Sorry it isnt that long right now.. I am working on writing more.. Enjoy! :D

Thinking of You

Ch. 2

Marmesla

My mother died Monday. I am so lost without her, she always helped me through my troubles. I miss her so much. Elie has helped me through this he lets me cry in his arms. That helps me because all I need is to be with someone I love. I love my dad and all but it's easier to cry with Elie by my side. I think it's because I know if I cried with my dad he would probably end up crying too.

"Go to bed Mar" said my father

"But I'm not tired and it is only 9" I respond

"Please Mar you haven't been sleeping at all lately, you need your rest"

"No Dad what I need is Mom!"

"We all want your mom back, we all loved her very much, but she is in a better place now and who knows maybe she is right next to you trying to get you to move on" my dad said trying to soothe me.

"I don't want to move on!" I yelled.

"We all need to move on that's what your mother would want of all of us. Why can't you try?" my father asked

"If I do move on I will forget about her! I don't want to ever forget Mom!" As I said that I started crying. I never knew that was how I felt.

"Oh Marmesla I know you could never forget your mother and you know that too, deep in your heart" my father tried to reassure me but it wasn't working.

"Dad! I know I won't forget that she was my mother, but I will forget how loving and caring she was!" by now I was crying.

"I'm going to see Elie. Bye" as I said that I was running to the door trying to keep back tears.