She hugs me, a comforting hug. I've been shivering all night and the body heat she gave off was refreshing. Emma has always been someone I could count on. No matter what she's picking me up off the ground. Finally after what felt like an eternity but not long enough she lets go of me, and I walk to my bed.

Laying down trying to get comfortable. I toss and turn for minutes straight.

"You're turning quite a lot. I've never seen you so uncomfortable in your own bed…" , Emma states while sitting on the edge of the bed, watching me

"I….I know. I've been having a rough few weeks. My bed just doesnt feel the same without…" I trail off, not wanting to say anything else

"Without what?.." with a questioning look she stares at me I dont say anything.

I wonder how long I can lay here in silemce until she just forgets her question. I regret letting those words slip out. I can't handle talking about it. I hope she just drops it.

"…okay Regin, we don't need to talk about it. Maybe later…" She gives a long pause. Letting out a heavy sigh. "Is there anything I can do to help you get some sleep?"

-"Could you lay here with me. I think another human body might help me sleep"

She looks at me, and heads for the door. I panic, I cant be alone. Why would she smile and then leave me. This seems all to familiar

"Emma! Wh-where are you going?" I plead in a shaky voice. She turns around giving a sadened smiled.

"Gina, I'm just going to change into something a little more comfortable. I dont think Jeans and a Trence Coat is quite comfortable for either of us.", she lets out a small laugh "I'll be back"

So much relief covers my body. I dont know what made me think she'd leave. Emma has been by my side since I've known her. But with everything occuring I'm unsure of who actually cares anymore.

I'm so lost in thought, that I never heard her come back in the room. I'm greeted by a soft voice.

"Okay I think I'm comfortable enough to sleep. I stole some of your clothes if you dont mind.."

I just smile in response, I doubt she can see it from the darkness in the room. But she should know well enough. Minutes later I'm drown in the deepest peaceful sleep I've had in weeks.

The sun shines right through my window. I should've closed that last night. I roll over to an empty space. Disappointment fills me. Where'd she go? The one night I sleep well, I have to wake up sad. She said she'd stay as long as I need her. Why am I so needy all of a sudden?

Soon I'm snapped from my trance from a soft knock and a over powering smell of food

"knock, knock sleepy head. Look who just made you breakfast." She stands in the door way with a food tray smiling "I know right, I'm amazing for this."

She walks toward my bed. Realizing I can't eat lying down I sit up. The sight of Waffles, Bacon, and Eggs fill my eyes. Along with Apple Juice. She knew me too well, knowing I prefer Waffles over Pancakes and Apple Juice over Orange Juice.

I guess she forgot I dont eat eggs.

"Thanks Emma , this is all amazing. You didnt have to"

"It's no problem at all. Just accept it. I know how you can go in a debate on saying thank you with me", she sticks her tongue out

"Well in that case. I can give criticism." She glares at me. "I'm guessing it slipped your mind that I don't eat eggs." I say laughing and pushing them around the plate. This probably the first time I've laughed I'm weeks.

-"Oh! You don't need to eat it. I for-"

"-It's okay. I'm glad I cleared the air on that."I cut her off, " I thought I might had to have eaten these things for your benefit", I laugh at how apologetic she loooked about the mistake.

I reach for her face, lifting it so her eyes can meet mine. Giving a reassuring smile

"Relax Emma. It's really okay. I was just joking. Thank you for the breakfast. I honestly dont remember when I last ate… I really appreciate your effort"

- "Okay…soo lets talk about why you havent been eatting and sleeping in your bed lately?", Emma abrutly says.

Emma is one of the most caring and patient friends I have, but she also knows how to get straight to the point.

I look away, avoiding eye contact. She gives me this look like I have no choice but to talk about it. I try to speak, but nothing comes out. I mean what do I say? Where do I even begin? I dont even really know what happened, it just happened . And now I'm like this, a complete mess.

Suggestions, pointers, criticism?