"'well' I pondered, just spit it out she hissed at me. 'Since Edward killed your mate, you
could give me something he wouldn't, something that, in his opinion, is a fate worse than
death. Victoria looked puzzled, ' what, to him is that bad?' 'One word,' I said, my lips
curling up into the most un-Bella like smile, for if I did my normal smile, it would take
away from the vengeful mood, which Victoria was feeding into quite nicely,
'Vampireization' she thought on this for a few seconds and said, but you, you would
still be alive. She said pointedly, as if I had missed this fact. But I knew she would think
of this so I said in reply 'Think of 2 alternate futures one where I die, and one where I
don't die, but become a vampire. In the first, I die, and he will get himself killed, not
much suffering in that. Whereas in the second future, you turn me into a vampire and he
will not kill himself, knowing that I am alive, well sort of, and even as we are talking
now, Alice will probably be giving a play by play, think of Edward's tortured expression,
how he is suffering like a man being dragged across live hot coals, how he burns.
Victoria, right now you vengeance is nothing compared to mine, just think about it. In
the morning tell me your choice, but if I do this I have to tie some loose ends. So will
you help me get found by the search party? I will go back home tonight, and should you
want to still kill me just come through my bedroom window in the morning and I am
yours for the picking. But if you decide to take your vengeance to a higher level my level,
take a day or two to think about how to do this, so you do not kill me for if you do then
the first future will play out, just as if you had murderd me here and once you are ready,
come get me and we will make Edward regret ever messing with our hearts.' Victoria
looked at me for a few seconds, the just stated, ' bella, you are one crazy, but smart
chick,' and soon I was warm in my bed."
