Spencer had organised everything perfectly for Friday night: her parents thought she was staying at Aria's, she had talked through it with Toby and she had even summoned up the courage to go into a drug store to buy condoms in case Toby had forgotten, but made sure it was one outside of Rosewood, knowing the town and its propensity to be rife with gossip, especially when it involved Spencer and her friends.
She was nervous, more nervous than she had felt in a long time and she wasn't even sure why. She trusted Toby completely and she knew that he would make it special and memorable. But this was her first time, so she felt like that gave her the right to be scared. Make that terrified.
They had agreed not to make it too big a deal, having dinner separately beforehand to make it less like a date.
She felt like all eyes in Rosewood were on her when she was on her way to Toby's, knowing exactly what she was about to do, even though it was anything but true.
A few months after Mona was unveiled as A the town seemed to stop being so interested in Spencer and her friends, although only the girls knew that there was more than one A and they were still terrorising them relentlessly.
Spencer's hands were shaking as she knocked on the door of Toby's loft, the nerves that she thought she had rid herself of reappearing.
"Come in," Toby shouted through the door and Spencer let herself into the loft, as she had done so many times before.
Being in Toby's presence immediately calmed Spencer's nerves and her breathing finally returned to normal.
"So what do we do now?" Toby asked as Spencer sat down next to him.
"What do you mean?"
"Well we're going to be having sex tonight and we've never even kissed."
"We're just going to have to fix that then, aren't we?" This was the last thing Spencer said before her lips were against Toby's. He was startled at first but it didn't take him long to respond, his hands pulling at her hair and his tongue battling with hers.
Toby could do this forever, just sit and kiss Spencer, holding her close while doing so. One of his hands was in her hair, the long flowing hair that he had always loved, and the other was around her waist, inching upwards bit by bit.
Spencer's hands were in Toby's hair, loving the fact that he showed his appreciation every time she gave a slight pull.
Toby had thought they were as close as possible before, but he had just been proved wrong. He had to keep reminding himself that this was only going to happen once and then things would go back to normal. He wasn't sure if that would be possible, as all they had done was kiss so far and yet he couldn't stop thinking about it and how good it was and how he had to savour it because it would never happen again.
Their breathing was erratic against each other's mouth but neither of them pulled away. The closest they got to being part was when Toby's lips travelled down to Spencer's neck, where they began to nip and suck lightly at the exposed skin there.
Spencer moaned as she placed herself in Toby's lap, her legs on either side of him, and Toby could swear he had never seen or heard anything that hot before.
Her hands pushed him down until he was lying on the couch with Spencer still on top of him. Toby couldn't help but groan when her knee rubbed against his crotch which only spurred Spencer on further.
"Can we go the bedroom?" she asked innocently as she finally separated herself from Toby.
He nodded his head before taking her hand and leading her towards the other room. She lay down on the bed, pulling Toby down with her by the front of his shirt.
She undid the buttons of his shirt and threw it away, unveiling the abs underneath, the work of art that could only be created by God himself. She had never really had the chance to fully appreciate Toby's abs, never wanting him to feel that she was overstepping the mark in their friendship but now that she had the opportunity she was taking full advantage. Her hands slid down his chest before following the lines of his abdominals, causing an involuntary shiver to escape Toby's body.
"Are you sure about this? We could go slower, do it over the course of a few weeks and just go a bit further each time." He searched his mind for any other ways he could slow it down, scared he would go too far at once and she would want to stop. Her comfort was his first priority.
"I wouldn't have asked you if I wasn't sure. I want to do this Toby, but if you don't want to then that's fine." It didn't look like it was fine to her, as she started to move in on herself looking slightly humiliated.
"It's not that I don't want to, because I definitely do, but I just want to make sure that you're completely comfortable with what is happening before we continue."
"Well yes, I am sure and I am comfortable. But don't stop if I get slightly embarrassed, can you blame me?" she laughed, finally able to look him in the eye again. "Can we get back to it then?"
Toby returned the favor, unzipping Spencer's dress and pulling it down until she was able to kick it off herself. His eyes almost popped out of their sockets when he saw what was underneath. He wasn't even looking at the black lace underwear that Spencer had picked out for tonight, but the body she had been hiding away. He had never really thought about her in that way before, scared he would get too caught up in it and invested in his fantasy, but she was truly gorgeous. Her slim figure was much more prominent when clothes were removed from the equation and he felt the need to stop himself from drooling.
"How come I'm in just my underwear and you're still wearing pants, yet you're still trying to strip me?" Spencer teased as Toby's hands stroked her back in an attempt to undo her bra strap.
He presumed she didn't want an answer seeing as she reached for his belt at that moment, her hand briefly rubbing over his crotch lightly, but hard enough to get a small groan from Toby's lips.
Once his pants were off Toby's attention was once again focussed on Spencer's bra, aiming to try and remove it again in the hope that he would succeed the second time. He threw it away after finally managing to undo the pesky clips that every man hated, not caring where it went.
He didn't want to look like a pervert staring at her breasts, and it wasn't like it was the first time he had ever seen a woman's breasts, but this was the first time he had seen Spencer's breasts. And this meant he was so close to seeing her naked and he couldn't hold back the smile on his face.
"Like the view then?"
"How could I not, you're beautiful," Toby said, but Spencer just blushed and turned her head to the side to bury it in a pillow.
