So it's been a week. A very long ass week without seeing my mystery girl and I'm going crazy.
Do you think I'm nuts?
It's kind of like getting hooked on drugs and than when you don't have it anymore you start to have withdrawls. Yeah I know I'm kind of going overboard with this whole thing but I can't help it. If you saw her you would think that same thing. She has even invaded my freaking dreams.
Now I know I'm going nuts.
xoxo
"ASHLEY!" I jumped out of bed so fast that I nearly tripped over my feet. Than of course I would of landed flat on my face and than looked like a total loser. At least I would of been by myself because if someone saw that than it would totally be humiliating.
"What the hell is your deal Aiden?" I walked over to the door opening it up to him as we both stood there with boxers and I had the shirt on. I swear he was really comfortable with wearing hardly anything around me.
Yeah I haven't crossed that line and I don't think I'm going to. Not with Aiden that is. Of course if it was with a blonde that I couldn't stop thinking about than I was down for that.
Shit stop thinking that way Ashley. You don't know her and I doubt she would give half a shit about you. Just drop it.
If only it was that simple.
"What time do I work today?"
You have got to be joking me? He woke me up yelling through my door to ask me what time he went to work today. I dropped my head and swung my brown curls back and forth not really thinking that he was in the right mind to come out and ask me this early in the morning.
"Aiden for the last time...I am not your day planner! I do not know when you go in and come out of work. Please think of that before you coming yelling through my door at 6 in the morning."
Aiden smiled at me and than walked away yelling something.
"Ashley your hilarious in the morning and you look terrible."
Aww wasn't he sweet. I shot back at him.
"Trust me you're not the perfect view in the morning either." I slammed my door shut and I went back to my comfy bed. Aww I love this bed. I was kind of shocked that my parents let me take most of the furniture out of my room. Hey they had to because that would of been twice as wrong if they didn't let me walk out of the house with my own things.
I miss them.
I miss waking up to breakfast in the morning and actually having a sit down dinner with the people I love. I guess there's no going back to that now is there. Not unless they understand that I am who I am and I'm not going to stop being me just because they don't approve of it.
They probably already figured that I would go back to being just lil ol' me because they got all mad and they knew I hated disapointing them.
Nope. Not going to do it anymore. I'm not going to make everyone else happy while I'm sitting here being miserable.
xoxo
That morning I was late for class. I blamed it on Aiden.
So I walked into class as if I wasn't late at all and all I heard was this screeching noise coming from the front of the classroom.
"Excuse me Miss Davies! Where have you been?"
Please someone tell the woman that she really needed to speak to a student and not yell at them. To top it off her voice was so damn annoying. You would so ask for a transfer from her class if you had her.
"I didn't have a great morning." I told her as I took my seat in the back of the room.
"Well I'm sure that there's a few of us who didn't have a good morning Miss Davies but we still got here on time." Ughhh! Can she piss me off anymore?
I rolled my eyes and than went back to getting my things out of my bag.
"She was probably with her girlfriend this morning."
That would be the ex-bestfriend.
Madison Duarte.
The one who couldn't handle me coming out to her and than decided that she needed to tell my parents. Who the hell does that type of stuff? Couldn't she just leave it alone? If she didn't want to be my friend anymore than ok but she didn't have to go and come out to my parents for me.
Now that was wrong.
"How do you know that Madison? Were you there with us? Were you watching us make out? Come on Madison speak up because I'm sure that the whole class wants to know if you were hanging out with the lesbian or not."
Madison sat there with her mouth shut and the rest of the class was either looking at me because they couldn't believe that I came out and said those things. Than the other half were looking at Madison waiting for her responce.
"Go to hell Davies." That was her comeback.
LAME!
"See you there Duarte." I sat back in my seat and smiled.
That's what she gets for trying to make me look like a freak. I swear how we stayed bestfriends for so long is beyond me. I guess I really found out who was there for me and who wasn't. Which at this point is only Aiden.
xoxo
School was nothing but crap like always. I got called tons of names and I just either gave them the finger and walked away or I would actually walk up to them. Of course most of them would scurry away like the chicken shits that they are and I wouldn't have to worry about them anymore. Well at least for the day that is.
Work came soon.
Yay.
This is the fun part of the day for me. I actually feel like I can be just me here and no one will judge me for who I am. Than again most of the people didn't know me so that was another factor of it. Unless I got the lame ass students from my high school who like to give me hell but other than that I was good for the time being.
Aiden was already here when I came after school. Slaving away doing nothing like always.
Of course he would come out and tell me that he had just finished everything before I walked in.
Ya right.
xoxo
"Has it been slow?" I asked Aiden as I was making a coffee for one of regular customers. It was this older lady who got the same thing every day.
"Pretty much. Just a few students from the college but other than that no one really."
I finished up the order and went back to stocking a few things that needed to be done out in the sitting area and than I heard that voice. It came out of nowhere. Actually it came from the front of the coffee shop.
My head jerked up when I heard her voice and there she was. The blonde that I've dreamt about almost every night since I first saw her in the bookstore.
The way her hair hung off her shoulders made me want to touch it. The way she smiled when someone was telling her something funny. Her blues eyes sparkle at you whenever you talk to her.
"Excuse me."
How she warms your whole body up when she speaks to you. Her body had all the right curves and not a flaw on her. Where was this girl from?
"Excuse me."
"Yes how can I help you." I snapped out of it when I heard Aidens voice right next to me.
When did he get right next to me? Was she talking to me before? How long was I day dreaming? Did she notice the goofy smile on my face?
"Yeah we were just wondering what was good here?" I looked at Aiden and I looked back at my angel. I still hadn't found my voice and it was really annoying me.
How could one person have this type of affect on me?
The girls followed Aiden over to the front counter and told them what was good while I stood there with a rag in my hand and a dumb founded look on my face.
No more than a few minutes later they were gone.
She was out of my store and I didn't even say a word to her.
"What was that about?" Aiden was standing in front of me and all I could do was stand there looking at the front door where she walked through and walked out of.
I let her get away without even so much as a word out of me.
"That was her." I finall shot out.
"Her?" I swear how he was making it in school was beyond me.
"HER!" I told him as I stared directly at him.
"OH! Than why didn't you say anything? She was right there in front of you."
No duhh sherlock. Gees.
I was now officially kicking myself.
She was here. In my store. Right in front of me. Talking with me.
What did I do?
Nothing.
"You know I know her friend. She has a class with me." I looked at Aiden like he was my key into this girls life.
I was going to get her and he was going to help me.
(A/N:Sorry for the delay...I had most of this already written but than I went away for the holidays and didnt get back until Monday night. Sorry please forgive me. I hope u liked it as well...so you know what to do and leave the love :) I hope you all had a great Thanksgiving)
