*looks at screen* WHAT?! i ACTUALLY got another chapter up already?! ho, ho, I'm good. XD except this chapter sucks. i was trying something new. don't know if it turned out too well.

this chapter switches between first person and third quite a bit. and apparently rain is cold XD

oh, and this chapter is dedicated to Rhavis, for getting me motivated on this thing again ^^. i know i sad after Halloween, but i was thinking too much on this story so i broke down and wrote this XD.

Chapter II: Think, Don't Think. Just Think.

Pain, endless pain. He already knew that he had realized this, yet he kept thinking over and over that the pain that enveloped him endlessly would leave. He wanted it to leave. He wanted it to end. He didn't like this pain, it was so much grater than anything before. He wanted to make it go away, he wanted to think that if he kept thinking about it it would. He wanted to cry, he wanted to scream. But that would only make it hurt worse, he thought to himself.

He didn't want it to hurt more.

He wanted to make the pain end.

Everything felt like pain. It felt like nothing else existed. He could only distantly feel the crisp cold droplets that relentlessly beat his skin, the rough hard ground beneath him, the ever lasting wind that pounded into him. He shook slightly, a brand new wave of pain washing over him. Pain. Pain wasn't a foreign feeling. He had felt so much...

No.

No, he told himself, if I keep this repeating cycle of my mind going for much longer I'll give in. I can't keep thinking this, I can't keep going on about the same things.

Ignore it. Ignore everything. No, not everything, ignore everything but the water.

Yes, the water, think about the water, focus, think, concentrate, whatever I must do to keep my thoughts away from...ignore! The water, the water! What about the water?

Cold? Yes, yes, the water is cold. The water is freezing.....no, no, not freezing, if it were it wouldn't be water it would be ice. No, very very cold water, very fast water. Why is it fast? Is it flying? No no, water doesn't fly, it falls. Ah, there! The water is falling.

Falling from what? The sun? The moon? The sky? Ah, yes, the sky! But water just doesn't fall from he sky, that's ridiculous. So, what then?

The cold water is falling from something in the sky, from some natural watering can. What was it? Gah, I don't know. This water is so cold, it hurts.....hurts like...

NO! No, not that, ignore! Water, think of the water, think think think!

What else about the water? Why is it so cold? Ah, yes, that's right, water doesn't fall inside, it falls outside. So, I must be outside then? Yes, yes, I must be, I was falling, I could never fall like that inside. Or maybe I could. Would I get the same pain?

No! he told himself once again, wanting to clench his broken hand into a fist.

Not this pain, not these thoughts.

I can't keep going back to those cursed thoughts. I must keep thinking about the rain.

It's the only way I can keep myself from falling deeper.

I don't want to fall anymore.

I don't want to feel pain anymore.

I don't want to die.

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