The only thing Toby could think of to bring her back was to kiss all over her chest, making her moan against the pillow and finally move her head back to its original place, from where she could see what Toby was doing.
His kisses moved down her body and spread along her stomach until they reached the top of her underwear. He moved away, taking his lips to her hip where he sucked the skin, sure to leave his mark.
"You really like leaving your mark on me don't you?" Spencer sounded less embarrassed than before, which was good considering she was about to have sex and even this was much further than she had ever gone. He didn't even answer her, too caught up in what he was doing.
Once the mark was to his satisfaction he trailed his lips across her stomach again until they skimmed across her underwear before being joined by his hands. He pulled them down her legs slowly, his lips following their trail, covering her in kisses.
His lips worshipped the skin on her thighs in particular, sucking and biting to leave even more marks. Spencer thanked her lucky stars that it was winter so she had an excuse to wear pants or tights rather than summer when she would be forced to walk around with bare legs, showing the love bites for all to see and for everyone to question, particularly her friends.
His lips found hers again, and this time it was less urgent than before, like they knew they didn't have to rush, that they had all night. They lay there for a few minutes, just lazily kissing until Spencer's urges took over, forcing her to stroke her hands down Toby's chest and remove his boxers. She opened her eyes so that she could look down, letting out a gasp against his mouth when she saw him, all of him.
"Like the view then?" he asked, making fun of her earlier remark when he had stared at her the way she was looking at him now.
"Very much so!" she giggled, kissing him again. "I'm excited now, but you obviously already were."
"How could I not be? I'm assuming I shouldn't ask you again if you're sure, so I'm just going to ahead before you kill me."
"That's a good plan."
His fingers strolled down her body before stopping at her entrance. He checked her expression to see if she was comfortable and then slid his middle finger inside her slowly, keeping it still once it was fully inside.
He began to move that finger in and out, still slow in his movements, and Spencer moaned lightly below him. He knew when she was ready for another finger, as her breathing became shallower and her face became calmer.
He added his index finger slowly, still scared that she would stop him. He stopped these fingers again once they were fully inside her.
"You can move Toby, please move, do something, anything!" She was desperate and he could easily tell. Her voice was high, searching for something.
And who was Toby to deny a beautiful woman when she asked so nicely and was completely naked underneath him?
The two fingers inside Spencer slid out and then back in over and over again, slow at first, but then Toby picked up the pace and Spencer's head hit the pillow, unable to hold it up any longer.
He curled his fingers and he could tell from the cry that Spencer let out that he had found the spot he had been searching for, hitting it again on instinct.
"Are you ready for another finger?" Toby asked, as Spencer nodded vigorously, which he took as a yes.
She reacted differently when he added a third finger, her breath hitching, and her legs squeezing together, causing Toby to remove his fingers.
"Why did you stop? Don't stop! I'm fine." She was out of breath and flustered already, so he couldn't even imagine what she would be like when they were actually having sex but he couldn't wait to find out.
"Are you sure? You didn't look fine."
"It was just a little sore, but I knew it would be and I was prepared for that. I just got a bit of a fright. I'm sure about this." Her voice was strong and Toby had no doubt she was telling the truth. "Can we try again?"
He repeated his earlier actions, moving even slower, terrified he would hurt her. Her moans were more high-pitched now and she was almost keening.
As he repeatedly curled his fingers inside of her, he could tell she was close, but she put her hand over his, stopping its movements.
"I need more, Toby, I want you inside me." One week ago, he never thought he would hear Spencer saying those words, not to him anyway and it turned him on even more than he thought physically possible..
"Do you have a condom?" she asked, almost forgetting about it.
"There's some in the bedside cabinet top drawer."
"Someone's optimistic," Spencer teased as she looked in the drawer, finding a pack of 20 condoms and taking one out.
Spencer's breath hitched again as Toby stopped at her entrance, searching her face for any sign of doubt but he found none.
A tremor spread through Spencer's body as Toby entered her. He stayed immobile until she began to look more comfortable and once she told him he could move.
He couldn't stop the moan escaping his mouth as Spencer reconnected their lips in a fiery kiss. His lips never left her body, instead moving down to her neck and sucking another mark there.
Spencer's hips started to move towards Toby's meeting him to create even more pleasure for both of them. The pleasure had overrode the pain a while ago, and now all Spencer could think about, all she could feel, all she could hear was Toby and she absolutely loved that.
Toby's lips curled around her earlobe and Spencer could hear his breath rough against it and she could have sworn it was the single sexiest thing she had ever heard. She let out a series of loud moans, thankful that no one else was around to hear them, especially considering how awkward this situation would be to explain.
Toby could tell that Spencer was close, so placed his hand in between their bodies and found her clit, rubbing against it. The combination of that and Toby inside her almost made Spencer scream as she came, her back arching and another extremely loud moan escaping her lips.
It didn't take long for Toby to follow her, and Spencer kissed him as he did, though he struggled to respond accordingly, not that Spencer cared.
"Wow," was all Spencer could say when they came down, unable to get her breath back.
"Wow indeed!"
They lay silently side by side for a few minutes before Toby removed himself from Spencer's body, causing her to wince slightly again, but she wasn't bothered at all by the slight pain.
"That was incredible," Toby said, letting out a yawn as he did so.
"Did I tire you out?" Spencer laughed and it didn't take Toby long to join her. "I have to admit to being pretty tired as well though."
Toby pulled is previously discarded duvet up over himself and Spencer as they let sleep take over their bodies.
