hero once, but you killed SetoSorcerer, then by killing yourself you damned everyone in Minecraftia to die at the hands of your own twisted insanity!"

As Notch spoke, Herobrine appeared next to him, smirking. I hated that fucking bastard. I wanted to destroy him. He had always hated me, because I believed in Notch, and wrote Herobrine off.

"Awesomestar Electra Bloodypaws, daughter of evil, granddaughter of death and wrath, I damn your soul to the Nether for all eternity! Your screams of agony will be lost in the darkness of my brother's realm until the end of time!"

"No! Please no!" I scream, but I knew that there was no hope for me, in A direly flash of light I had been taken to the Nether, to face my punishment.

I stand alone in darkness, but I hear voices whispering, so quietly I couldn't make out what the fuck they were saying. Then, one voice became louder, and my heart sinks. "Awesomestar..." The voice of my foster sister reaches my ears. "Awesomestar..."

She appears, looking young and strong, just like she did when she was alive. Mossystone walks towards me, her dirty blonde hair long and straight. Her eyes were the same simmering amber orbs. Then, her voice becomes harsh. "It should have been you Awesomestar. You should have been crushed by that flaming tree. I shouldn't have saved you."

Images flash in my mind. Me and Mossystone in our cat forms, back when my fur was black and white. We were walking through the woods, when Mossystone shouted to me. "Fire! Envyeyes run!" The forest was burning. Then I hear a gasp and something slams into me, a sicking snap, a short cry of pain as my sister was crushed.

Mossystone has vanished by the time the flash back was over. She was replaced by Deadlox, he wasn't glaring at me, much to my shock. He walks over and I want to tell him everything, I wanted to believe that this was really my best friend. Those thoughts faded when he slid and knife into my back. I scream and I know that there's pain to come. This fucking nightmare would last forever. Mossystone, Deadlox, everybody I cared about would be stabbing me, whispering how useless I am. How Jerome was right all along. I am no different than the rest of my family. I am not a hero.

I lay there, my screams joining the screams of others in the Nether. I would be hurt by the ones who I cared about. Mossystone would hiss that she died for nothing, Deadlox would break my heart and stab me in the back, and Jerome would beat me bloody, saying how he was right about me. I know that the pain would never lessen.

I am Broken. And nothing can repair me. I will be chained forever. My friends will die and go to the Aether, I would never see them again. And somehow, that hurts more than anything.

I let lose a part of me that I kept buried inside. She was one of the voices in my head. Her name is Brutalstar, she is the size of a pickup truck. Half of her body is pure skeleton, and you can see her withered hear beating. It would also be the last thing you ever see. Her eyes are the worst part of her. Blacker than the darkest of nights, the only color in them being the blood-red slits she has for pupils. She is a monster, and I created her and set her free.

I brought about the destruction of Minecraftia. No one would be spared from my Brutal Betrayal.